This is a haiku i wrote in middle school:
Zebra
A zebra can't tell
whether it's black or white
or just colorblind.
Thank you.
So the other day i decided to skip the bus and go see several friends inthe back parking lot i.e. Mystic,Edge, and Monika. And as i sat there, listening to them talk and laugh and play about, I felt slightly melted insde because i knew this happiness couldn't last forever and sooner or later we would all be split up and that would be the end of my group of friends. I've never been part of a group of people that sincerely cared about me, and now that i have, i don't want to let that go.
Like the other day when i downloaded a pic of Mystic enjoying the remains of my (processed)chicken sandwich, I almost started to cry because i knew i wouldn't be having another lunch in school with them ever again. And as much as it hurts me, I do realize they all have to go on with their on lives, as selfish as i want to be by holding on to them. Especially Mystic, the first true friend I've had in a long time. I feel it is truly a blessing I got to know her this year, and i thank her for all her help. And I know she's going to go on and have a good life, especially having such a caring guy as DL at her side, and I know that one day we will all be together again, hopefully in the Harijuku part of Tokyo in Japan.
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