*gasp*
this news may shock u all! *drum roll* im acctually happy today!!! *band plays in background* *confeti falls* its amazing isnt it!? lol im not happy for any reason i just am. my buddy demon dragon made me relize i havent been in a good mood for months. so im sorry for all the negative posts. unfortunatly, my happy happy mood wont last long.....god hates it when im happy. he cant stand non-believers. lol listen to me, i sound like Edward Elric. "shun the non-believer! shuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun! shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnna!" lol sorry about that. anyway i may not be on that much today cause im going to try and hang out with cc. ttyl. bye. Comments (8) |
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
sooooooo.....
hi. im feeling a bit better. im bored outta my ass though. no one is around to talk to anymore. *sigh* i feel so lonely. there is nothing interesting going on. im still in pain, sick, and a little bothered by my night terrors but i supose i shouldnt complain. things could be a lot worse. ttyl. Comments (8) |
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
not the best vacation.
hey everyone. im finaly on vacation. its not off to the best start though. My friend tessa is gone to england and Roy is gone to her grandma's so i cant see either of them all vacation. *sigh* and im really bored today. no ones around. worst of all i may not be able to hang out with my friends a lot because my mom wants me to help her clean house. ALL VACATION!!! *agrrivated sigh* anyway i hope ya'll r doin better than me. ttyl. bye. Comments (7) |
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
things cant suck anymore.
*sigh* hi....no i am not ok. i feel like im dieing. everything is going wrong. everyone is deing, one of my friends is threatening to comit suicide or try weed, i feel sick and weak and i dont know y, my night terrors r bothering me again, and i feel lonely. thats only a little bit of whats going on right now. the rest is worse. i'll talk to ya'll when i can. bye Comments (6) |
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
._. help?
hi. how r ya'll? *sigh* ive been better. everyone in my town is dieing. its very depressing. but right now im fighting with myself. sounds weird i know, but its true. thats all thats going on right now. ttyl. bye. Comments (7) |
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
hi
hey everyone. i dont know how much i'll be on today. anywho, yesterday i hung out with Roy after sleeping over her house. We watched fma, now that i got the whole series. yay! today i have no idea what im doing which is y i dont know how much i'll be on. lol i keep getting myself excited for that voice acting school im going to when i finish high school. i cant wait!!! but i have 2 1/2 years left. *sigh* oh well. ttyl. Comments (4) |
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
hey
hey everyone. sorry i havent been on. ive been with Roy a lot. she should be comeing over soon if her parents decide not to be turds. anyway, im not in a very cheerful mood. ive been thinking a lot. i am happy about one thing though. i got the name of the voice acting school im going to go to when i finish high school. anyways i'll talk to ya'll latter. bye. Comments (3) |
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
another snow day!
wow the strom hit us hard up here. we have another snow day today. ttyl. Comments (6) |
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
SNOW DAY!!!
today is good for one reason. its a snow day!! WOOT! i dont care much about valentines day. i have no one to share it with. i'm feeling much better from yesterday. i relized i'll never be 100% ok but i need to be happy whenever i can. i'll anwser all my pms. ttyl. Comments (9) |
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
omfg things keep getting worse!
*sigh* 5 people died yesterday. i only knew one. he was my neighbor and a family friend. he was around 35 and he had a wife and a two year old daughter. it kinda reminds me of when Hughes died. *sigh* now i have to go and face his family. i dont think i can. it'll bring back too many bad memories. i'll talk to u all when i get back. bye.
heres an amv and a poem i wrote.
I speak no words from my heart.
It all comes from my head.
Our mind is what gives us emotions.
If u want compassion,
U may not get it, not from me.
I walk alone in this world,
Sheltered from everyone, cause I think for myself.
U want me to speak from my heart,
I cant.
You’ll get nothing out of my heart.
Nothing but blood.
*gasp* 
sooooooo..... 
not the best vacation. 
things cant suck anymore. 
._. help? 
SNOW DAY!!!