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So I'm Being A Glitter-Whore Today! If Only You Could See Me! But Anyway, I Think I'm Going To Stop Capitalizing The First Letter Of Every Word, Because It's Getting To Complicated, Well, Not Complicated, But Annoying More Than Anything, So This Will Be My Last Post That I Type Up Like This! Anyway, I'm Feelin' The Good Vibes Today So I Had To Be A Candy Kid. Google Candy Kid Or Candy Raver If You Don't Know What It Means, Sorry, But I Don't Have Enough Time To Tell You Everything. But Anyway, Isn't That Background Cool? I Found It, And Some Other's I Took At Work, But Anyway I Have To Go To Classes Now, So Talk To You All Later!!
So What's The Deal? Deal Or No Deal? Ha, I Love That Show!^.^ Those Girls Are Hot! Anyway, So Know servo.hatred Is My Theme! I Love Him So Much! But Anyway. I Sorted Things Out With Those Friends That I Was Talking About, Everything Was Just A Big Mess, But I'm Glad That We Got Everthing Fixed, Cuz I Would Be A Mess Without Them!^.^ I'm So Glad That I Have Friends Like Them And Friends Like All Of You Guyes! But I Have Classes Now, So I Better Make This One Short, But I Love You All!!
So How's It Going Everyone? Sorry That I Haven't Posted For A While. I Don't Have Much To Say, Except That This Weekend I'm Going Up North To My Aunt's Birthday. I Really Don't Want To Go, But I Better, Because I Know I'll Be Forced To Go.
Don't You Hate It When People Who Act Like Your Friends Really Want Nothing To Do With You? It's LIke, Well If You Don't Want To Hang Out With Me, Then Don't Be My Fucking Friend, Right? I Hate That So Much. All Of The Friends That I Love, Want Nothing To Do With Me. Like I Asked One Of My Friends To Burn Me A Cd And Bring It In For Me, But Do You Think She Did, Hell No! Why Would She Do Something For Me, Even Though I Would Do Anything For Her. And I Tell Them To Call Me So We Can Do Things And They're Like, Alright I'll Call You, And Do Then Ever Call? Why The Fuck Not?! I'm Just So Sick Of Fakes. Thats All Thats Around Me At School. The Whole Fucking School Is Fake. I Don't Know What To Do. Help, Anyone.
I'm So Sorry For Not Posting In Such A Long Time, I've Been So Busy With Things For Work, Friends, Personal Life, Junk Like That. A Lot Of Crazy Shit Has Gone Down. Oh, But I Have Part Two To My Story! Here It Is::
We walked back to my house which is on a solitary dirt road back in the woods. As I opened the door Alexander and I were greeted by my two cats, Slasher and Pink. I bent over and picked up Slasher as Alexander picked up Pink. Slasher began to purr and nozzle his face against my chin. I put him down and took of my knee-high combat boots and walked into the kitchen. Alexander followed me with Pink still his arms. I looked at him then at his feet. “What did I tell you about wearing your boots in the house?” He looked at me and smiled and placed Pink on the counter and proceeded to take off his boots. I sighed and picked Pink up off the counter and placed her on the floor. “And what did I tell you about leaving the cats on the counter!?”
Alexander looked at me and smiled again and said: “I love to see you mad. That’s why I do it.”
I blushed a little more as a sign that I was embarrassed, but he knew I loved it when he teased me. I turned around quickly and walked into the living room with Slasher following me close behind. I sat down in one of my large arm chairs while picking up Slasher and placing him on my lap. Alexander then came into the room with Pink in his pale, frail arms, smiling at me.
“What?” I said with a little hostility
“Nothing, I just came in here to see where it was that you ran off too, that’s all.”
He was plotting something. I just couldn’t figure out what though. I sat there, staring at him with a perplexed look on my face, trying to decipher his cryptic thought process. He just stood there, smiling and petting Pink, trying so hard to throw me off with his kind smile. And damned if it wasn’t working! I let out a sigh and put my hand over my eyes, signaling that I gave up on the fight. He laughed at my failure and put Pink down. Not seeing anything, I felt some weight lifted off of me and a hand on my leg. I pulled my hand away only to see Alexander’s face before mine and Slasher walking away in disgust because his spot on my lap was taken. He gently kissed me on my forehead and whispered something so delicious that it made me squirm in own skin. But not because it was a disgusting statement, but it was more of a pleasurable idea. I was intrigued by the provoking idea he had placed in my head with such care. He knew exactly what he was doing and it was working. I knew exactly what he wanted also, but I wasn’t going to let him with this one. If he wants to tease me, then I shall do the same. I got up off of the chair and pulled his hands along with me. I pulled him close to me, so close I could feel his tight abs and hips against mine. I put his right hand o my hip close to the button and zipper on the front of my pants. I took his left hand and placed it on the back of my neck where the zipper to my corset started. He unzipped my corset with such delicacy that I did not even notice that it had fallen to the floor. I took my hands and placed them under his tight black shirt and slowly ran my hands down to his hips but stopped. I pulled away from him and looked at the flood ashamed.
“What is it?” he said gently.
He tried to hug me but I pulled away from him. I took off running in the opposite direction. He called after me, but I did not pay attention. It was now time for the chase. I ran around the house, up and down the stairs, in and out of rooms, trying to hide from my pursuer. But with no luck, he found me every time I tried to hide. He caught me by my hand and pulled me close, kissed me hard right as there was a knock at the door.
What The Fcuk Is Wrong With You People? - Combichrist
So What Happened This Weekend? Well, I Found Out That DSA Is Coming, Super Excited!!! My Aunt, Uncle (by marriage), And Cousin Came Down This Weekend. It Was So Boring. I Didn't Think That I Would Be So Board In My Life!! A Weekend Without Them Is Far More Exciting Then With Them. On Saturday We Went To The Shops At Albertville And We Stopped In Clair's, And I Got Some New Sunglasses, Because I Needed Some For Driving, Then We Wen't To Areopostle', Whatever, And Man!!1 Sorry If This Pisses Anyone Off, But I Have Noticed This, And I'm Not The Only One, My Aunt Said The Same Thing, But If You Go Into A Store Like Areopostle' Or Something And You See The Cleanest, Most Nicest Looking Kids There, They Are So Damn Rude To You!!! And Then You Go Into A Store Like Hot Topic Or Something, Who's Kids Look Like They Want To Kick Your Ass, They Are The Sweetest Damn Kids You Will Ever Meet!! I Don't Get It! You Get Someone With A Tattoo And Man, You Better Watch Your Back, Because All They Want To Do Is Be Your Friend, But Then You Get A Straight-A Student With Pressed Pants, And They Want To Kick Your Ass!! What The Hell?! Is It Just Me Or Does The World Have It's Ass Backasswards?
I'm Sorry If I Offended You In Anyway, It's Just An Observation That I Made. And I'm Not The Only One Who's Noticed, Also.
So I Just Got The Greatest E-mail Ever In My Life!!! My Favouritests Band Of All Time, Deadstar Assembly, They're Coming To Minnesota!!!! All Of My Nagging, To Dro Must Of Paid Off!^.^ Oh I'm So Excited! I'm So Going To That Show! Even If I Have To Walk, I'm Going To Be There!!! If You Live In Minnesota, You Should Come With Me!!! Thats About The Only Exciting Thing That Happened Today. But I'm So Excited, Even More Excited Then The Time I Found Out That Dir en Grey Was Coming!! Oh, And My Ex-Girlfriend Went To That Show, Thanks For Telling Me Amanda!!! Damn I Was Pissed, But I'm Ok Now, Now That I Know That DSA Is Coming!!! Oh I'm So Excited!! But Thats About It For Now, I Think.
So What's Going On With You Guys? Not Much Over Here In LaLa Land. The New Term Starts Today, So That Means New Classes! It's A Good Thing We Only Have 4 Teachers! But Lucky Me I Get Art Twice, And I'm Not Being Sacrastic, But At The Same Time I Am...Quite The Pickle I'm In Here. But I Would Rather Have Two Art Classes Then History Classes! But Enough Complaining From Me. I Really Don't Have A Whole Lot To Say. I'm Watching The Video Beast Of Blood From Malice Mizer.....Such A Good Song!! The Video Is Odd, But It's Still Really Good! The Video Is At The Top!^.^
This is just a story that I wrote for classes one day, I never finished it, but I will!
‘Why is life so hard for me?’ I though as I walked drearily through the small town, which has respectively earned the name, Dullsville. The only one who truly understands where I’m coming from, my best friend Alexander, who is always there for me, and I for him. Which I think is unfair, because I have so many problems in my life, and he doesn’t. Well, let me rephrase that, we share a common problem. There’s this rumor floating around town claiming that I and Alexander are vampires. Very untrue. I hate people like that. Always assuming things without knowing or willing to know for that matter, the truth in the misleading rumors that believe to be true. But that’s not the only problem I face. My problems started to accumulate after my mother had found out my horrible secret that makes up my morbid DNA. My mother had called me ‘an un-holy, vile, demon child of Satan.’ When she called me that, I had prayed and prayed for Death to come and strike her down with one mighty swing of his great scythe. My prays had been answered. My mother had mysteriously died in her sleep on my birthday. I was turning 4 years old that day. Now the story behind my father isn’t so gruesome. My father had gone on a business trip to Russia, but he never came back. I was only 2 then. I thank God that I had known Alexander before my mother had passed away. Alexander’s mother was kind enough to take me in and raise me as her own. None of my close relatives would take me in. They all had believed why my mother had called me before she died. Since I was 4 years old, I had been living with Alexander. Fast forward 16 years, which takes us to the present day. Now that I’m 18, I live on my own with my 2 black cats, Slasher, and Pink. Alexander practically lives with me, but I enjoy his company. We share the same interests and everything.
Now that you know my life story this is what’s going down. I’m supposedly meeting someone that Alexander had found that can help me with my problems. Yeah, knowing Alexander it will be someone who will be completely useless to me. But I’m willing to give it a shot. Oh hooray, the coffee shop. This is one the best places to hang out at. Especially when there are a lot of Dullvillians, its fun to scare all of the little kids. But that’s another story for another time. As I step into the small coffee shop, I notice that Alexander is only sitting by himself. ‘Great, now what is he dragging me into this time?’ I thought as I made my way over to Alexander who had a small cup of coffee next to him and one on the other side of him.
“So where is this mystery person who is supposed to help me with my problems?” I asked, sitting down on the other side of the table and taking a small sip of the black coffee.
“He’s not going to be here right now. We have to wait until later.” Replied Alexander, who was looking at me deeply with a small smirk on his pale face.
“Why do I have to wait until later to talk to him? And what’s with the goofy look on your face for?
“You’ll just have to wait until tonight to see him, and I think you’ll really enjoy this with great pleasure, Spooky.”
“Will you stop calling me that!? I have a name you know.” I hated it when he called me that.
“But that’s not what you were saying last night.” Alexander said, with a sexy smile on his face.
My pale face turned a small shade of pink. I covered my blushed face with my small, pale hands. “Don’t do that to me!” I said through my covered face. Just then the waitress came by and asked if we needed anything else to go with our coffee. We both declined and said that we were getting ready to go. She smiled and said that would be fine and that she would return with our bill. I asked Alexander more questions about the person I’m supposed to meet tonight, but he simply wouldn’t tell me. The waitress came back with the bill and a small tray to take our coffee cups away. I went to pull out my wallet out of my purse but Alexander stopped me.
“You already have enough problems, let me get this.” He said as he pulled out his wallet and placed $10 on the table. I smiled at him as a thank you as we both got up and walked out of the small coffee shop hand-in-hand.
Tell Me You Love Me
Tell Me You Hate Me
Razorblades Dripping
Cold And Stained
My Life Slowly Draining
All Because You Told Me
How Much You Love Me
Nothing Would Come Of It
This Relationship You Want
Just Stay Away From Me
Before All Is Lost
Closer You Come To Me
Closer Comes The Blade To My Flesh
All Because You Told Me
How Much You Hate Me
My Blood Dripping
In A Pool Of Shadows
Intune With The Melodic Screams
Coming From The Speakers
My Sight Starting To Fade
Along With My Life
All Because You Told Me
I Love To Hate You
Feelin' The Good Vibes! 
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