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Monday, March 29, 2004


   Just thinking about things...
You know, life is a funny thing. There are so many people who start fights that are so... pointless. I don't think that the reasons most kill others for justify taking a life. If you kill, there's someone who will grieve over that soul, friend, lover, family, or even a stranger. In this way, humans are creating themselves a world full of tears. And the pain is felt greatest by those who are left behind, and sometimes even by those who caused the death and destruction. They can become apathetic, or blame themselves. They end up living a life where they can't see the innocence within themselves, or the strength. Then they're breathing, but they're not really living. And if you give up on living, even for just a day, there's a high chance that you'll miss something important. I've missed a lot of chances that way. I didn't care about people either. But I do now, and it rather painful to think I didn't at one time. I looked down on everybody. But now I see that my friends are really some of the strongest people there are, and I was wrong to look down on them. I'm the one that should have been looked upon with that much disdain, since I was such an arrogant, antisocial... well, jerk really. ^-^ Even now I can get into that sort of mode, and I feel so badly afterwards. I'm really trying to change though, and I am. It used to be I didn't care if there was conflict at all, now I'll face it if I have to, but I prefer to avoid it. I'm really just tired of only thinking about myself. I'd like to be able to help other people now, to make up for what I used to be. Sounds stupid, I know, but that's what I've been thinking about. Well, I shall go to think yet some more. Goodnight you guys. Love you all.
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