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haven't been on in a while, but hey, here i am. Not that anyone reads this thingy-mebopper anyway.
One of my friends had ended up seriously hurt, and had to be taken to the hospital. Needless to say, i was totally distraught, having both witnessed it, and feeling the coldness of not knowing if he was okay or not.
well, when we went to see him in the hospital, i had horrific flashbacks to the time my mom was hospitalIzed from her diabetics, and when my brother was hospitalized for two damaged discs in his spine. And i can remember sitting there in thee starilized cold, hearing the sound of a code grey turning to code blue ( meaning a person has went from really bad to cardiac arrest).
And having to see a friend of mines who i really looked up to in that enviornment,having come so close to losing him, i actually wanted to cry. But it's bad enough being the youngest and most immature in a group without having and emotional breakdown, so i held on to my pride and remained dry eyed.
oh, well...everything's okay now.
over and out..
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