my ex is dating one of my friends. I suspected it for a while, but one of my friends in yearbook actually said she talked to morgan, and moregan had bee n looking for me. She had wanted to tell my herself. She even asked Britt if I would be upset.
To be honest, I don't know. I have such mixed feelings about it. I mean, i know i couldn't have expected him to be single forever; he'd get lonely just like me. It's just...I dunno.
I'm annoyed, and pissed, and sad, and disappointed, and all this crazy feelings inside. And then, I'm also happy for them...
*sigh*
i have to be strong. Somehow...
But even though i have to wait for my prince, does it mean i have to spend all that time waiting alone?
on another note, they are offering chinese at my school next year. Think i might take it...but i wonder what would happen if i broke out speaking japanese there? probably will be stoned, actually...
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