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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

   Whats wrong with me!?
Mood: Agoney
Song: Going Under- Evanescence

KEEP IN MIND THIS IS A VENTING POST AND PLEASE DONT TAKE IT TO HEART!

Why the hell am i so damn useless!!!? I cant seem to help anyone, anymore! I just feel unwanted and unneeded. It hurts so much to watch my friend's suffer and not be able to do anything! It cant decribe how bad it feels. im a broken-hearted wolf. i wish someone could heal all of their pain so that i can heal too. cause i no i cant do it no matter what. my friends moods determine how i feel, and most of the time that feeling is pain. My day will start off great.....and then i'll get to school....and i see Kasai, Tenshi, Kat, and Leo.....i see their pain and then i just feel my insides shatter......then i start to feel myself falling.....and i dont stop falling! i keep falling untill they're happy again. im not blameing my pain on them though, i know thats what it sounds like but thats not what im trying to say. all that stuff i just said is how i feel. nothing more! i'll never leave my friends cause they're all i have. i guess i just feel pushed away because i cant help. i let them down, because im too weak to help them. so all the stuff im feeling is all my fault and i know that. *sigh* thanks for listening everyone. ttyl!
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