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so i'm on punishment for a while, my mom took my cellphone, but luckily i wrote all my numbers down...hehehe...
but hey-
my writer's digest magezine came in
and i have alittle more time to write, though I 'm suffering from a blockage on several stories.
For those sick of my trickery, forgive me. I will have some indication of my story soon, just give me time.
well, i've had some reflective time, retracting myself through my memories as i try to sort out my anguish over guys. Seems to run a long way back. I guess I'v always been an emotional and affectoinate-hungry kid. And guy after guy has found some way to hurt me, whethre on purpose or not. Every guy I've like has been-
1. not interested
2. wanting some drop dead gorgeous model
3. form a crush on one of my friends(this one remains prevalant)
4. was a complete and total jerk
5. all of the above
After figuring this, I guess it's no wonder I dispise guys so much. I can't really see anything good in them anymore. I don't want to be angry at them forever, and I know some would say be patient, some one will come. But most of them who say that are hugged up with their own prince charming.
Hmm...oh well. I haven't found anything (or anyone, for that matter) to make me change my mind.
13 days, 6 hours, and 28 minutes till i become a pirate ninja mercenary!
i mean , turn 16....
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punishment and guys
