Friday, September 2, 2005

  

Hey there thus again I'm typing from school. I'm not really going to say anything long this time, but I also just wanted to say :"WHAT THE HECK!? ToT I just had to watch Maes Hughes die for like the fortieth time!!! ToT THis is fulla crap!!! PUT ON SEASON TYWO SO I CAN CRY ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE OTHER THAN HUGHES & NINA!!!!!!!! ToT"..that's all...T.T, but I already wrote this last night & everything so here is Inu Yasha fan fic part 4 (please enjoy. n_n):

I now found what I wanted. It was love. I knew that I loved Sesshoumaru for a while...but I just never knew what the feeling ment. But now...all I want to do is be with Sesshoumaru. But how do I get him to want the same thing? How do I get him to love me back? How do I get him to forgive me for being a spawn of Naraku? How could it ever work out?
It didn't mater now. I quickly hurried to the path on my way to the nearest village. I knew I probably wouldn't be accepted, because I am a demon. And even if they didn't accept me, I could normally just kill them..., but now I can't Naraku was watching me. If I did anything that might catch his eye it would be all over for me. I'm still not strong enough to face him. How can Inu Yasha & Sesshoumaru do that? Continueously engage in battle with him? It doesn't matter. Nothing ever matters to me. Just to be happy, that is my only concern. So with that last thought I took out my feather & rode off to the nearest village.
I rode on & on & finally i stumbled upon a small village. It was a quiet one. only about five homes at the most. There were small children playing in the path way. Running about without a care in the world. Running about like the were free... I stared at amazement at the lovely site that I've never really noticed before. As I stand at the top of the hill watching the village from afar, the elder villagers were watching me. Soon I noticed that the children were being told to go inside. The elder ones ran with fear as they stared into my eyes & looked at my bandages. Then I noticed what the reason was. I was a demon. A demon is never welcome into a quiet place of happiness & caress. But as much as I knew that I would not be welcomed, I walked down the hill into the village.
As I walk through the village I hear children whispering about my apperance. I look into some of the windows to find faces trying to hide themselves after they peek at me. How pitiful humans were... I came to the last house in the village. A small brown home with holes in the roof. I went into the home without even saying 'hello' or any type of warning to let them know that I was here. But when I walked in..., there was no one there. It was only a one room home. Not very big. It could probably only fit a small family with two children. There was a bed area over in the far right corner & in the center of the room was a fire pit. Directly above the fire pit was a large hole in the roof that was covered with fresh green grass. How very odd I thought. I came to the conclusion that no one was there & that I should welcome myself in. After all I'm a demon, I need no permission to stay where I want to.
I limped over to the bed area & lay myself down over the golden hay that laid there. I slowly drifted off into dreams.

(I was also just wondering, have any of you guys ever read the bock called Flower in the Attic by V.C. Andrews? n_n if u have let me know cause I wanna have a good conversation with someone about it. n_n That's all! n_n KEEP UP THE READING!!!! n_n and if u do't like to read most novels like I, just make sure you read your healthy dosage of manga to keep your reading level up. n_n Oh & The One I Love by CLAMP's also a good manga/novel. n_n Okay I'm gone. n_n lol)

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