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Sunday, January 14, 2007
 what if....?
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i and my freiends were on a return trip from japan, flying in a plane of nothing but us and other teenagers we knew, when we suddenly went down in a storm, and washed up one a strange Pacific island? A worst of all, what is strange things started to happen to us there?
.....I love writing stories.....
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
 friends that aren't
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Since I'm at that point in my life where I'm bombarded by epiphanies and such, I've decided to write on this one abit. But it seems easier to say in my mind and to my friends than out loud.
I guess it wasn't till yesterday when I was sittting in a small corner of the cafeteria that i looked around and realized "This is why me and Brittney couldn't find a seat in here...." It wasn't just that fact that it was crowded because alot of places weren't. It was the cliques, and groups of friends everywhere. Some had known each other since middle school. Some had just met their freshman year. Alot were friends with me. But it was then that I felt I knew why they looked at me funny when I sat down with them, or moved my stuff when I tried to save myself a seat at their table. I just don't belong with anyone. I don't have any friends from middle school to talk to, simply because I went to a middle school where most of my time was spent being made fun of. I have no friends from freshman year because I exchanged schools. And even then, my friends from middle school either ignore me, or are too busy with their new lives and new friends to bother with me. And I'm so tired of being pushed aside because there's no room for me at all. I can see through all the fake smiles and false happiness at talking to me or meeting me. The strain on their faces like they really don't want to be bothered with me. I haven't any friends I can hang out with afterschool or on the weekend. No one calls me on the long breaks to invite me anywhere. Even my college friends have moved on and would rather each other than their little sister. My nerd friends are bonded and gone, my drama friends are bonded and gone...I'll leave high school without one bit of that "missing us hanging out,. call me over the summer" feeling. I always though it was all supposed to get better in high school, but in a way it's gotten worse. No one makes fun of me, because no one notices me.
*sigh*
I don't know if it's something wrong with me or what I know I'm lame and what not. Maybe I''m annoying or something. If that's the case, why don't you just tell me already!! I've done everything I can think of to make my life more comfortable or happy, but nothing seems to work at all...
The cure to my misery in middle school was to be cormforted my a certain someone, but in high school, I have nothing but the bitterness of real life to look forward to. No I see why people give up.
If it wasn't for my boyfriend,my best friend,and my faith, I think I would just give up as well.
I know you are probably sick of me by now. Chances are, that's probably why you don't talk to me as much as you used to now...
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Sunday, January 7, 2007
what dreams may come
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i love that movie. that's where the back ground image came from.
We won 3rd place in academic decathlon, and i won two metals and a trophy. Yay me!!! We might still get to go Atl too. I'm studying like crap now.
My mind is a buzz with ideas. I just wish I had time to write everything down and out.
I want to see my surrogate bro and sisses again. I miss the royal family....
love you all!!
- Grand Majesty Sanji Tanuki I
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Monday, January 1, 2007
ocrapu
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I'm so getting upset now.
The others are growing their forces and hiding in the trees in their fields, and i'm too fat to climb mines. I can't let them win.
Grabbing a friggin' slingshot....
and my surrogate bro gave me a jack skeleton paperweight. Loved it!!
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Back to Tricking
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Thaqt's what i must do. Get back to training for what i want more than anything else (besides a guitar) right now. I've already set myself back a year. Time to get back up again. If i do, I'll probably start feeling better.
Help me ,Kitsune Lass!!!
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 nothing much
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life goes on a boring as it is
i envy my enemies for there excitement and adventure
and there seemingly freeness from problems
they get all the friggin' blessings, i swear...
need to pay library fines
i'm going to florida come saturday
i hate being (somewhat) alone
i want college
i want to know who am i meant to spend my life with.
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Monday, December 18, 2006
*sigh*
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things i've been up to. I'm walking on thin ice.
I can't leave well enough alone. I must test my limits on the thinning ice.
There is so much I want to do, and it seems so hard and long to do try and do any of them.
I feel like just giving up already....
mustn't be discouraged....
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
so yeah
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So i've randomly begun a fanfic about Middle Earth, and I've added a number of my friends.
Kenny will be a warrior, and Alex an angelic elvin girl, and so on and so forth.
B ut of course, as you know, something must go wrong, and we must be betrayed and so forth, and everything gets complicated. You know the routine.
I'm so bored....Not even my DS is worth any trouble right now....
love yopu all!!!
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Monday, December 11, 2006
Loving Gaara
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Most don't. I do. This little redhead just needs some TLC. And if he doesn't act right and love me back, I'll attack him with lightning and turn him into glass.(FYI: chemistry 101)
Nothing much, really. I'm making blankets and scarves and things.I need a job, though.
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Thursday, December 7, 2006
hewo
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big bro want's to know, so i tell him...
i have play coming up in feburary. Wizard of Oz. Everyone come!
Happy with my b.f. of course. Two and a half months.
Yayness!
I miss you all. It's not fair! *cries*
Making Christmas gifts.
Love you all.
Christmas List:
guitar
prisma color markers
mp3
love and care
art supplies
books
anything else....
-Snl
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