Saturday, August 4, 2007

again ppl ignor my posts......here im gonna type somemore for u to ignor



we finally moved into our new house......my room is so awsome....maybe someday soon ill remember to take pix of the walls and put them on here......but the base color is red and we put a glaze paint(gold) over top with a rag roll)pm to find out wat that is). my room is a disaster though and i was in a "cleaning mood" today which my mother hasd been wating for forever...but then she got me out of my "cleaning mood". and she also told me my bestest friend who i havemnt seen all summer couldnt come over till my room was clean. i hate my mom. and today, i almost bit my lip off trying not to scream and cry at the same time. eddie changed the station on the radio when i was listening to something id never heard but was interested in. i cahnge the station during songs too but most of the time, granted not all the time bnut most the time, i ask if someone is listening to the song before i change the station. and he never does. and most the time when he changes it its during a good song or one ive never heard but am really listening too.....GOD I HATE EDDIE!!!!!! i wanna scream but im babysitting and i might scared them so.....*screams at the top of my lungs though it does nothing to clm me* god i hate him god i hate him and i cant say it enough....i just wish hed disappear or go back to jail. but i wouldnt wish that on the other ppl there or the ppl who work there. plus my mo complains about him all the time but never gets rid of him. i even said that the other day. she was complaining and i mumbled under my breath and she asked "wat" and i said "nothing" and she said "tell me now" and i said u complain all the time about him but u dont ge rid of him" and then u kno wat she said to me, she said "well i complain about u too but i dont get rid of u. i made a joke of it as not to show my really hurt feelings(she seems to hurt me alot anymore) by saying "u cant get rid of mye im ur blood im ur daughter ur stuck with me" i hate my mom and eddie so much...i cant wait till im 18...im gonna go to a college in california. the furthest plafce in the us from here.....then she'll wish ashe never said all those things to me because before i leave for college im gonna tell her how i feel and everything she ever made me feel. how when i was made she'd would like instanly try to get me to give her a hug or how when i was actually haveing fun eith her shed ruin it in a second. well my wrist hurts and for the momnet i have nothin else to say so.....bye i guess....until again i need to vent
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

we finally got done moving but it was and still is a pain in the ass because of my moms b/f eddie
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Thursday, July 12, 2007

what if god didnt send his only begotten son because he wanted us to pay the price for sin


this is the last and biggest one...think about it

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

what if god met our needs the way we give him our lives

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

what if god took away the bible tommorrow b/c we would not read it today
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

what if god stopped loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

what if we never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled when god sent rain

this is my fav one....beacuse i love the ran and i love flowers...and now that i think about it..i guess i love both if these because the rain is like a sad thing...the sky is crying...but the flowers...a result of the rain....after the rain...r happy...so i guess it reminds me that through all the sadness...i will eventually be happy again....but anyway this is my fav "what if..."
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Randomocity.

[[The Boring Basics]]
Name::: lyndsey
Height::: 5'6
When you were born::: 2/19/93
Sibling[s]::: 2 sisters who r actually just my best friends
Favorite color[s]::: sky blue and red
Favorite number[s]::: 11
Pet[s]::: 1 cat
Location::: america
Best Bud[s]::: my sis's
Left or Right handed::: right
[[The Better Choice]]
Winter or Spring::: spring
Pepsi or Mt. Dew::: mt. dew
Men or women::: men
Single date or group date::: group
Scremo or Country::: country
Park or Ocean::: park
Blue or Orange::: blue
Sky or Grass::: grass
Math or History::: math
DVD or VHS::: dvd
[[Lasts]]
Car ride destination::: ............
Phone call::: ............
Concert::: hawk nelson
Sent text message::: .........
Dream remembered::: .........
Trip::: ...........
Song listened to::: ..............
Movie watched::: ..............
Random thing done::: started screaming for no reason
Person//people with::: ..............
[[Right Now]]
Drink::: water
Sound[s]::: t.v.
Annoyance::: my headache???
Thought[s]::: getting this filled out and over with
Taste::: my spit
Music::: none
What's being done::: im typing stupid
Smell::: nothing
Longing::: huh???
Mood::: tired....is that a mood???
[[Have You Ever]]
Been skinny dipping::: no
Kiss someone you didn't like::: no
Done something illegal::: no
Stolen something stupid [[like a sign or pencil]]::: no
Been out past curfew::: no
Came close to death::: no
Been lazy all day::: DUH
Been out of state::: yes
Gone on a road trip::: no
Tripped going UP stairs::: ....yes....*ashamed* but i kno im not the only one
[[Other Random Stuff]]
Five cool people::: ..................
Favorite song::: i have a lot
Is there anything pink in the room::: yes
Best thing ever::: ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Closest orange object::: a pencil
Last thing digested::: my lunch
Do you play the bagpipes::: NO
Do you like strawberries::: somewhat...i like strawberry though
What were you doing five hours ago::: sleeping
What should you be doing right now::: my chores but i have plenty of time for that
Last gift recieved::: i dont kno!!!
Are you tired::: yes
What's for dinner::: watever i make
You must be lame::: ummmm sure
Last item bought::: gum, m&ms and jerky
Any plans for the weekend::: eh not really
Are you weak::: a little kinda not
Is anyone on your mind::: my bestest friend who has been away for a month and will be away for another month......
Summer means::: bordom
What piercings//tattoos do you have::: pierced ears
Current school attending::: ..............
Favorite store[s]::: walkdons book store and hobby lobby
Which shoe goes on first::: right
Do you brush your teeth::: yes
Ever gone to jail::: nope
Dream vehicle::: mustang convertable
Lose any friends lately::: nope
How is life treating you::: eh not too bad but not too great
Plans for the future::: nope
Next birthday..what are your plans::: i dont kno my b-day was just 4 months ago
Favorite radio station::: QFM96
How about them Mariners::: huh....
Are you a Guitar Hero junkie::: nope
Does the rain excite you::: YES SO MUCH!!!:) i love rain....OMG THE RAINS WET!!!
Spice Girls..your thoughts::: ummm......ewwwww
Do you live above the influence::: yes
Post-it notes::: COLORFUL!!!!
Fall Out Boy or Panic! At The Disco::: panic at the disco
Out all day or all night::: all night
Is Jack Sparrow hot or not::: DUH...
What do you think about Paris Hilton::: stupid
What is your favorite holiday::: all of them
Do boys//girls really have cooties::: no...not unless their name is johnathan poor
Have you ever been called a tease::: nope

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Monday, July 2, 2007

what if god didnt walk with us today because we failed to recognize it has his day
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Sunday, July 1, 2007

what if god decided to stop leading us tommorrow because we didnt follow him today
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