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Saturday, May 12, 2007
i went out
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last night (on a lie, of course) and spent a few hours with my best guy friend, and we bonded most lovingly. lol. Now, before you go thinking this is some magical night with the guy of my dreams, be aware that this guy is gay, so there isn't a chance romance. Though he did say that if he was straight, he'd date me. And i've been told we would make a cute couple on several occassions. LOL
To be honest, when i first met him, i had a crush on him, till he told me he was gay.
I have no gay-dar as he calls it what so ever, so i didn't know.
We always say we met in the most interesting way, but I'm so glad me and him met.
i must admit, we do seem to go along like a couple (he drives me around, he buys me food) we always just spend crazy amounts of time with each other.
What can I say? I love him...lol
- Sanji
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007
I feel bad
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I have so many story ideas. but i never ever right them like i should. I'm so lazy! *cries*
So i'll spend the better part of my summer getting stuff written, especcially my fanfics. I'll probably make another otaku just for this purpose. But i'll do all y personal stuff on this one.
Love you!!!
-Sanji
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Sunday, May 6, 2007
I Know Now!
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I know where my prince is! In Japan! The reason i couldn't find him before was because, obviously, he wasn't here at all. So i have to find a way to Japan next summer. I have to wrok, and scheme, and plan and get a way to get over there. Then once I'm there, i have seven days to find him! Oh my goodness, I have to find a way there, and fast. But raising a few thousands dollars, that will be hard.
But now I have a mission and a job to work towards, and I have to remain dedicated to it.
-Sanji
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Saturday, May 5, 2007
stomach virus
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makes shawn feel shitty. She can't do drama now, and thinks the drama teacher is now really pissed. So, now, life has gone off the deep end.
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007
well..
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i guess he doesn't like me. Besides the fact that he totally blew off our plans for going to the coffee house tonight for some bogus reason, and i found out he likes some other girl i know.
Then i got rejected twice today, one on the occassoin of another girl, and the second because the guy "wasn't looking for a relationship." I don't understand it. everyone tells me how wonderful i am, yet how come i can't get one guy to like me? I waiched all my friends hook up, or snuggle with their significant others tonight, and i thought to myself "why can't i be like that?"
I'm not whining. It's just... i dunno. I know i have a prince somewhere. But everyone has a prince or princess waiting for them. It just seems they get alittle affection in between, and i can't even get that. *sigh*
Oh well, i'll just calm down and try to get thhru all this level headed. After all, ,when you've been rejected so much, it doesn't hurt that bad after a while....
p.s. the coffee house is a poetry and art exhibition at our school.
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007
part 2
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so i talked to him today. Actually, we spent a good part of class talking. (Just to let you know, this is my second time having to retype this. So it will be brief due to my frustation)
He knows i like him, but he's actually cool with it, not getting all awkward and stuff. So i'm happy. Even if he doesn't like me (which i know he doesn't) as long as we're still friends, i'm happy.
lol
over and out...
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Monday, April 30, 2007
silly little sister i am...
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so there'sa a guy name worth in my class whom i abso lutely adore. So much, in fact, that i was inspired to draw a picture of him. But i was afraid of the response of the people in my class, so i went outside to draw it. Needless to say, i went along happily un-bothered. I drew it in pencil, colored it with water-color, then outlined it with an art pen. Unfortunately, i couldn't find a skin colored paint, so i used a tan colored pencil. Anyways, i was finished, and almost exstatic that i had gotten away with it. I went inside to put away the paints, and turned to look outside--and there he was, doing God's knows what to end up out there. I knew he saw the picture, no matter how he tried to play it off. He came in, a smile on his face, and I felt at that moment that if i had been a lighter compexion, i would have turned red. I told two of my friends, one who promptly responded, "your screwed." -_-
well, he didn't seem too bothered by it. He actually came in the back talking to me and my friends like nothing had happened.
So what I'm asking is---what could be going throu his mind?! I mean, i think he thinks I'm nuts, and i actually wanted to destroy the picture, but ella locked the back room door where i kept it before i could get to it. Dammit.
Oh well, let's see how it goes tomorrow.
P.S i'm playing this game called Virtual villagers where you have to help these ship-wrecked people live on this island. And i made two people named "Alex" and "Jonas". Let's just say, at first they didn't like each other. Now they have two children.
LOL
love you!!!
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
so i found out
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my ex is dating one of my friends. I suspected it for a while, but one of my friends in yearbook actually said she talked to morgan, and moregan had bee n looking for me. She had wanted to tell my herself. She even asked Britt if I would be upset.
To be honest, I don't know. I have such mixed feelings about it. I mean, i know i couldn't have expected him to be single forever; he'd get lonely just like me. It's just...I dunno.
I'm annoyed, and pissed, and sad, and disappointed, and all this crazy feelings inside. And then, I'm also happy for them...
*sigh*
i have to be strong. Somehow...
But even though i have to wait for my prince, does it mean i have to spend all that time waiting alone?
on another note, they are offering chinese at my school next year. Think i might take it...but i wonder what would happen if i broke out speaking japanese there? probably will be stoned, actually...
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
why can't I...
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ehy can't i be a happy fat person? why does everything i want to do involve being thin, or mediocrely smaller than i am? why can't i stop eating and force myself to do sit-ups or something? Why when i try to be happy with myself, i see all the things that make me unhappy?!
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
hitomo
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So i started a fanfic about us all being "hitomo" (which means "light friends") in the setting of naruto. In a nutshell, we're pets of a sort of the main characters. Sounds nutty? Oh, but it is. I've even put a few of my siblings in it. Of course, big brother edge has to be paired with Kakashi. I mean, it's only natural.
lol
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