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Monday, June 5, 2006
hola ppl. blah i' depressed... last night i had a breakdown (this time it was a big 1) about how I'm probably not going to pass...it upsets me so damn much. i know i can stop it, but yet i know i can't do all that damned work in such little time. i don't want to disapoint my mother, but yet there's nothing else left i can do... i know for a FACT that i'm not going to be held back (i mean they can but I'm not going to go back). i have plans. if not suicide, then i'll just stay home, lock my door, and don't come out until someone calls the cops or sum kinda school personel so they can drag me out. then i'll kill myself ^.^... i know i sound insane... ahh.. i just don't know what else to do tho. i just can't do this... it's way too hard, and the damned ppl that told me since the begining of the year that they'd help me, have failed poorly. thanx to them and my slow comprehension to lessons, i'm going to die or fail. damn them all. i'm really hoping that tomorrow is the end of the world. no joke. i just want it to be over quickly. just burn up into ashes, and ascend into heaven. besides, i have ppl to meet in heaven. i can't keep them waiting forever you know. (lol) okay well i finished watching the ending of Narnia yesterday. it was good. i downloaded all of the songs from the soundtrack onto my iPod 2. [yippee!] i only have 11 more days til disney world! (that is if i don't die). Okay well g2g.
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