Thursday, December 31, 2009

   gahhh
completely forgot about this site.
So yea, today is my 21st birthday. And on Halloween was my beautiful twin daughters Emmeline Ivy and Adeline Rose's 3rd birthday. Yea,last time I posted about possibly being pregnant, I really was. With twins. Hahahaa. Gave birth when I was 17 still, not yet 18. That's not it. I have another child, a son, Brandon Asa, he'll be 2 on January 17th. The same day that Asa turns 18. I'm sure you're all wondering, and yes, Asa is the father of all of my kids. I know it's 'wrong' or whatever that he's not even 18 and has 3 kids, or even worse that he's 17 and I'm 21. That we had 2 kids together when he was 14 and I was 17. But whatever. We love each other more than anything. And Michelle loves her grandchildren. I do have a real job, a rather decent one, and I still model. I go to school part-time too. Asa will graduate in 2010, and after that we're all moving to Chicago. Asa will be going to university (my smart babe), I will be continuing my education, working, and being a mother. Michelle is also moving with us, she already has found a job offer. Michelle has remarried, to a wonderful man named Collin. Just as she deserved, she met this man, an extremely succesful, kind, and charismatic person, and they fell head-over-heels. Asa and I both love him, he is the father we never had. And Collin eagerly took us in as his own, as well as Emmeline and Adeline as his grandchildren, and Brandon too, when he was born. Collin will have a job transfer to Illinois. We chose a place that would accomodate all of our trasactions. A good university, school for me, job offerings, lovely neighborhood. We don't struggle. We are happy. Asa and I would like to get married, but I am insisting on waiting until he finishes university. Asa really is quite brilliant. He's going into law:) and I am going into accounting. Asa is also the perfect father. So loving and doting. He loves his baby girls, and his precious son. I'm not depressed anymore. I have all I could ever ask for, and I know things will get even better. I know it's hard to believe that at the ages 18 and 21, having 3 young kids, cannot add up to a happy, healthy life, but whatever, I've never fit a stereotype.
I love my perfect family---
Asa, my love, my soulmate, my best friend, my heart, the father of my children,and my future.
Emmeline, my 'first born', that little ray of sunshine, amazing daughter and sister and grandchild.
Adeline, the yang to Emmeline's yin, full of love and grace, she's a mommy's girl.
Brandon, my only little boy, spitting image of Daddy already:)
Collin, my dad, better than any father I could ever have wished for. Such an amazing man, taking on a broken home, supplying 10x more love than any other man would be willing to give.
Michelle, my mom and my role model, how I long to be half the woman she is today. Impossible strength she posesses, she saved my life countless times.

I love them.
and I'm happy.
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Saturday, April 22, 2006

   ohyeahoneyyy
ummmm....California was okae...did i already post about that?? cuz last time i remember posting was like, last year..back in Jersey anyway..i went to see my mom last week...asa's mom made me....she said i should. & since she's basically my guardian, my life-saver, i agreed...but she wasnt to happy to see me..think she's on drugs..ha!! so thats where i get it from...maybe im pregnant?? shut the hell up i dont do drugs or smoke or drink so even if i was pregnant, nothing would happen!!! i swear though, maybe i am....jesus...hey-suess....lol...haha i said lol..ummmm,maybe youre wondering what's with me & my bestest, asa? he's 14...when i said he was 12 i was exaggerating....he turned 14 in january. i could be so pissed right now but im not..i cant go to any raves, just in case..everyone says i need todown, cuz it was getting to me..raving is my escape..i go to school for 5 days & its horrible that hell hole..and on fridays i rave...but not tonite, cuz doc says not to over do anything..im really only doing this for Michelle, asa's mom...she's really worried, & i dont want her to be.im really tired right now. i did some modeling when i was in california for...well he's some-what well-known with certain scenes...nothing major, of course not...like tati would go model for abercrombie shit!! haha thats funny...someone told me, when i went to california, that i am exactly what they pictured georgie to look like in gossip girl..lol i just read it & theyre kinda right, georgie sounds exactly like me, except she's rich...maybe i should go to sleep now..it is 2:00 in the morning as i write this..wells, goodnite bunnys...<333
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

   ???..::Tatianna::..???
okay...some kids were comparing Asa & i to Mamimi & Naota of Flcl...while i do love flcl,this pissed me off cuz those kids know nothing of me.They dont know what ive come from.I dont even think they know my name.I ask them questions about love & if theyve ever experienced such a situation where no one was there for them.These kids answered with the dumb answeres i expected from them...they arent really kids anymore.They were all 14 or 15.I dont think i will be living in Jersey much longer...at least not in this part of Jersey.I think i might move to California.while i greatly resent the dumb valley girls of which i would be staying,i cant take all of Jersey right now & im NOT going to my parents,so my aunt said i could stay with her in L.A. or wherever she lives down there.Until next time i do post,Farewell
Tatianna
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