Saturday, September 24, 2005

I'm on the phone with pip & her & her brother are having a fight & yelling over the phone..it's starting to hurt my ears! T.T
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I just got finished watching the new Teen Titan episode. It was coolio. I never knew Beast Boy was apart of that group, but I did know he was apart of one. n_n BB's awesome man. He is so coolio. But man is that Mento a complete @$5!!!! >:P lol
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I got back from the store and I got VC Andrews' thrid volume in the Dollanganger series; If There Be Thorns! w00t! so happy!! n_n lol But in my book right now it's nothing to be happy about...T.T Carrie's dying!! ToT Poor Carrie-chan!!!!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH WITH IT!? *talks to self* (please folks when I talk to my self, don't take it litteraly. n_n' lol)
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I just got over the worst thing I'd ever been through..I guess that what happens to long distant relationships...n_n' lol But we're okayz now...It kindda scared me...but we're okayz...n_n I'm so happy...
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Hey there for the second time. n_n' I was just wonderin what I should wear today...o.o...nothing specials going on but I figure I should get some clothes on instead of just sitting here in my boxer...n_n' lol so lemme know what I should wear...anything with fma tho...n_n lol FMA IS ON TONIGHT! w00t!
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Hey there...It is morning! yarg! the sun is up & bright! Yarg *squints eyes* sun burns...*hiss*...n_n lol n_n' well I just got finished reading a chapter in Petals On The Wind...it's awesome...lol Jory rox my sox off! w00t! n_n lol Oh by da way any of u no when day lite savings starts??? n_n' lol I'ma little slow on that. n_n
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Friday, September 23, 2005

   My Little Quiz/thingy...

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

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I Want To Die...

I feel terrible about myself...I was being stupid...and selfish...I hurt one of my best...no...not one...but Is my best friend. I hurt them, & now they won't talk to me. I'm so pissed off at myself now...I'm trying to say I'm sorry for what I did,...but they won't respond...and they keep calling themselves a failure even though they're not! They're the smartst person I know...It just pains me to see them like that...like I'm dying a slow...painful death...taking in every pinch of pain I feel...It hurts to see them like that...I don't know what I should do or what they want me to do...I hate myself... I want to die...
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I'm so bored... I'm trying to play around with my site again..don't know why...lol n_n
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   Da King Has Returned! w00t! lol

Hey there! Long timez no talxz...o.o well I'm bax for thus another beautius weekend with all my friends! Yay! Well I've been really busy this week with projects & such...so I only got done with one part to my Inu Yasha fan fic. It's turning out better than I excpected, but I'm just warning you now, that as the fic goes on, the romance gets hotter, so yeah...just a warning! n_n Oh & today when I came home from school I came home to a huge surprise! My brother & Mom spent their money to buy me some VC Andrews boox!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okayz now without further addu Inu Yasha :

Part 9:
I walked into the forest not afraid of what I might find. It was a dark & eerie place indeed. It made a chill run down my spine, but not because I feared it. There were crroked trees everywhere with long streaks of moss hanging from the branches. The bark on the trees pealed off easily. I could tell because I just put my hand on a tree & the bark just fell off.
The forest was misty like. Not being able to see whjat lies ahead of you. How could this place be right outside of a sweet little village? How strange...
I walked on & on until I saw a shodow up ahead. I stopped in my tracks & stood there without making a sound. It moved closer & closer. And each time it drew itself closer it became greater in size. I backed away slowly & silently, ready to make a run for it. But then it occured to me-- I don't have to run. I'm no human, but a strong, beautiful, free demon, born of Naraku. Oh how that thing up ahead scared me, but boy I didn't mave one inch after my thought.
Standing my ground, I readied myself. I put my hands up ready to pull out my feather at any time if necsisary, and I had my fan out too. Finally the creature moved towards me.
It was no creature, but a beautiful young man. This man was just a neck length talller than I. But oh, was he handsome. He had hazel eyes glazed with a hint of copper. His hair was long and brown, almost like chocolate. He was wearing a traditional kimono; almost like the one Miroku wears, but of the color blue. He was beautiful in every way. Even if I wanted to, I could find no flaw to him.
Then I noticed he carried a sword on his back. It looked awfully heavy. How could he carry something so heavy? I eyed him & his sword up & down, as if to trace every detail into my brain. That's when he spoke.
"Are you in need of help, miss?" he asked shinning his copper glazed eyes upon my red ones.
"Uh..." I stood silence.
"Oh, I'm sorry. How rude of me not to introduce myself. I'm Hoshi. Nice toi meet you." he said.
"Oh..., well I'm Kagura." I studdered.
"Well hiya, Kagura! Do you need any help? 'Cause it looks as if you're lost." Hoshi said, grabbing my hand.
"Oh, why no. I don't need any help. I'm just looking around." I said.
"Well are you new here?" He asked.
"Yeah..."
"Why don't you let me show you around?" He asked holding me in his embrace, "I'm sure you'll love it around here."
I felt awkward. Why did he sweep me into his embrace so soon as if we knew eachother & were lovers?
But none the less I followed him relentlessly. He showed me everything there was to see. He showed me the small rodent demons that lived in the trees to the demon birds that flew ahead so high up. But as he showed me around, I started to feel a little more comfortable with him. It was like the feeling I got with Sesshoumaru, but only I don't feel afraid. It was weird what I felt.
"So what do you think, Kagura?" He asked.
"It's wonderful. And before I thought it was eerie." I giggled like a little school girl.
"But you haven't seen the best part yet!"
"But what could be left? There couldn't possibly be anything more splendid than what you showed me today!"
"Oh, but there is something. Something you wouldn't believe if you didn't see."
"Alright. Show me then!"
He picked me up into his arms & carried me away down the foggy path lined with crooked trees.
It was weird what I felt, but I liked it. It made me feel alive. It made me feel something that I never felt before. It's like sonething inside woke up! It was like the forth of July went off in me! Boom, boom! My heart raced as he held me close to his chest. I started to feel his chest. Oh, hos strong it was, indeed. Why would someone like him be out here? I paid no attention to that for long though.
I stroked his chest as he carried me along. It's as if my fingers touching him meant nothing, for he never looked down.
Soon we were there. It was a small ring of homes in a big ditch. It was almost as if they tried to hide the homes. He carried me down the ditch & into one of the homes.
"Here it is!" He cried.
"Wow! I had no clue this was it!" I said still being held in his arms.
he set me down on the soft bed to the right.
"Kagura...," He started,"...I love you."
My heart raced more & more, not knowing what to say. But I realized the reson why I was touching him so intentively the whole time- I was in love with him, too!
"Oh, Hoshi, I love you to!" I cried.
He flung himself atop of me. We both lay on the bed. Him on top & me underneath his strong, warm body.He started to undress me, as I did him. He started to lick me everywhere up & down. It was so enjoyable. I never experienced something like this before. I undressed him & togther we lay on the bed naked as he licked my body.
Was this true love? For what do I know of love? For what does any demon know of love?
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