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Wednesday, November 16, 2005




Hey there. awesomely depressed over here. we just got our report cards back today & I'm like failing...T.T and I'm trying to think if I want to go through with suicide or run away....T.T and meh don't feel good... and I finished If There Be Throns this morning and am now on Seeds of Yesterday. that in itslef is depressing. nothing happy came about my day. nothing whatsoever. and to make it worse when I said I wasn't gonna live through tonight, Hiei was just all bitchy about it and he started to say that he hated me. but he doesn't. he just doesn't want to lose another friend... I'm so torn in what I should do... I don't want to live in this miserable world anymore, but yet I don't want to leave all of the treasures that I've found in it either... And since I'm not really suceeding that well, I'm probably not gonna be on for a while... and I mean a while, unless I can get on from skool. but it'll be difficult now that I don't have a comp class anymore. I'll have to post early in the mornings....I'm so gonna die... i swear... I don't think I'll last through the night with so much sterss... I'll crack. something will happen and it won't be pretty... I just have no clue what to do... and if I can't stand it anymore and you don't hear from me or from Hieis Twin within a week or two days, I want to say I love you all. All of you. Especially Gem. and all of my original friends that helped me out when I just got this site. T.T thanx!!!!!!
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