Monday, November 14, 2005

  

Hey there guys. just finished reading like three chapters in my book If There Be Thorns. really interesting. I'm bored. ttfn
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HAHAHA!! n_n u no that person I was pissed at???? well they're bold enough to make another site!!!!! LOL wow such an ass they are!!! HAHAHA!!! hey did I tell you guys yesterday meh dad got me sum hunting arrows and a nice bow??? I'm pretty good with them. just wanted to mention that...*evil grin* I got sumthin up meh sleeve now...LOL...*evil snicker* buh bye meh precious fwends...
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Hey there. I am majorly bored!!! and depressed...though I'm not quiet sure why.. but when I walked into skool today everyone's like what;s wrong ed? and I'm just like nothing, so leave me alone. Last night I had a dream that I lost my best friend. But I didn't know who I lost, or who my best friend was. and at the end of the dream..., I found Bruno. And it scared me so bad... I was practically crying in my sleep. Bruno wasn't the bruno I remeber. He was a corpse, with the skin still on him, with the rottening holes that go through him. He was like a walking corpse. And it honestly scared me. It really did. And I've been having visions of him like that for a while. And I'm so lost without him... I miss him so much... I just wish I could've given him one last hug before he left. But he was being an ass and had to die before i could get home to him! I feel so sad... Whenever someone close to me dies I always have visions of them comming back to me as dead corpses. And no not skeletons, corpses. And it scares the shitoutta me. And here's my new Inu Yasha chapter.
Chapter: 33, My Last Love (directed by Sesshoumaru):
Inu Yasha was wearing thin on my nerves. He was being to full of himself, as if he were to bring Naraku down. Ha! I laughed at the thought. He frustrated me with his fitts on wanting to move faster. He only thought of himself. He never cared for the girls and Kagura. And I'm pretty sure he never payed any attention to his on kids and Kagome either.
It was noon and the sun was burning bright above us. I was sweating underneath my many layers of clothes. All the men, including myself surprisingly, took their tops off & walked shirtless. I felt sorry for the females, having to keep their shirts on. But of course, being that of Inu Yasha's daughter, Kaida defied that fact & ripped her top right off, exposing her breast for only but a moment. She took her shirt and tied it around her breasts, leaving all else on her chest showing. How indecent. Next Kagome took of her top, but luckily she had a small piece of white lace clothing covering her breasts. Kagura roled up her sleeves and her dress to her knees for air. Ai and rin took of their shirts, but only because they had nothing to expose of indecency.
Soon night came. It cooled down a bit. We camped out in the forest again. The darkness of the night grew thick. It was the night of the new moon meaning Inu Yasha, his daughter and son, and my daughter Ai, turned human. I payed no attention to it.
At midnight there was a crackling noise in the forest. I woke up immediately. I looked to see what it was, but I found nothing. I went back to sleep. But an hour or so later, I woke up to Kagura's scream. I shot up & ran towards her sent with Un & Oun close behind.
When her scent came to a stop we were in a field of flowers. They were red flowers. I cuold only tell because of the glow they had in the small light of a small fire that crackled ahead. I also spotted Kagura & someone else's shadow in the dim light.
I walked towards the light and saw that pesky boy that I hated so much-- Kohaku. I saw him standing there blankly with a bloodied knife in his hands. I looked down on the ground and saw Kagura. She had been stabbed a numerous amount of times in her stomach, then in her heart. I ran to her side. But it was to late. Her baby was lost, and so was she. Kagura was dead.

(I told you I was feeling depressed so I killed someone off in my story. fear me.)
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Sunday, November 13, 2005

  

Hey there. Just got back from sunday class. I'm lonely right now...T.T Gem's gone to da movies with her friends to see Jarhead, which I hear is a good movie. lol I'm gonna go eat some pie.
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   MEH ALL TIME FAV SONG BY DA KILLERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::!!!

Mr. Brightside

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Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And its all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabye
Choking on your alibis
But its just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cos I'm Mr Brightside

(Twice, then...)

I never
I never
I never
I never
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I'm bored! fear me!!! HAHAHA!!! lol jk meh family and I are having a cwality time meal, so we're having cornish hens....(Black!! eeww!!!), mushroom soup, salad, and green tea along with apple pie. errgg...buh bye!! T.T meh no wanna eat!!
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hola ppl! hey I'm feeling alot better today. n_n *smiles big* sorry if I creeped anyone out...T.T... and I watched Inu Yasha, fma, Bondocks, and half of scryed. w00t! not much to discuss with the Inu Yasha or fma... come to think of it not much to discuss with any of them...lol well gtg so ttfn!!!
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

   Those Were The Days Meh Friends

All alone now in this pitiful place. Looked up inside. No light to shine upon my blood streaked face. For tears of crystals turn to showers of blood. Your tender lips kissed my cheek. I blush, the color of a pink rose. My eyes glistened with excitement, waiting for the next. Drip. Drip. Drop. Tick. Tick. Tock. Opssie daisy, there goes the time. there goes your intrest. To late for me. I'm out dated and history. I'm no longer of use, for your feelings have changed. you cower in shadows, and piss you fucking pants. well 'ha!' to you! Damn you to hell. see what I care you do. Love is love. But using my love is another. I always knew we'd never last. Just to hold on, to make it past all of those battles & sorrowful moments we shared together. what would I give to have them back. what would I give for only another day in those arms that once cared. what would I give to have you back. But there's no reverse in love. there's only moving forward. You ruined me, now let me ruin you! You turned me upside down and inside out! You tore me apart when I needed you most! You numbed me, you betrayed me! How can I forgive? I can't. As simple as that. Buh bye, my dearest, for I still love. But not as much, for I also hate. I can't thankyou enough for setting me free from your dreadful chains. For to tell you the truth: I loved you not either. Just for a simple doll to fling about and shove in people's faces. Ha! You think you were worth something to me! At first maybe, but woe sorrow not now, not ever again! You're a rag in my eyes, and a rag you shall stay. so goodbye, and farthey well. I hope I return in the morning, to hear your dreadful howls of pain and lonliness that I have grown to know so well. Leave me alone. Locked away. And throw away the damned key. Buh bye again, Dearest. And Those Were The Days My Friends.

-this poem/ paragraph was just writen on random. don't take any of this personally unless I told you otherwise. *evil grin*
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   yaoi

hola. meh have a q 4 u! wat would you think if i did meh site fma yaoi 4 1 day, and 1 day only????? plz tell meh what you think cause meh sisters really wana see me do it...-_-' they're so annoying!!! EERRRGG!!! ttyl!
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   DEATH HAS COMETH FOR THEE FIRST!!!

Hey there guys. Hahaha!!!! P|-|34R |\/|3!!!! the person who I despised is now gone!!! they have deleted their site in fear of me! HA! I'll be my undoing and not them. they better damn well fear me! ha!!! *evil laugh* *comes back to sanity* sorry just thought I'd share that little fun tid bid with you all that've read meh poem. n_n *cheesy smile* buh bye!!
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