Tuesday, September 6, 2005

   Lookit that awesome face!!!!! n_n lol

HOLA!!!!!!! I'M IN COMPUTER CLASS!!! n_n lol talx to me someone! n_n lol but on pm cause I can't really get email that good here. n_n lol
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   Here's Inu Yasha fan fic part 5! n_n

Hey there! n_n I had a black out today...so yeah... & then Austin Powers came on Vh1 & UI couldn't help but watch it. n_n lol he rox my sox. n_n lol plus I was reading (finally!) Furuba volume 11. n_n Momiji is so sweet trying to protect Tohru like that. n_n But I mean if I myself were Tohru in that situation..., I don't really know but I think I'd just try to avoid everyone so the thought could sink in & then I could think on it some more & then get all depressed & then just start crying & run away. n_n lol I'm weird like that. n_n lol jk. well anways I know I haven't posted my fan fic in a while, but here's Inu Yasha fan fic part 5. n_n (please enjoy! & let me know what you think about it! n_n lol):

As I opened my eyes with a dizzy feel, I noticed figures hoovering around & above me. It took me a while to come to completely. But when I did I noticed that they weren't figures, but more like children. They were the children from the village here to see whom I was. What pesky creatures I thought. How rude to barge in on me while I slumber in soft dreams. As I thought one of the rose up & poked me with a long burnt stick.
"Wake up you creature!" the boy shouted.
I didn't say anything but glare at the boy with great annoyance in my eyes.
"What are you...?" another young boy asked in a quivered like voice.
"...I am--" I started.
"That my friends is a demon. A creature made by the devil. Meant only to bring pain and suffering to those it meets. It's truly a vile thing to stumble upon." a more matured boy said in the eeriest way.
"I am a demon. And if that is what you think I do then I supose I shall kill you." I said with a smirk on my face.
"You lie. You would not harm us children." the boy with the stick said aloud.
"I do not lie. I only speak what you want me to." thus another grinn appeared on my face as I enjoyed seeing the fear in the boys' eyes spread.
"You have no place in our village. Why did you come here?" The older boy asked.
"I came here because I am a free spirit & do as I choose..." the grinn slipped off of my face.
"You have no right to be here. Leave!" the boy yelled in a hoarse way.
"I refuse. I am comfortable here, and will stay. Besides no young boy like you can scare me away." I sunk my head down onto the bed more.
"I say we kill it!" the boy with the stick shouted.
"What? Do you honestly think you can kill me? I am far to powerful to fall to a mere human such as yourself." I sat up and glared.
"Then we will just have to slay you. You're to wounded to defend yourself. You can't do anything that much to us. Whatever you do I will probably survive. You do not scare me." the older boy said.
"What is your name? If I must die I'd like to know the name of my slayer..." I said with a little grinn not to revealing.
"Sora. My name is Sora." the older boy said.
"Sora. Well, Sora I must tell you, you have some nerves talking to me like such. Do you have any idea who I am?"
"You are a demon sent to torture us until death. That is who you are." Sora said.
"I have a name. It's Kagura. You address me by it. Never call me 'it' or 'creature' or 'demon' again!" I snapped.
"Kagura. You are the one that hunts Inu Yasha, are you not?" Sora asked.
"Yes. That is I."
"Then you are the one they say is spawn from Naraku?" he asked.
"...I am. But how do you know of him & Inu Yasha?" I asked.
"I know these things because Inu Yasha stopped at our village once & he stayed in this very home. And Lady Kagome slept in the same bed you are sleeping in now! You don't deserve to even walk on the same ground as her! Inu Yasha & Lady Kagome told me their story about you..., about Naraku, about Kanna, and about Sango's younger brother Kohaku. He told me everything he knew. And since then I detested all demons say except for he & the two small demons that he traveled with." Sora said.
"So...I'm not worthy of that Bitch's ground? Is that what you're saying?!" I snapped standing up & towering over the young boys.
"You must leave our village or die! You have no right to ruin our happiness by staying here! Leave now before I kill you!" Sora snapped back standing only about a foot lower than I.
"I will not leave! I will stay here until I wish to leave!" I screamed.
"Then die!" Sora yelled drawing out his long sharp blade from his back.
He pointed it at my neck where I had lifted it to raise my voice. Sweat started to run down from our faces as I gulped. The two other boys stood there in shock, probably because they weren't expecting me to be so stuborn & stay. The quivering boy ran out of the home followed by the boy with the stick. I was left alone with Sora ready to kill me.
A thick silence grew. Until he said ' Leave now. Run away & never come back. I'll spare your life if you do'. As he said those words his hands started to grow wet from the sweat. His arms shook, making the blade go up & down in a sturdy type of movement. I looked into his eyes as he looked into mine.
"You're unsure of slaying me aren't you? You've never killed before. I can tell by how nervous you are & how your stance is. You just expect to swing that blade as much as you can unil my head lops off, don't you?" a smile lit my face.
"You devil. I might not have ever killed anyone before, but there's always a first for everything. I might bloody my hands & stain my soul, but at least I did it to safe this village! I'm not like you! I don't have hatred & death glazing my eyes!" He screamed with tears running down his face.
As he screamed, running through the door was a small little girl crying out 'Sora! Stop it! Don't kill her!' . He stood quiet with tears running down his face. The blade still pointed at me, but his attention at the littl girl.
"Don't kill her, please!?" the littl girl cried out again.
Sora's hand quivered with unease, not being able what to do or say. He stood in silence, as did I, while the little girl cried harder than a water fall for my sake.
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I'm bored!

okay. I'm bored. my sister's no longer a virgin & neither is nick...but who ever said that he was a virgin to begin with...o.o *evil music in bg* *DU DUH DUM!!* n_n lol neways someone needs to tell everyone to visit my site & make me feel better cause I'm bored...And lonely...And ppl don't like it when I'm lonely cause I turn goth...o.o *evil music* jk. I'm never gonna go goth...I'm to positive of a person to let that happen to me. n_n lol So yeah. Oh & I wachted saturdays Inu Yasha...ToT So SAD!! BURN JOKOTSU!! Why did he have to kill Suikotsu!? He was like soo coolio! Oh well I suppose all hope lies with the monk dude & the gay guy I cause I totally don't really trust Bonkotsu. n_n lol
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

  

n_n today is my 2nd month anniversary with this site! w00t! n_n lol
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   I am bored...hear me yawn.....-_-

Hello...I am extremely bored...-_- I ws reading my book until my dog came upstairs with Elda & disturbed me from my quiet little world.....-_- to bad.... Nick's supposedly staying over night to night so yeah... I gotta call him later...now I have to go to my huge line of pms!!! Some of you ppl are sending me like 10 pms at a time!!! I can"t read all of those!!! -_- thats all....
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

  

I just got bax from the devils house.....(my grandpa) he hates me & thinx I'm the devil's spawn. I hope he burns. He hates me more let me tell you so you don't think he's the vicim here....-_- He smaked me across the face today for standing up to him & saying what I believed in (he was complaining about African Americans & women's rights)....-_- He hates it whenever someone stands up to him & disagrees on what he says... So then he slapped me. Not like it's the first time though. He loves everyone else in my family except for me & my mother......-_-......it sux major........-_- (ps u ppl have to stop pming me so many pms!!!! it's hogging up all of my time!!!! o.o that's all n_n lol)
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Hola. n_n I know that it toox me a while to write a postz, but thats cause I was reading my novel flowers in the attic! that mean bitch-grandma drugged & tarred cathy's hair! BURN!!!!! I know I'd be crazy if anyone tarred my gorgious blonde hair. n_n lol But no really. This boox is very interesting! READ IT! Especially if your in the age range between 12-15. you;ll enjoy this book alot cause I know I am. Well I'm not going to tell you anymore about it, but man is this a good book! Run out & buy it! You can purchase it at Barnes & Nobel. for like 7-6 dollars. n_n very good & It's by V.C Andrews. n_n Laterz! n_n
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Friday, September 2, 2005

  

Hey there I thinx I failed to mention that when Elda & Jenny gotz home from their private girlie school Elda was in a cat fight? she told me all the details. She was standing in line for lunch till some chix walked up in front of her & cut. The she said what're you doing? I was there first. then the chix goes no you weren't. then elda's like okay you're here first & I'm the invisible woman. So then the cix said "you wanna start something with me bitch?!" then Elda said:" Hell yeah tiny!" (her boobs are small or so i hear o.o) and then the chix plunged onto her & sprayed ketchup on her uniform, then elda went over to the cooler & took three chocolate milks & threw them on her & the exploded. n_n lol Funny! n_n then the chix all soaking wet throws a thing of fries on Elda. Then Elda plunges onto her trying to rip her hair outta her preppy looking bun. But the chix scratched Elda's Eyes & now her eye's badly hurt & is like all red. (but i'm not finished) so there was blood. And then the chix ripped elda's shirt off & she was in her bra sitting there in the icky food on the floor having a cat fight with some other chix. Then they were just fighting with the vegitables after that. n_n lol Then the one chix scratched Elda on the boob & then Elda pulled out a huge chunk of her hair & then walked away. n_n lol that's my sister for ya! n_n lol Don't mess with the Elrics! w00t! she walked away from teh battle victorious & shirtless...o.0 But the one chix was suspended for ten days & Elda's only got a saturday cause she wasn't the one that made the first move. Plus we have to pay the school ten dollars cause she used ten dollars worth of food to fight with...o.0 now Elda's groundy...n_n lol But my dad's really proud of her. n_n & my mom thinx its barbaric. n_n lol chya right! n_n lol please comment. n-n lol
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Hola...I just gotz bzax from school...it suxed....me & some chix named Aliegha got into a fight cause she was calling me names & stuff & then she pushed me...-_- (my mom said to take insults from a girl until they hurt me...-_-) so when she pushed me I kicked her in the shin & walked away silently...-_-...don't call the shorty a shorty...-_-...no I'm serious...don't do it...-_- oh yeah...hey by the way do you like my new postz bg? n_n
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Hey there thus again I'm typing from school. I'm not really going to say anything long this time, but I also just wanted to say :"WHAT THE HECK!? ToT I just had to watch Maes Hughes die for like the fortieth time!!! ToT THis is fulla crap!!! PUT ON SEASON TYWO SO I CAN CRY ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE OTHER THAN HUGHES & NINA!!!!!!!! ToT"..that's all...T.T, but I already wrote this last night & everything so here is Inu Yasha fan fic part 4 (please enjoy. n_n):

I now found what I wanted. It was love. I knew that I loved Sesshoumaru for a while...but I just never knew what the feeling ment. But now...all I want to do is be with Sesshoumaru. But how do I get him to want the same thing? How do I get him to love me back? How do I get him to forgive me for being a spawn of Naraku? How could it ever work out?
It didn't mater now. I quickly hurried to the path on my way to the nearest village. I knew I probably wouldn't be accepted, because I am a demon. And even if they didn't accept me, I could normally just kill them..., but now I can't Naraku was watching me. If I did anything that might catch his eye it would be all over for me. I'm still not strong enough to face him. How can Inu Yasha & Sesshoumaru do that? Continueously engage in battle with him? It doesn't matter. Nothing ever matters to me. Just to be happy, that is my only concern. So with that last thought I took out my feather & rode off to the nearest village.
I rode on & on & finally i stumbled upon a small village. It was a quiet one. only about five homes at the most. There were small children playing in the path way. Running about without a care in the world. Running about like the were free... I stared at amazement at the lovely site that I've never really noticed before. As I stand at the top of the hill watching the village from afar, the elder villagers were watching me. Soon I noticed that the children were being told to go inside. The elder ones ran with fear as they stared into my eyes & looked at my bandages. Then I noticed what the reason was. I was a demon. A demon is never welcome into a quiet place of happiness & caress. But as much as I knew that I would not be welcomed, I walked down the hill into the village.
As I walk through the village I hear children whispering about my apperance. I look into some of the windows to find faces trying to hide themselves after they peek at me. How pitiful humans were... I came to the last house in the village. A small brown home with holes in the roof. I went into the home without even saying 'hello' or any type of warning to let them know that I was here. But when I walked in..., there was no one there. It was only a one room home. Not very big. It could probably only fit a small family with two children. There was a bed area over in the far right corner & in the center of the room was a fire pit. Directly above the fire pit was a large hole in the roof that was covered with fresh green grass. How very odd I thought. I came to the conclusion that no one was there & that I should welcome myself in. After all I'm a demon, I need no permission to stay where I want to.
I limped over to the bed area & lay myself down over the golden hay that laid there. I slowly drifted off into dreams.

(I was also just wondering, have any of you guys ever read the bock called Flower in the Attic by V.C. Andrews? n_n if u have let me know cause I wanna have a good conversation with someone about it. n_n That's all! n_n KEEP UP THE READING!!!! n_n and if u do't like to read most novels like I, just make sure you read your healthy dosage of manga to keep your reading level up. n_n Oh & The One I Love by CLAMP's also a good manga/novel. n_n Okay I'm gone. n_n lol)

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