Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   THE LARGO ARMY!

Hey guys, I'm making an army, don't worry its not real. just fake. but if your interested in signing up, just let me know. Or you can always go to my new site: www.myotaku.com/ Largo_Army. then just sign meh gb & I'll addu to the army list. and if you ask nicely, you rank will be lifted. And yes we do have room for state alchemists!!! LOL JOIN TODAY!
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hey Im in reading again. I'm almost completely finished with my fan fic. I just need to post when I get it up lol its a very shocking twist when you see. lol buh byes!!
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Friday, December 9, 2005

   Lameo lizzie-chan is meanie beanie!!! ToT

hey there! again im in comp lab in reading class! w00t!! *hugs ppl* Im so happy. we had a 2hr delay this morning...n_n its been snowing like crazy. lol I might not have anything christmas up now, but thats cause I donnt have proper tech. -_-' but I'll try to get it done in time. lol wow i have so much to say in so little time, but hey meh friends Lizzie (the lame-o) and Hiei are sitting next to meh. Lizzie's freaking out cause I calling her lameo!!! LOL!! she just called meh meanie beanie!! ToT eddy's feelings are hurts now!!! ToT jk. well gotzta go! buh byez!!
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   IM BAX IN BLAX DUDEZ! LOL JK

Hey Im in reading right now.. lol I'm so sorry I haven't been able to post lately!! ToT I miss u all!! *huggles* well meh fwend hieis with me & so is Lizzie-chan. she''s lame. lol on tuesday I just got back from disney, and I
m really tired still... I cant say how much I miss u!!! ToT meh mommy mean still!!!!!!!!!! >:0 well gotz ta go! wuv u!!!!!!!!! *huggles 4ever* lol n_n
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

  

Hey Inu yasha Fan Fic!:
Chapter: 34, My New Angel From Above (Directed by Sesshoumaru):
I held her close to my heart and cried as her blood stained my white clothes. I never felt such emotion before. Or maybe I had and just never realized it. Like when I lost Sara. Sara... No!! I can't lose her again! Not again! Not her! Please, Lord, give me strength to bring her back! Please!
I lifted myself from her & brought out my Tensiega. I was ready to swing and bring her back, but that little boy stopped me and spoke.
"You can't bring her back. Naraku won't let you. He has her soul back and now she's once again apart of the monster. Nice try though." the boy smirked.
"Damn you, you fool!" I cried as I plunged out Tokijin and nearly struck the young lad.
"You can't kill me either. Only one way to kill me, and I doubt you know the way. So until you get some sense in you, I suggest you don't dapple in buisness that has no place for you." the boy grinned.
"I won't stop my hunt for that bastard! I will kill him!"
"Buh bye..."
The boy sprang out of sight & disappeared into the black mist. I ran back to where Kagura laid. I held her in my arms again, and wept for minutes on end until I felt a thump of life. her stomach was moving. It was like something was kicking at her from the inside. Of course! It was her baby! She was just about due and her baby's still alive! How glorious! But how would I get the child out of her if she was dead? I thought for a while. Then I got it. I had to split her open from the middle, and take the child out by myself if I wished for it to live.
I got out tokijin, and very gently I sliced her open. Blood gushed out everywhere. It was a grotesque sight. Of all the times I've been in battle and killed many men, never have I seen such a sight. I wanted to vomit so badly, but couldn't because I still had some joy for her child. I finally split everything up and could see the child laying there crying. I softly picked the bloodied tot up and dried him off with my left sleeve.
The child was beautiful. It was a boy. And he had beautiful red eyes just like his mother. He had brownish gold hair, pale skin, red eyes that sparkled in the moonlight, and he also had pointed ears like his mother. He was beautiful. I held him close to me.
I went back over to the grotesque sight where I sliced Kagura up. Her face was still perfect as it was when she was alive. I showed the boy to her. Then I opened her arms and placed him in them. Then I layed beside them both. And I Started to cry. This was the second child I had to take care of after the mother gave brith. The second time I had to show the child to it's dead mother. How sad...
Later I took the boy and left Kagura. We were going back to camp. The sun was rising also.
Chapter: 35, Band of Four, Enter! (Directed by Inu Yasha):
When I saw Sesshoumaru headed our way I started to yell for him. He saw us and headed our way. He looked in a daze and was gazing to see where Rin and Ai were.
"Where's Rin and Ai?" he asked paniced.
"Four of Naraku's demons came after us. We couldn't see them. They had no scent. We were ambushed. They took the girls. All of them! We couldn't find Kagura or you anywhere. We started to panic. Then the demons put some kind of gas over us, and we were parylized. Then they tied us up. And we couldn't do anything." I panted.
"What!? They kidnapped them!? All of them!? You mean even Kagome & Kaida?" he asked.
"Yeah. All the girls. Now there's only me, you, Inu Kaido, and Jaken left. Plus they killed Kirara."
"Dammit. How could you let this happen!?"
"How could I let this happen? My dear brother, it wasn;t me, it was you! You were on look out duty! You were suposed to be watching us and keeping us all safe!"
"Damn you, you fool! You think I was off dilly dallying?! I had to slice Kagura open to give birth to this boy of her's! So don't think I had a walk in the park either! At least they're not dead! Kagura's dead! Kohaku killed her!" he cried falling to his knees.
I wanted to cry with him after I heard what he went to, but I had to remember to stay strong or else he'd get the best of me.
"Get us free, Sesshoumaru." Inu Kaido said sternly.
"Of course." he said.
Sesshoumaru cut us free with his talons quickly. Then we were off. We left Kagura's boy in the care of Jaken and Un & Oun. They still followed, but they were further behind and safer.
Sesshoumaru seemed to have picked up a scent that my nose couldn't. We followed him for the longest time, until we came to a mansion like castle. There was a thick miasma there. It was Naraku's hideout alright.
When we were about to enter, four figures showed up in the doorway. The same figures that ambushed us! They came out of the shadows. They weren't demons, but mere humans!
"Well, well. Seems as though you've found us. Nice work, Sesshoumaru." one of the men with a long braid running down his back said.
"Who are you, and what have you done with my sister!?" Inu Kaido snapped.
"Wow. Little fiesty one here, isn't he? He's so cute! I wanna feel his flesh and bloood ooze off my blade! Oh, please, Bonkotsu???" a man wearing pink pleaded with puppy dog eyes.
"Alright, Jakotsu. But just be sure to let him live so Naraku can have his way with him." Bonkotsu, the man with the braid grinned.
"Oh, thank you, Bonkotsu!" Jakotsu cried.
"What the hell? You ain't gonna be gettin' anything from me! I'll be damned if I let you kill me! No human will kill me!" He snapped again, this time showing his fangs.
He was more of a demon than I was, and he was only a quarter demon. He was just like me in personality, but more like Sesshoumaru in skill.
"Spoken just like your dad, Son." I complimented.
"Well, well. Now who do I get to fight? I wanna fight someone, Bonkotsu." a man with spiked black hair and metal claws said.
"Of course, Suikotsu. You can have Sesshoumaru." Bonkotsu stated.
"I refuse to fight any of you." Sesshoumaru said in a hoarse way.
"Why? Alright, you don't have to fight us. We'll have a duel. One of us against one of you." said Bonkotsu.
"Alright. I'll do it!" Inu Kaido yelled.
"If he's doing it, I wanna fight!" Jakotsu jumped to his feet.
"Okay! It's settled! Inu Kaido verse Jakotsu!" Renkotsu announced.
"And for the grand prize, we'll have these four lovely girls." Jakotsu cheered.
Renkotsu brought out the girls. Kagome, Kaida, Rin, and Ai were all lined up in the doorway on their knees. Jakotsu skipped over to Kaida and licked her face with his tongue.
"Not my type. But she is quiet cute. Reminds me of you, Inu Kaido." he smiled.
"You don't touch her! Get your filthy paws off of her you gay pervert!" Inu Kaido cried.
"Is that so? Then I'll just have to touch you instead."
"You won't touch me, nor will you touch my sister! Get your ass down here and fight me!"
"Inu Kaido! Don't!! He's scary with his sword!" Kaida cried.
"Don't worry Kaida! I'm gonna get you! I'll save you, and kill this man, too!" my son cried.
"Enough talk, let's fight." Jakotsu smirked.
"Bring it, asshole!"
Chapter: 36, Jakotsu Battles Inu Kaido! (directed by Inu Kaido):
I was prepared to do battle with this freak known as Jakotsu. I'd battle anyone, even my very father, in order to save my dear twin sister, Kaida. And it burned me with anger to know that they ambushed us and kidnapped my little sister as a hostage! How dare they? I'd get my revenge on them alright! I'd see to it that he be the one that gets their flesh cut by my fine blade!
they battle began before I could notice. Jakotsu leaped out of the doorway and landed face to face with me. He was only about an inch away from my face. I felt a sweat drop run down my brow. It made me nervous that he could move so stealthily and quick. My eyes focused on his blade and his feet. Before I knew it, he was on top of me! I tried to throw him off with my bare hands, but it didn't work! He then got out his blade, and sliced a lock of my hair out. I yowled with pain. I was just as an elf. My hair had a sense of touch, so did my sister and father. So when it was cut, it felt as though one of my limbs was cut off instead.
Jakotsu jumped back after swiping a piece of my hair. I yowled like a crazed animal. It was as if I blocked every other sense I had out except for pain. But then Pop yelled over to me & told me to get a hold of myself for Kaida's sake. So I gained control again & held in my cries of pain. Jakotsu laughed.
"Looks as though the son of Inu Yasha isn't what I expected to be." he laughed.
"Shut up and stop flirting, you gay samurai wannabe!" I laughed back.
I saw his face burn red with anger. He threw his sword out to his side, and was ready to strike again. This time I was ready for his movements. I saw his arm swing up and plunge the blade down towards me. Luckily I knew his move and reacted before he noticed. I jumped into the air, using the dirt he blew up from the blow as a cover. I landed myself quietly behind him. When the dirt setled back down, he couldn't find me.
"Now where the hell did taht twerp go!? I wanted to play with him some more!" he pouted.
Quickly and quietly, I sprang onto Jakotsu back and sliced out my talons and chopped left arm off. He let out a loud cry of pain that sounded like that of a woman's. Then from the back I stuck my arm through his chest-- where his heart to be. I was hoping to grab the heart while I lunged my arm all the way through his back to his chest. But when I grabbed for the heart, there was nothing there for me to grab! My arm plunged through his front chest. Blood splattered everywhere. I heard him gasp for a second, then his eyes widened. I pulled my arm out disgusted that I couldn't find his heart. Master Totosai taught me this trick. I had done it almost a thousand times on small demons and pitiful humans. I didn't understand it! Out of all the times I've used this trick, never once had I failed to retrieve the heart and rip it through the chest! Why now did it not work!?
I backed away, as Jakotsu slowly turned to face me. A smile lit his face.
"What's wrong, boy? Can't find my heart?" he smirked.
"Dammit! You don't have a damn heart do you?!" I howled.
"Bingo."
"Then how the hell are you able to stay alive!?"
"That's my dirty little secret..." he giggled.
His wound closed up at an astonishing fast rate. Then when he was healed in the chest, he bent down and retrieved his left arm that I sliced off. He held it up to the cut, and it, almost magically, stuck itself back on, making his arm perfect again. He smiled at me. I just glared at him with hatred. Then he tried to slash me againg. This time I wasn't fast enough, and barely dodged the blade. The blade sliced my leg. Luckily it was just a gash and not cut off. I let out a huge sigh of relief.
I was about to get up when I felt the pain. It was a sharp stab in my leg. I couldn't move my leg! I tried to wiggle my toes, but they wouldn't move for a second! Jakotsu put my leg in shock!
Jakotsu walked up to me. He stopped right in front of my face. He towered over me as I kneel on my knees not able to fully stand. He brought out his blade again and was ready to strike when I heard someone scream.
"Inu Kaido! It's in his neck! His neck!" Kagome screamed.
Everyone paused and stared at her. Then Bonkotsu stepped over towards her and brought out his weapon. He looked like he was ready to cut her head off! He brought it up above her head. She tried to escape, but Renkotsu and Suikotsu were holding her in place. My dad raced over towards her screaming her name non-stop. I could feel his pain. I wanted to go save her also, but for the time being I was crippled! Dammit! How could this happen? Why at a time like this when my dad's going to lose someone so precious to him!?
My dad lept to save her, but Renkotsu brought him down with a streak of fire flaming from his mouth. Dad fell to the ground as Bonkotsu swung his blade. I heard my father cry her name in such a pained and hoarse voice after that. Then I felt a pain hit my back neck & everything went blank. I could only remember seeing Kaida cry as blood splashed onto her beautiful face.
Chapter: 37, Playing Games Aren't All That Fun (directed by Inu Kaido):
When I came to I was in a dark room. There was dark violet and black on the walls. I looked around and noticed Jakotsu sitting on a pillow over in the near corner. I stared at him and wondered why I was in here. Then after staring for a short while, Jakotsu spotted me awake. A huge smile lit up his face. He rushed over to my side.
"I was wondering if I had killed you when I hit you on your nieck!" he giggled jokingly.
"Where the heck am I?" I asked confused.
"'Where are you?' Why you're in my room of course!"
"Your room? Why am I here!? What about the battle we had agreed on!? And where is Kaida and Dad!?" I snapped.
"Fiesty aren'tcha? You'll see in due time, but right now you belong all to me."
"What the hell are you talking about? I belong to no one!"
"Just like your father. That's exactly what he would've said.
"How do you know?"
"Because I just had him in here."
"What do you mean?"
"He played with me for a while, but now I wanna play with you! I couldn't decide which I wanted more, so I took him first, but he was to grouchy for my taste. Then I got you."
"What do you mean by play around?"
"You know what I mean. If not, use that naughty mind of your's to guess." he giggled girlishly.
"EWWW!!! You sicken me!" I cried.
I tried to limp away, but I couldn't! I couldn't move at all! And this time it wasn't my leg's fault!
"Can't run, can you?" he asked.
"No."
"That's cause you're chained."
I looked down and saw that my shirt had been removed and that I was chained hand and foot! No wonder I couldn't move!
"What do you want with me?" I snapped.
"I just wanna play a game, that's all."
"I'll play your game if you take my chains off."
"Alright, but one quick kiss first."
He lunged at me and kissed me passionately on my lips. When he was done I wanted to vomit so bad, but couldn't because then I wouldn't be unchained.
"Okay I'll take 'em off now." he laughed.
While he was taking my hand chains off, he kept touching my chest. The whole time I just wanted to cry out for my mother or father for help, but I couldn't or else I couldn't save my friends and family. I had to go through with this disgusting act. When he was done with my hand chains, he went to take off my foot chains. And the whole time while he was doing that he was complimenting me on my nicely built legs. It seriously made me sick inside. Soon he was done with all of the chains and I was free.
I punched Jakotsu under his chin, making him fall down flat on his face. Then I hit him on the back of the neck in the same spot that he had hit me. He blanked out. Then I turned him around and sliced off his head. There. It was done. He was dead. Then I sensed a huge aura beaming from his sliced neck. When I looked clearly I saw a shard of The Sacred Jewel lodged in there. I reached for it and pulled it out. It was tainted and black, but when I put it in the palm of my hand it was purrified. I had thanked my mother several times for passing down the powers of a priestest.
I then ran off to find Kaida and the others. But just to be safe, I changed my shape to look like Jakotsu. I had learned this trick many years ago from an old fox demon. I roamed the halls to and froe until finally I stumbled upon Dad & Sesshoumaru. When I entered they both seemed angered. Of course. I forgot that I had a disguise on. Quickly, I returned to my normal form. Pop & Sesshoumaru sighed with great relief. I laughed a bit.
"You had me scared there for a second." Dad laughed.
"Same." Sesshoumaru spoke.
"Laugh out loud! It's just me so don't you guys worried! I'm here to safe you two. Hey, where's Jaken and the baby?" I asked.
"Thankfully the escaped in the nick of time." Sesshoumaru sighed.
"That's good. So what happened here? How did you guys get caught?"
Chapter: 38, Kagura Reborn! (Directed by Inu Kaido):
Both of their faces grew grim. My father's grim face looked so sad, it looked like it wasn't even his face. There was a heavy tension between the three of us until Sesshoumaru spoke.
"Kagome tried to help you during your battle with Jakotsu. She told you where his weak spot was..., and for that she paid the price." he said in a deep haorse voice.
"What do you mean that she paid the price?" I asked cluelessly.
"I don't know if I should tell you."
"What? What happened to Kagome!?"
"She's dead, Inu Kaido. Bonkotsu beheaded her. She's not with us anymore." Father spoke.
Dad his his face behind his hair, but I could see tears streaked his face. I could tell that he was lost without her. I knew I should have resented Kagome like Kaida, but I felt that she was a part of my family now also. I felt hopeless now since Father lost all hope. I fell to my knees, shocked, and stared off into deep silence for a while.
"Let us free, Inu Kaido." Sesshoumaru ordered.
"Well how did you get caught?" I asked persistently.
"After Kagome was killed, Inu Yasha and you were both knocked unconscious. Renkotsu and Suikotsu ran off with the girls that were still alive. I tried to run after them, but in no time was I knocked off my feet and caught." he said.
"And when did this happen?"
"Yesterday."
"Yesterday!? What the heck!? I've been unconscious for almost two days!?" I cried.
"Calm down." Sesshoumaru ordered.
"Alright."
"Now, I have a plan. You disguise yourself as Jakotsu again, and lead us down the hallways to find the girls."
"How will I get away with leading you?"
"Think. If you're Jakotsu, you'd be able to have acess with the captives. Just lead us like you're going to do something bad to us. Lead us like we're prisoners. Got it?"
"'Kay."
I once again disguised myself as Jakotsu and snuck Sesshoumaru and Inu Yasha out as prisoners. I was a little worried at first, but then I got used to it. we checked almost two halls worth of rooms, but yet still we weren't able to find the girls. After almost a full hour of hunting, and no girls to be found, I wandered my way into the west wing. There it was dark, and suspisciously quiet. I lead my father and half uncle down the dark hallway, telling them to keep an eye out. Half way down the wing, I saw a bend coming up, and went to turn, but when I turned Bonkotsu pulled out in front of me! I started to panic.
"Hey, Jakotsu, what're yuh doin' with 'em?" Bonkotsu asked, almost seeming a bit drunk.
Then I remembered that I looked like Jakotsu, and all of my worries went away as I played the role of Jakotsu.
"Oh, nothing, Bonkotsu. I just wanted a little fun with the two of them, that's all." I giggled like Jakotsu would've.
"Oh, I see. Gettin' a little restless, huh?" he laughed," Well what about Inu Yasha's boy? I thought you were playin a game with 'im?"
"Yes, I am, but I just wanted to see what a four-some would seem like." I giggled.
"Ha! Good one! Hope yuh four have fun!" he laughed, giving me a great big hug.
"Tee hee!" I giggled again, hugging him back.
"I'll letcha go now. Don't wanna take your time away." he murmured.
"'Kay! Buh bye!" I waved as I watched him walk down the hall.
I turned into the other bend, still being cautious. Then I heard someone comming, so I ran into an empty room with my father and Sesshoumaru close behind. The person stopped in front of the door that led to the room we were in. There was another person with them, but it seemed to be a female.
"Listen to me. Do as I say, and bring Jakotsu to me." the voice said.
"Yes, Naraku." the female spoke.
Naraku! That was Naraku who was right outside that door!? And he wanted me!? I paniced again, and almost hypervenalated, but luckily, Dad had my back and tried to keep me calm.
"Naraku, what is my fate?" teh female asked in a cold voice.
"Your fate is to serve me forever." Naraku answered.
"Do you love me?" she asked.
"No, of course not,...Kagura." he said.
Kagura! That was Kagura outside of the door, too!? I turned to see Sesshoumaru. His face was in shock. His mouth wide agape, his eyes bulged out, his breathing fainted, and his eyes watered.
Naraku left. I felt a bit calmer, but not all that calm. I took a heavy sigh accidentily, causing a sound to stir. I heard Kagura gasp. I also heard her turn her body towards the door, as if to open it. She hesitated. Then she went ahead and opened it wide, and found me with Sesshoumaru and Inu Yasha on the floor. She stared. Then she spoke coldly.
"Jakotsu, Naraku would like to have a word with you. And next time, be sure to make yourselves decent."
"Well, excuse me! I'm not the one who barged in here rudely without knocking!" I defended.
"You should still no better. Use the room that was given to you to do your buisness in. Not the rooms that belong to Naraku."
"Fine. So where did Naraku say he wanted to meet me?" I asked.
"He wanted you to meet him in his chambers."
"Okey dokey!" I giggled.
Kagura shut the door again and walked away. My father and Sesshoumaru were both in shock from seeing her alive. Dad quickly snapped out of the daze, but not Sesshoumaru. I had to smack Sesshoumaru under the chin to get his attention. He flinched in pain, rubbing his hand on the spot that was injured.
"Was that really Kagura?" Sesshoumaru asked.
"I think." Dad said.
"But how? I thought you said she was killed by someone, Sesshoumaru." I said.
"She was. I held her dead body in my arms. I sliced her flesh apart to deliver her child. She was stone dead."
"I guess not anymore."
"Naraku probably brought her back to tourment her." Dad said.
"I hope not."
"Let's get off of that subject. I have to o meet with Naraku. What should I do?" I asked worriedly.
"Go see Naraku. We'll stay here if you want." Dad suggested.
"Okay, I guess."
I walked out of the small room and down towards Naraku's room. I wasn't exactly sure where it was, but I could sense a strong demonic aura comming from the other hallway. I walked down the hall and entered Naraku's chamber. I knocked briefly.
"Come in, my dear Jakotsu." he mudered.
I walked over to him where he was sitting on his cushions made of silk.
"Sit down." he ordered.
I sat down in front of him. Now we were face to face.
"What is it, Lord Naraku?" I asked.
"I want you to kill those girls for me. I would have Suikotsu do it, but he's not feeling the best. So I want you to." he ordered.
"Whatever you ask, I will." I bowed.
"You may go."
"Thank you."
I walked out of his room and down the hall back towards the room where Father and Sesshoumaru were. On my way I thought of what a perfect oppurtunity Naraku had given me. To save my sister and Sesshoumaru's girls.
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   in comp lab

Happy Turkey day!!! gotta go!! luv u ppl!! *huggles*
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Friday, November 18, 2005

Notification of Absense:

Hey there guys. as I've predicted i'm no longer aloud access onto the internet. This is my last night on here. I might be able to come on every once in a while, but tahts only when i have access to a computer at the mall or else access to the skool's computer labratory. Other than that I'm not gonna be in in a total estimate of maybe three to four weeks. So if there are any real problems that you need my advice while I'm gone, please private message Hieis Twin. He's like meh secratary. *tries to smile* so yeah. until I get notification of the proper authority I'm no longer accesable to this computer in meh home. T.T so dat means meh gotta get better grades & not try to kill mehself...T.T
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Thursday, November 17, 2005

Hey there guys! ^.~ this is Ed's younger sister, Elda, aka EdsDaughter posting! ed's really depressed and won't come out of his room. he said his day was miserable. we just came back from the eye doctors. Ed had to get his vision checked. They dropped in some kind of medicine that blurrs your vision. now ed can't read anything let alone see. he accidently walked into the door when we came back...(lol) it was funny, but he started to cry and he ran up to his room and puited. and now he won't come out. You know how he said he was gonna kill himself yestewrday??? well he actually tried to!!!!!! *faints in shock* he tried to slit his rist... but luckily Gem notified me in time, and I was able to stop him. He lied to me last night saying he was going to take a walk with Al. Truth is he didn't go with Al. He went by himself into the woods behind our house. he could've gotten hurt out there! *cries* So now Dad locked away all of the knives and sharp objects. T.T I'm so sad that my Onii-chan tried to kill himself!!!! He also lied to me!!!!! *cries really loud* I'm going to go and try and talk to him. He's being grumpy and sitting in the dark right now listening to depressing music and trying to read his book (and he's failing miserably since he can barely see)... bye bye! ^.~
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Hey there. awesomely depressed over here. we just got our report cards back today & I'm like failing...T.T and I'm trying to think if I want to go through with suicide or run away....T.T and meh don't feel good... and I finished If There Be Throns this morning and am now on Seeds of Yesterday. that in itslef is depressing. nothing happy came about my day. nothing whatsoever. and to make it worse when I said I wasn't gonna live through tonight, Hiei was just all bitchy about it and he started to say that he hated me. but he doesn't. he just doesn't want to lose another friend... I'm so torn in what I should do... I don't want to live in this miserable world anymore, but yet I don't want to leave all of the treasures that I've found in it either... And since I'm not really suceeding that well, I'm probably not gonna be on for a while... and I mean a while, unless I can get on from skool. but it'll be difficult now that I don't have a comp class anymore. I'll have to post early in the mornings....I'm so gonna die... i swear... I don't think I'll last through the night with so much sterss... I'll crack. something will happen and it won't be pretty... I just have no clue what to do... and if I can't stand it anymore and you don't hear from me or from Hieis Twin within a week or two days, I want to say I love you all. All of you. Especially Gem. and all of my original friends that helped me out when I just got this site. T.T thanx!!!!!!
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

  

Hey there guys. meh tired. meh had a long day. right after skool I had to go to the dentists....-_-''' errg... meh hate da dentist. he so stupid. -_-' and then today meh Grandma called and she's like all confused on who shes talking to. it was humerous in a way. She asked meh why I was all into fma & anime & crap. I said cause I am. and she's like you and your dad r so hard to figure out! and then he said yeah, we no. lol funny. I'm changing meh fma brothers theme to fma movie meh think. meh like tha movie theme. tomorrows skool pic day. meh hate skool pic day. so lame. I'm not going to smile. just sit there like I normally do. and again meh literature teacher came up to meh and was like "what the heck is wrong with you ed!? You're not acting like your normal perky self!!! Come on! throw meh a bone!!!!" and I'm like"Nothings wrong. just don't feel like being happy." and then meh parents said I probably have split personalities. so then when I was at skool I asked everyone that watched anime (which was most of the whole grade) and asked if I were a Yu Yu Hakusho character, which character would I be. and everyone mostly said Sensui or Youko Kurama. Sensui has like seven personalities. and kurama has like two. he's gotta lotta secrets, and yet surprisingly im sure to you ppl I do to. lol g2g. buh bye!!
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