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i guess he doesn't like me. Besides the fact that he totally blew off our plans for going to the coffee house tonight for some bogus reason, and i found out he likes some other girl i know.
Then i got rejected twice today, one on the occassoin of another girl, and the second because the guy "wasn't looking for a relationship." I don't understand it. everyone tells me how wonderful i am, yet how come i can't get one guy to like me? I waiched all my friends hook up, or snuggle with their significant others tonight, and i thought to myself "why can't i be like that?"
I'm not whining. It's just... i dunno. I know i have a prince somewhere. But everyone has a prince or princess waiting for them. It just seems they get alittle affection in between, and i can't even get that. *sigh*
Oh well, i'll just calm down and try to get thhru all this level headed. After all, ,when you've been rejected so much, it doesn't hurt that bad after a while....
p.s. the coffee house is a poetry and art exhibition at our school.
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