Thursday, September 1, 2005

FMA PART

Yay! n_n to night is season two of FMA so I hear. n_n even if it's not I don't really care fma is fma & I watch it anyway. n_n lol Oh yeah & theres an fma party over here at my house, anyone wanna join? n_n lol

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Hey there. Looks like I survived my first day...even though it was bumpy...but hey...-_-...I hate school...-_-...people are so nosey there...-_-...I have to go answer my long list of pms now so toodles. n_n
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w00t. today is my first day of school...-_- yay...-_- *little flag goes off* right now I'm posting from a school's comp. So I need to make this short & sweet. I'M DYING!!!! ToT S.O.S!! ppl are already making fun of me & i haven't even been here for a full hour!! ToT ppl need to burn in fire & learn manners I tell you!! -_-...& to make it worse my mom made me wear my hair down!! ToT I look like a complete girlie guy!! ToT And I was planning on putting my hair in a braid when I got here but she took my brush & tie offa me!! >:0 NEVER TAKE THE HAIR TIE OFFA ME!!!!>:0 I TURN INTO THE HULK WHEN THAT HAPPENS!!! >:0 I mean if it was any other day of school...maybe I wouldn't mind it being down so much, but it being the first day puts alotta stress on me!! ToT Get me outta here!! ToT And already two teachers asked me why I don't have a right arm!! what's the deal with these numb skulls? If they wanna know they have my medical records! they can just look why up! they don't have to make a big scene!! ToT get me outta here!!! ToT....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please save me somebody!! ToT Layfael swoop outta nowhere & just pick me up!! ToT somebody!!!! ToT ps do you guys like my new bg?? n_n lol I decided to change it...but when I get home I'll probably turn it back. n_n lol ToT wait this is no time to be laughing!!! GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ToT Oh yeah & here's Inu Yasha fanfic part 3:

While I sat there & thought I got a feeling that I should go after him. So I did so. I ran as fast as I could not even to stop & think about what I should be doing; what I could be doing. I could fly, why was I running like a foolish mortal? But that wasn't going through my head. No. The only thought that I had was to get to Sesshoumaru.
I finally made my way out of the forest. But there was still no sign of Sesshoumaru anywhere. I stopped & looked around me. I must've been running for almost an hour. I was tired & exhausted. But I still wanted to go on to find him. But my body couldn't move any further. So without even a thought, I passed out right there in the middle of the clearing.
When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was a little girl tending to me. She was feeding me, putting bandages on me. She was helping me like I knew her. But the truth was I never saw this girl in my life...or at least I thought.
"Good morning! I see you're awake!" The little girl leaned her face over mine with a giant smile.
I was in confusion. I just stayed silent & did nothing. I was to worried on who this girl was with & where she might have came from. I opened my eyes all the way & looked around me. And there sitting underneath a tree was Sesshoumaru. Was this little human girl with Sesshoumaru? But how could that be. He said so himself he detests humans. But why would this girl be any exception?
I stared at him intentively. It was like I was in a daze & the only thing I could do was lay my eyes upon him. He looked over at me with a mean look. I turned away. The little girl was still carring to my wounds. She spoke once more.
"My name's Rin, what's yours?" she said in a perky way.
"...Kagura. I'm Kagura." I responded in a muder.
"Kagura. That's a pretty name. What happened to you Kagura? Your badly hurt. And what's that scar on your back? Why's it shaped like a spider?" Rin asked with great curiosity.
"Well--you see--" I started.
Sesshoumaru took a stand & told Rin that that was enough bandages & sent her off to find food. Rin was then accompanied by a green toad-like-demon.
"You're weak... Why?" he asked.
"I didn't kill your brother. He's disapointed that I can never kill him. And then he snapped..." I said in a shuder like voice.
"By refering to 'he' you mean Naraku?" he asked.
"Yes. And he tried to kill me..., but I got away. And here I am...wondering around like a lost spirit."
"I see. So because Inu Yasha did not die he wants to kill you? I'm glad."
"What? Why are you glad? It's horrible!"
"No. I'm glad you didn't kill Inu Yasha or Naraku. Both of their heads belong to me."
"Oh..."
"Now if you don't mind I think you are quiet well now. Well enough to survive on your own. Remember it wasn't my idea to help you. It was Rin's." he turned.
"Wait. Speaking of Rin..., she's a human right?"
"...Yes..."
"Then why do you care for the girl?"
He didn't respond. He called for Jaken & Rin & walked off. I was once again left alone. That's the only thing that I was ever happy with. Being alone. But now I'm not. Now that I'm free I want to share my freedom with someone else. But with whom? I don't know. Obviously not Sesshoumaru. He could care less about me. The I started to think. What if I hunted down Inu Yasha? Would he help me? But what do I need help with other than staying alive? I must've gone crazy. I don't need his help. I just need to find a place where I can live silently, quietly, and...alone. That was all I ever wanted. But now I want something more. I found out what it was, too. I want love.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

  

Okay here's my Inu Yasha fanfic part 2:

When I came to, I found myself in the water where I had last been. It had grown dark. I came to the conclusion that I had been in slumber for a couple of hours. I stood up & let my hair out. I just woke up, so I wasn't really aware of my surroundings other than the fact that I was bathing somewhere in a forest & Naraku was no where near. I continued to bathe myself. But I suddenly heard a rustle in the bush. I stopped & ducked myself down into the water so no one could look at my bare skin. I tried to crawl over to my one last piece of clothing across the way. But before I cuold a demon apeared before me. It was no other than Inu Yasha's brother, Sesshoumaru.
I made a quick squiel. I grabed my clothes & quickly put them on. Even though the top was destroyed, i still managed to keep myself descent. My back was turned toward him. I couldn't tell what he was doing. He could've even been ready to strike me with his talons for all I knew. I couldn't respond to anything. My brain wasn't working right. I wa still in a tizzy at the fact that Naraku wants to kill me. And to add to it I had just woke up & my legs were numb from them falling asleep. Sesshoumaru's presence was cold & frightening. He quietly started to speek.
"Where is your master?"
My eyes grew wide. He was talking about Naraku. The very thought of him made me a bit dizzy. I slowly but surely responded to his question.
"In have no master. I, Kagura of the winds, am a free woman."
"Oh is that so...? Then where might Naraku be...?" He asked again, this time with a slight hit of annoyance.
"I do not know. Nor do I want to know."
"Is that true...?...Then you are of no use to me...." He said as he silently turned as if ready to walk off.
I silently sat there as he slowly walked away. Suddenly something came over me & I yelled out his name.
"Sesshoumaru! Wait!"
He turned his back & stared at me. I was about to cry. I didn't know why but I was. I had no reasoning for telling him to wait. I had no reasoning for even saying his name. Something just came over me & then left me in silence.
"Do you have something to say or not?" He asked.
"I--I--I need your help..."
"With what could I possibly help you with? What benifit would I gain from helping you?"
"Nothing. You would gain nothing. But I--" I was cutt off.
"I have no time for you. I have to go find Naraku." He said walking off into the distance without a second thought.
I sat their in silence. Not knowing what happened. I started to think to myself.
"When I called out for him...I felt something strange. It was a pain in my chest. It wasn't painful....but more enjoyable...but..why?...." I asked myself.
I was left sitting there in the cold water to think to myself for the rest of the night.
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Okayz well I'm just bored so I wrote this poem thingy. REMEMBER PPLS THIS IS NOT ABUOT ME OR ANYONE THAT I OR YOU KNOW. n_n Thanx you. please enjoy. n_n

I don't want to talk.
I don't want to move.
I don't want to look.
I don't want to even think of what you could do.

All these days you sat & spoke.
Telling me of how great your love for me was.
It was all a lie though.

You leave me with closed arms.
I run after but all you can do is ignore.
I show you my tears for you.
But you don't even care to wipe them.

You turned into a cold monster.
A monster that knows no love.
A mosnter whom romes this earth with no meaning.
A monster that is loved, but cannot love in return.
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Okay well this is like part one of the fan fic I wrote last night. Tell me if u like it ur dislike it it really doesn't matter. Just to let yuo guys know not a whole lotta effort went itno it. So here it is; Inu Yasha Fanfic part 1:


I walked in on Naraku yelling at Kanna. I tried to leave as fast as I coud before I was noticed, but it was to late. He had already spotted me. He could sense my presense. He had Kanna leave in a hurry. I was left alone..., with Naraku. It was an awkward silence that was thick. He sat in one corner. I stood in the other. The silence grew larger, until he broke it with his chilling voice.
"Kagura, did you kill InuYasha...?" Naraku spoke.
"I...I..I did not. But I will assure--" I started.
"I do not want to be assured. I want him dead. And now. Why can't anyone follow out my orders!? Why can you not do what I tell you to do!?" Naraku yelled.
"I'm sorry Naraku, but...I will be sure to kill him next time." I responed with a hint of fear.
"No you won't, Kagura. There won't be a next time." He said glarring into my eyes with that hateful look that put a chill down your spine.
"What do you mean, Naraku...?"
"What do I mean? I'm dispatching you. You are of no more further service to me. You can't even kill Inu Yasha. What makes you think you can serve me?"
I was a little bit happy when he said that he was getting rid of me. I was only thinking of one thing my whole life--freedom. My wish was finally comming true! I could be free! This is what I was waiting for my whole life!
I got too caught up in the thought, and released a slight grin. Naraku saw me try and whipe it off in a rush before he saw, but it was no use. He saw everything I did. He stood up and walked over towards me. He grinned himself.
"My dear Kagura, what did you think I mean by 'dispatching' you?" he asked.
"I don't know. Maybe you'd just--" I paused. I couldn't speak. My tongue wouldn't move. I was frozen in fear.
"I'm going to tell you what I meant, all right? What I meant was that I'm going to kill you. That's all. Nothing to grin about as you can see. Unless death is your wish...?" He raised his hand and slapped me across my face.
I couldn't defend myslef from his blow. I fell to the gruond with a thump. I started to think in a rush what I could do to get myself out of being killed. I started to think that maybe that Sesshoumaru could be of use to me. But before I could think anymore Naraku grabbed me by the neck & picked me up into the air. I could feel his cold hands on my neck. It was frightening. He carried me outside & threw me a couple of feet. I tired to get up & fly away, but before I could get my feather out, Naraku had already made a blow. He sent me flying into the air. I couldn't even think about what just happened. It was so quick. My body couldn't respond to the pain until my body hit the ground. I had broken my arm. I started to plea for forgiveness. I was begging him to let me live. But he picked me up & threw me again. This time when he threw me I was ready. When he released my body from his grasp I grabed my feather out & rode off. I thought I was in the clear, but I wasn't Naraku made one last blow of power that almost hit me, but luckily he was only able to rip my top part of kimono off. He then yelled 'I'll kill you believe it or not. You just go ahead & run for now'. It frightened me, but not so much as I would loose focus of my goal.
When I was in the clear I started to think. I thought to myself about how I am no longer Naraku's servant. I'm no longer bound to his demands. Then it hit me. The one thing I have wished for for so long has finally come to me. I was free! A huge smile over came my face accompanied by laughter. I felt happy & light. I didn't feel any need to harm anyone. But I still felt pain.
I found a safe quiet spot to land. A spot by a little creek where I could relax & enjoy the moment. I stripped down & rested my body in the nice cool water. It felt so good. But as I started to wash myself with the crystal like water I noticed I still had the scar on my back. The scar shapped like a spider. The scar of Naraku. It made me ill for a moment, but then I came to my senses & realized that I need not fear for I am safe from that vile demon. Then I lay my head on a smooth rock & shut my eyes. I silently drifted off into a daze...that soon became a slumber.
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Hey there...Today is my last day of summer...it sux...-_-...yeah so tomorrow I have school...-_- boo hiss...and today I think OI'm just going to be on here. Cause this year durring school I'm not really gonna be able to be on the comp that much. >:( SUX!!!!!! -_-...so yeah...and well last night I was just feeling pointless & bored so I started to write an Inu Yasha fanfic about Kagura...n_n lol I was really bored...n_n lol So maybe sometime I can post it up. But not if nobody's gonna comment on it. So I want to know if I should post it up or not. n_n so yeah...laterz...o.0
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   I HAVE 7 SIBLINGS!!!!!!!!! w00t!!!!!!!!!!! >:)

Hey there ppl. n_n okay well this morning around six-thirty-ish my mom gave birth to tripletes! o.0 interesting I know....o.0 n_n lol yeah well there were two girls & a boy. n_n they're all so cute. n_n the girl's names are Coral & Nina like we planned. But the boy's name is Gabriel. n_n well Layfael came to our house yesterday after noon. n_n He was watching us for the day. But like at 11:30 we got a call from my dad that mom was going to have them soon..so we rushed up there & waited the whole night in the room. n_n lol (no not the room mom was in but the waiting room. n_n) lol so yeah...we were all pretty sleepy but when the time came Dad was in there helping her & everything. n_n He did a great job. n-n I think they're like a team now cause the already went through all five of our births. n_n lol So yeah... Elda, Jenny & Al weren't able to go into the room to watch them get washed off (because they were sleeping! n_n lol) but yeah...n_n Me Dad & Layfael watched them. n_n they were so cute. n_n Gabriel was cute. n_n he yawned really big & went to sleep once he got into mom's arms. n_n Coral & Nina were just looking around & everything...just curious I guess..n_n lol I wish I cuold know what they were thinking...n_n lol I remember when Al was born...but not that much...I don't really think it made that much of a difference then cause I could barely talk to. n_n lol so I guess we're just going to have to wait & see. n_n Well I can tell you one thing Gabriel is one quiet baby unlike Nina. n_n Nina doesn't really cry but she just makes alotta noise. n_n lol & Coral is just.... doing it all. n_n lol Crying, smiling...sleeping. n_n lol they're all just so cute. n_n lol so now since the thrid child wasn't expected Gabriel's sleeping in Alphonse's old crib. n_n lol so the babies are in the extra room. Alphonse, Layfael & myself are in a room & Elda & Jenny are in theirs. n_n wow...I have seven siblings...o.0...lol n_n lol
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Monday, August 29, 2005

  

Woot loox at this!! n_n lol i thinx i screwed something up...if notz just ignore this...n_n lol I'm just fidling around with my site as usual. n_n lol
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Omigosh...my mom just went into laber like 15 minutes ago..I was freaking out like crazy! but my dad got her up to the hospital. And we talked to Layfael & he's on his way down to watch us. n_n He's probably gonna drive us up later. n_n I'm so proud of myself. don't know why but my dad said that I did the right thing when I called for him. cause she was in the kittchen & well...yeah...o.0...laterz...o.0 n_n lol I'm so excited! n_n
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