Saturday, January 20, 2007

i changed all the sns....and it took me foreverrrrrr >.
cowgirl u (10:34:34 AM): what do you mean "i feel the same way"
cowgirl u (10:34:40 AM): ....
MachiasBlo (10:35:03 AM): I still like you to
cowgirl u (10:35:06 AM): oh
cowgirl u (10:35:09 AM): okay
cowgirl u (10:35:12 AM): :-\
MachiasBlo (10:35:14 AM): and trying to get over it
cowgirl u (10:35:20 AM): ....
cowgirl u (10:35:26 AM): im not trying to get over it
cowgirl u (10:35:42 AM): im just trying to get my mind off it so that i dont have to constantly OD
cowgirl u (10:36:47 AM): i still love you..........and i dont wonna stop
MachiasBlo (10:37:25 AM): .....
cowgirl u (10:37:30 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:37:49 AM): you said you only wanted to take a break
MachiasBlo (10:38:02 AM): no I didnt
cowgirl u (10:38:06 AM): yea you did.......
cowgirl u (10:38:07 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:38:12 AM): sdfjfkl YOU DID
MachiasBlo (10:38:15 AM): I said like
cowgirl u (10:38:21 AM): like?
MachiasBlo (10:38:30 AM): like a break
MachiasBlo (10:38:32 AM): idk
cowgirl u (10:38:32 AM): ....
cowgirl u (10:38:35 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:38:41 AM): so does that mean were over
cowgirl u (10:38:43 AM): like...
cowgirl u (10:38:46 AM): fer real....
cowgirl u (10:38:49 AM): cuz if thats it
MachiasBlo (10:38:52 AM): idk
cowgirl u (10:39:09 AM): i can just go get that knife i been sharpening all week
MachiasBlo (10:39:55 AM): god ya know thats the reason why
cowgirl u (10:40:03 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:40:06 AM): i cant help it
cowgirl u (10:40:12 AM): im nothing without you........
MachiasBlo (10:40:42 AM): yes you are ok .... I 've lied about things
cowgirl u (10:40:51 AM): like what
MachiasBlo (10:41:28 AM): well how I felt about you was true
MachiasBlo (10:41:30 AM): but
cowgirl u (10:41:34 AM): but what
cowgirl u (10:41:40 AM): cmon....please......:'(
MachiasBlo (10:42:05 AM): I was constantly hitting on girls
cowgirl u (10:42:11 AM): so what
MachiasBlo (10:42:19 AM): and not kiding around
cowgirl u (10:42:19 AM): i liked a couple guys
cowgirl u (10:42:25 AM): idc
cowgirl u (10:42:31 AM): sdfjkls;a as long as i have you.......
MachiasBlo (10:42:56 AM): then that aint a relationship
cowgirl u (10:43:01 AM): YES I T IS
cowgirl u (10:43:03 AM): sdfjskl;akld i need you
cowgirl u (10:43:33 AM): i cant stand seeing you there and knowing yr not mine
cowgirl u (10:43:51 AM): and i hate how everyones all hugging me...i just want you to hug me
cowgirl u (10:44:21 AM): and when we said bye....i was stil expecting a goodbye and a kiss like it always was
MachiasBlo (10:44:52 AM): i know
MachiasBlo (10:44:55 AM): but
cowgirl u (10:45:02 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (10:45:11 AM): I'm not a long term guy
cowgirl u (10:45:14 AM): idc
MachiasBlo (10:45:20 AM): I do
cowgirl u (10:45:25 AM): people change....
cowgirl u (10:45:28 AM): i need you
cowgirl u (10:45:30 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (10:46:19 AM): I'm always gonna have feelings for you
cowgirl u (10:46:30 AM): me too.....but i NEED YOU JOE
cowgirl u (10:46:33 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (10:46:47 AM): dont you see me cry?
cowgirl u (10:46:58 AM): dont you see how bad i hurt?
MachiasBlo (10:47:25 AM): yeah and I cant stand it but it wont change
cowgirl u (10:47:34 AM): it wont change unless i have you
cowgirl u (10:48:09 AM): i dont know about you, but i never go back on my word
cowgirl u (10:48:19 AM): and my word was that i couldnt live without you
MachiasBlo (10:48:22 AM): ok naruto
cowgirl u (10:48:56 AM): and yours was that wed get back together in 2 weeks maybe even a month
MachiasBlo (10:49:11 AM): I never said that
cowgirl u (10:49:15 AM): you did
MachiasBlo (10:49:19 AM): when
cowgirl u (10:49:23 AM): i have friends
cowgirl u (10:49:26 AM): i have true friends
cowgirl u (10:49:48 AM): the true friends care about me and will go behind other's back's to get information
MachiasBlo (10:50:16 AM): well I didnt say that
cowgirl u (10:50:22 AM): yea you did
cowgirl u (10:50:35 AM): i dont expect these friends to lie to me
cowgirl u (10:50:39 AM): i know they wouldnt
MachiasBlo (10:51:19 AM): fine believe them but listen to what I'm saying
cowgirl u (10:51:25 AM): .....:'(
cowgirl u (10:51:36 AM): i cant live without you......
cowgirl u (10:52:08 AM): idc if you flirt or joke or make mistakes
cowgirl u (10:52:21 AM): i need to be with you
cowgirl u (10:52:33 AM): i need to know that youre mine and im yours
MachiasBlo (10:52:54 AM): how can you say that
cowgirl u (10:53:01 AM): how can i not
cowgirl u (10:53:24 AM): my entire life, i knew there was something missing, thats why i cut
MachiasBlo (10:54:38 AM): every thing you tell me about god and sins, and now your talking about cutting your self
cowgirl u (10:54:49 AM): i dont any more
cowgirl u (10:54:56 AM): i used to
cowgirl u (10:55:15 AM): but people arent perfect, they make sins
MachiasBlo (10:57:34 AM): I cant handle stress ok,I get constent headackes and I get dizzy, got high blood pressue, I'm sapposed to go to the docters and get some kind of treatment
cowgirl u (10:57:58 AM): i know.......i thought that was why you wanted a "break"
MachiasBlo (10:58:15 AM): it was part of it
cowgirl u (10:58:32 AM): :-\
cowgirl u (10:59:07 AM): and another reason is cuz im "bossy & controlling"
MachiasBlo (10:59:28 AM): thats another part
cowgirl u (10:59:38 AM): i been trynta change
cowgirl u (10:59:41 AM): :-(
cowgirl u (11:00:12 AM): but this is all new to me....ive never had a b/f who was there for me....so i wanted to make the most of it....
MachiasBlo (11:01:14 AM): yeah but there are alot of better guys than me ok, I couldnt figure out what you see in me
cowgirl u (11:01:29 AM): theres no one better than you
cowgirl u (11:01:44 AM): youre (1) the hottest guy ive everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr met
MachiasBlo (11:01:49 AM): your so wrong
cowgirl u (11:02:04 AM): no im not
cowgirl u (11:02:20 AM): i was gonna give you a note....
cowgirl u (11:02:30 AM): but the first time i wrote it i lost it,
cowgirl u (11:02:56 AM): the second time i wrote it, i was gonna give it to you but i found out you were gonna break up with me
cowgirl u (11:02:59 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:03:37 AM): when i look in your eyes i see someone ive known my entire life. somone ive always loved. and will always love.
cowgirl u (11:03:42 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:05:27 AM): ...and how you hid from me feelings for other girls, i hid from you how i was diagnosed with cancer, daibetes and lyme disease
MachiasBlo (11:05:56 AM): ? cancer
cowgirl u (11:06:04 AM): yea...that bruise i had on my arm
cowgirl u (11:06:25 AM): it was like a cancerous bruise,,,i dont understand it...but idc
cowgirl u (11:06:38 AM): cuz it was proven negative
cowgirl u 7868 (11:07:34 AM): it scared me tho.....
cowgirl u (11:09:08 AM): "I am the giver you are the taker.
I get the heartaches and you are the maker.
I am the fool and you are the faker.
You don't treat me right baby, and that's so wrong..."
MachiasBlo (11:10:07 AM): I know!!! ok
cowgirl u (11:10:10 AM): :'(
cowgirl u (11:10:14 AM): no
cowgirl u (11:10:18 AM): thats what everyone said
MachiasBlo (11:10:18 AM): and thats another reason
cowgirl u (11:10:50 AM): i never cared. i mean i did for like an hour. but i got over it. i got over everything.
MachiasBlo (11:11:26 AM): well I didnt
cowgirl u (11:11:35 AM): you shouldve
cowgirl u (11:11:44 AM): i loved you,,,i didnt matter otherwise
cowgirl u (11:12:56 AM): :'(
MachiasBlo (11:12:59 AM): I gtg
cowgirl u (11:13:10 AM): why werent you in school yesterday.........
MachiasBlo (11:13:22 AM): I was snowed in
MachiasBlo (11:13:41 AM): and my dad took the only working car
cowgirl u (11:13:43 AM): okay....jw. :-\
cowgirl u (11:14:34 AM): well........................bye.............and
MachiasBlo (11:14:52 AM): yeah bye
cowgirl u (11:15:03 AM): :'( bye

~Celetaise Elric~
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