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Monday, June 5, 2006
hola guys. as all of you know (or all of you who read my post) that i had a breakdown. but thanx to u ppl and my friend's help, they found out a way for me to ccatch up. I faked being sick so i could come home and do work. It worked thankfully, so i've been home studying for finals since 10:22 am. and when my brother got home he said he read my post, and then he started crying, and hugged me. He said :"Ed, you idiot! You can't die! If you die that means i don't have anyone to look up to! Damn you..." then he hugged me and started crying. I was shocked... and then i hugged him back and said "don't worry... i won't.. i won't leave like dad did. i'll stay here with you and mom. I won't go.." and then i started crying (DAMN SOB STORY!) so now i've reconsidered. i won't kill myself. I'll do whatever it takes to keep my family in good health, even if it means being held back. as long as i get the right education, and the right job, i can help them by both money wise, and just being there. I also remember that my mom lost one of her kids too.. so she slapped me when she heard that i was going to kill myself. she screamed "Edward! What the hell were you thinking!? You can't do this to me! I won't loose another of my prescious baby boys!" and then she hugged me, and walked away. I have a bruise on my face cause she slapped me so hard. but it's okay... i deserved it. i was panicing over something so simple. i don't have to kill myself to solve my problems. just try my best. so thanx guys. sorry if you had to deal with my pathetic drama-queen (or king??? or dude??? o.0) episode there... n_n; well g2g.
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