Thursday, December 31, 2009

   gahhh
completely forgot about this site.
So yea, today is my 21st birthday. And on Halloween was my beautiful twin daughters Emmeline Ivy and Adeline Rose's 3rd birthday. Yea,last time I posted about possibly being pregnant, I really was. With twins. Hahahaa. Gave birth when I was 17 still, not yet 18. That's not it. I have another child, a son, Brandon Asa, he'll be 2 on January 17th. The same day that Asa turns 18. I'm sure you're all wondering, and yes, Asa is the father of all of my kids. I know it's 'wrong' or whatever that he's not even 18 and has 3 kids, or even worse that he's 17 and I'm 21. That we had 2 kids together when he was 14 and I was 17. But whatever. We love each other more than anything. And Michelle loves her grandchildren. I do have a real job, a rather decent one, and I still model. I go to school part-time too. Asa will graduate in 2010, and after that we're all moving to Chicago. Asa will be going to university (my smart babe), I will be continuing my education, working, and being a mother. Michelle is also moving with us, she already has found a job offer. Michelle has remarried, to a wonderful man named Collin. Just as she deserved, she met this man, an extremely succesful, kind, and charismatic person, and they fell head-over-heels. Asa and I both love him, he is the father we never had. And Collin eagerly took us in as his own, as well as Emmeline and Adeline as his grandchildren, and Brandon too, when he was born. Collin will have a job transfer to Illinois. We chose a place that would accomodate all of our trasactions. A good university, school for me, job offerings, lovely neighborhood. We don't struggle. We are happy. Asa and I would like to get married, but I am insisting on waiting until he finishes university. Asa really is quite brilliant. He's going into law:) and I am going into accounting. Asa is also the perfect father. So loving and doting. He loves his baby girls, and his precious son. I'm not depressed anymore. I have all I could ever ask for, and I know things will get even better. I know it's hard to believe that at the ages 18 and 21, having 3 young kids, cannot add up to a happy, healthy life, but whatever, I've never fit a stereotype.
I love my perfect family---
Asa, my love, my soulmate, my best friend, my heart, the father of my children,and my future.
Emmeline, my 'first born', that little ray of sunshine, amazing daughter and sister and grandchild.
Adeline, the yang to Emmeline's yin, full of love and grace, she's a mommy's girl.
Brandon, my only little boy, spitting image of Daddy already:)
Collin, my dad, better than any father I could ever have wished for. Such an amazing man, taking on a broken home, supplying 10x more love than any other man would be willing to give.
Michelle, my mom and my role model, how I long to be half the woman she is today. Impossible strength she posesses, she saved my life countless times.

I love them.
and I'm happy.
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