Monday, January 29, 2007

dfasdjljdfkldjklsd
i hate my school
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chicks there are such hypocrites

thats all i have to say :P

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

RAHHH
I LOOOOOVED THIS WEEKEND
skajfl;sdjkf XD
idk what to say
aafkdsjfasjfkds

i killed my cell phone tho
]:
i dropped it
and the top fell off
and its DEAD
afjkljdsk RAHHH

sdjfkjsdkl
i cant wait for school!!!!!!!!

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Friday, January 26, 2007

[:
i made 40 bucks last nite typing up deeds
and im makin 15 more bucks this weekend
up at Circle C Ranch
ima miss Andy ]:
but im grounded anyway so its not like we could hang out
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i love him [:

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

afdsafsa
i totally love techno now.
[:
haha ^^ that was so random.
wellll
it is 10 30 am in new york
oh wait its 10 31 now
okay well..
i am waiting for andyyyyy to get home
i was gonna go to school with him today
but i got grounded for the rest of the week
cuz my mom thinks i missed the 2oclock AND 3oclock buses ON PURPOSE >:O
well yea...
he had to go today cuz he had a regent to take today
sooo yea...
i hafta wait til monday to see him ]:
but hes switching to my lunch period [:
dhfjlksdljfk YAY

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

BuBBLeSBuBLeSs
im at schoooooool [:
ajfkldjs;jakl;jfk;das
wit katie and andyyyyy
kjdsflaksjdlkfj dim hyper
and were ordering pizzahhhh 8-)

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

REGENTS WEEK! XD
yep that means nooooo school!!!!
but im goin anyway hahaha
i went today for math
and tomorrow for band
thursday for andy
hahahahhahaha
im a loser

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Monday, January 22, 2007

]:
ugh
stupid chicks
are such gaffots
theyre all wantin me to die ]:
i hate this
i dont even care about joe any more
i think i really like andy.../:

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

desicion:
i dont need joe after the way he treated me
but like Kris said,
if Joe comes back, then Joe comes back
and I'll take him back
but til then, as Mike said,
im just makin the most of my short life =]

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

i changed all the sns....and it took me foreverrrrrr >.
cowgirl u (10:34:34 AM): what do you mean "i feel the same way"
cowgirl u (10:34:40 AM): ....
MachiasBlo (10:35:03 AM): I still like you to
cowgirl u (10:35:06 AM): oh
cowgirl u (10:35:09 AM): okay
cowgirl u (10:35:12 AM): :-\
MachiasBlo (10:35:14 AM): and trying to get over it
cowgirl u (10:35:20 AM): ....
cowgirl u (10:35:26 AM): im not trying to get over it
cowgirl u (10:35:42 AM): im just trying to get my mind off it so that i dont have to constantly OD
cowgirl u (10:36:47 AM): i still love you..........and i dont wonna stop
MachiasBlo (10:37:25 AM): .....
cowgirl u (10:37:30 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:37:49 AM): you said you only wanted to take a break
MachiasBlo (10:38:02 AM): no I didnt
cowgirl u (10:38:06 AM): yea you did.......
cowgirl u (10:38:07 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:38:12 AM): sdfjfkl YOU DID
MachiasBlo (10:38:15 AM): I said like
cowgirl u (10:38:21 AM): like?
MachiasBlo (10:38:30 AM): like a break
MachiasBlo (10:38:32 AM): idk
cowgirl u (10:38:32 AM): ....
cowgirl u (10:38:35 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:38:41 AM): so does that mean were over
cowgirl u (10:38:43 AM): like...
cowgirl u (10:38:46 AM): fer real....
cowgirl u (10:38:49 AM): cuz if thats it
MachiasBlo (10:38:52 AM): idk
cowgirl u (10:39:09 AM): i can just go get that knife i been sharpening all week
MachiasBlo (10:39:55 AM): god ya know thats the reason why
cowgirl u (10:40:03 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:40:06 AM): i cant help it
cowgirl u (10:40:12 AM): im nothing without you........
MachiasBlo (10:40:42 AM): yes you are ok .... I 've lied about things
cowgirl u (10:40:51 AM): like what
MachiasBlo (10:41:28 AM): well how I felt about you was true
MachiasBlo (10:41:30 AM): but
cowgirl u (10:41:34 AM): but what
cowgirl u (10:41:40 AM): cmon....please......:'(
MachiasBlo (10:42:05 AM): I was constantly hitting on girls
cowgirl u (10:42:11 AM): so what
MachiasBlo (10:42:19 AM): and not kiding around
cowgirl u (10:42:19 AM): i liked a couple guys
cowgirl u (10:42:25 AM): idc
cowgirl u (10:42:31 AM): sdfjkls;a as long as i have you.......
MachiasBlo (10:42:56 AM): then that aint a relationship
cowgirl u (10:43:01 AM): YES I T IS
cowgirl u (10:43:03 AM): sdfjskl;akld i need you
cowgirl u (10:43:33 AM): i cant stand seeing you there and knowing yr not mine
cowgirl u (10:43:51 AM): and i hate how everyones all hugging me...i just want you to hug me
cowgirl u (10:44:21 AM): and when we said bye....i was stil expecting a goodbye and a kiss like it always was
MachiasBlo (10:44:52 AM): i know
MachiasBlo (10:44:55 AM): but
cowgirl u (10:45:02 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (10:45:11 AM): I'm not a long term guy
cowgirl u (10:45:14 AM): idc
MachiasBlo (10:45:20 AM): I do
cowgirl u (10:45:25 AM): people change....
cowgirl u (10:45:28 AM): i need you
cowgirl u (10:45:30 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (10:46:19 AM): I'm always gonna have feelings for you
cowgirl u (10:46:30 AM): me too.....but i NEED YOU JOE
cowgirl u (10:46:33 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:46:47 AM): dont you see me cry?
cowgirl u (10:46:58 AM): dont you see how bad i hurt?
MachiasBlo (10:47:25 AM): yeah and I cant stand it but it wont change
cowgirl u (10:47:34 AM): it wont change unless i have you
cowgirl u (10:48:09 AM): i dont know about you, but i never go back on my word
cowgirl u (10:48:19 AM): and my word was that i couldnt live without you
MachiasBlo (10:48:22 AM): ok naruto
cowgirl u (10:48:56 AM): and yours was that wed get back together in 2 weeks maybe even a month
MachiasBlo (10:49:11 AM): I never said that
cowgirl u (10:49:15 AM): you did
MachiasBlo (10:49:19 AM): when
cowgirl u (10:49:23 AM): i have friends
cowgirl u (10:49:26 AM): i have true friends
cowgirl u (10:49:48 AM): the true friends care about me and will go behind other's back's to get information
MachiasBlo (10:50:16 AM): well I didnt say that
cowgirl u (10:50:22 AM): yea you did
cowgirl u (10:50:35 AM): i dont expect these friends to lie to me
cowgirl u (10:50:39 AM): i know they wouldnt
MachiasBlo (10:51:19 AM): fine believe them but listen to what I'm saying
cowgirl u (10:51:25 AM): .....:'(
cowgirl u (10:51:36 AM): i cant live without you......
cowgirl u (10:52:08 AM): idc if you flirt or joke or make mistakes
cowgirl u (10:52:21 AM): i need to be with you
cowgirl u (10:52:33 AM): i need to know that youre mine and im yours
MachiasBlo (10:52:54 AM): how can you say that
cowgirl u (10:53:01 AM): how can i not
cowgirl u (10:53:24 AM): my entire life, i knew there was something missing, thats why i cut
MachiasBlo (10:54:38 AM): every thing you tell me about god and sins, and now your talking about cutting your self
cowgirl u (10:54:49 AM): i dont any more
cowgirl u (10:54:56 AM): i used to
cowgirl u (10:55:15 AM): but people arent perfect, they make sins
MachiasBlo (10:57:34 AM): I cant handle stress ok,I get constent headackes and I get dizzy, got high blood pressue, I'm sapposed to go to the docters and get some kind of treatment
cowgirl u (10:57:58 AM): i know.......i thought that was why you wanted a "break"
MachiasBlo (10:58:15 AM): it was part of it
cowgirl u (10:58:32 AM): :-\
cowgirl u (10:59:07 AM): and another reason is cuz im "bossy & controlling"
MachiasBlo (10:59:28 AM): thats another part
cowgirl u (10:59:38 AM): i been trynta change
cowgirl u (10:59:41 AM): :-(
cowgirl u (11:00:12 AM): but this is all new to me....ive never had a b/f who was there for me....so i wanted to make the most of it....
MachiasBlo (11:01:14 AM): yeah but there are alot of better guys than me ok, I couldnt figure out what you see in me
cowgirl u (11:01:29 AM): theres no one better than you
cowgirl u (11:01:44 AM): youre (1) the hottest guy ive everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr met
MachiasBlo (11:01:49 AM): your so wrong
cowgirl u (11:02:04 AM): no im not
cowgirl u (11:02:20 AM): i was gonna give you a note....
cowgirl u (11:02:30 AM): but the first time i wrote it i lost it,
cowgirl u (11:02:56 AM): the second time i wrote it, i was gonna give it to you but i found out you were gonna break up with me
cowgirl u (11:02:59 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:03:37 AM): when i look in your eyes i see someone ive known my entire life. somone ive always loved. and will always love.
cowgirl u (11:03:42 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:05:27 AM): ...and how you hid from me feelings for other girls, i hid from you how i was diagnosed with cancer, daibetes and lyme disease
MachiasBlo (11:05:56 AM): ? cancer
cowgirl u (11:06:04 AM): yea...that bruise i had on my arm
cowgirl u (11:06:25 AM): it was like a cancerous bruise,,,i dont understand it...but idc
cowgirl u (11:06:38 AM): cuz it was proven negative
cowgirl u 7868 (11:07:34 AM): it scared me tho.....
cowgirl u (11:09:08 AM): "I am the giver you are the taker.
I get the heartaches and you are the maker.
I am the fool and you are the faker.
You don't treat me right baby, and that's so wrong..."
MachiasBlo (11:10:07 AM): I know!!! ok
cowgirl u (11:10:10 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:10:14 AM): no
cowgirl u (11:10:18 AM): thats what everyone said
MachiasBlo (11:10:18 AM): and thats another reason
cowgirl u (11:10:50 AM): i never cared. i mean i did for like an hour. but i got over it. i got over everything.
MachiasBlo (11:11:26 AM): well I didnt
cowgirl u (11:11:35 AM): you shouldve
cowgirl u (11:11:44 AM): i loved you,,,i didnt matter otherwise
cowgirl u (11:12:56 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (11:12:59 AM): I gtg
cowgirl u (11:13:10 AM): why werent you in school yesterday.........
MachiasBlo (11:13:22 AM): I was snowed in
MachiasBlo (11:13:41 AM): and my dad took the only working car
cowgirl u (11:13:43 AM): okay....jw. :-\
cowgirl u (11:14:34 AM): well........................bye.............and
MachiasBlo (11:14:52 AM): yeah bye
cowgirl u (11:15:03 AM): :'( bye

~Celetaise Elric~
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Friday, January 19, 2007

...
and now im dating Andy...:-\

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