Thursday, June 4, 2009

School's Done! Hanging With Friends, Fighting with others...


Date: June 4
Mood: eh...
Music: Famous in a Small Town by Miranda Lambert


My Post:


So school is finally over and then I will be a senior! I'm so excited! Haha, it's gonna be great, but I'm going to miss my senior friends of this year. It bums me out just thinking about next year without them...


So anyways, today was chaotic, but fun. Almost hit a bus, almost had a bus hit me...yeah that...let's not get into that haha.


Ummm...me and my friend are in an arguement, but if you knew where I was coming from you'd understand why I am as mad as I am.


I don't know about you, but when a friend who doesn't talk to you for a week unless you are with another group of people or as long as it's not just you and them...and then out of the blue ask you to come to a BBQ...it's odd.


She invited me and I asked her why is she all of the sudden inviting me, and that we never talk to each other outside of school and even then we don't talk unless we have too...and that I feel like she feels obligaited to talk and invite me to this thing...


Then she was like, "Well I'm sorry you feel that way, but you know I'm not like that and I am your friend and I would like it if you came, but if you don't want to then don't come. Your choice."


To me that's just like a slap in the face. I do not like people who say "I'm sorry you feel that way" unless it's like your boss at work then fine, but when its a friend it's kinda harsh. It's like them saying "I'm sorry, I don't want to deal with this, but I guess I have to." What a lame apology!


And saying "if you don't wanna come then don't." I was like okay what the heck man, if you're my friend then why didn't you just leave it at "I really would like it if you came." At least then it would seem like you don't feel obligaited to invite me.


I don't know, maybe you think I'm overreacting...however to me the way she explained things really made it seem like she could careless, so I just didn't go and hung out with some others who didn't go either.


However my other friends who went said, "I was being dumb and should just get over it and go."


I don't think it's fair to me though, oh well it passed so might as well live with it, besides I had fun with the other people.


Sorry for the long post and rant, I just have to get it out of my system.


Love ya!


-Effie-


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