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Thursday, January 3, 2008
 happy new years brothers, and sisters!
hi there =3 happy new year my brothers and sister *hugs really tight* i hope your days are going better than mine lol
anywho! welcome to 2008! *giggles and kisses all your cheeks* X3 nyaa |
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
 waaahaaah!!!!
today was the worst day of my life! *cries* i found out, everyone in my family already knows i'm gay, because of the things i say, and do... craap!! oh and, i have a crush on my step-brother, he knows because of an email i sent him... and his mother knows... so... i'm screwed... i wanna die, i wanna die I WAANAA DIIIIE!!! *cries harder* |
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Monday, December 17, 2007
 Gaia help!!!!!! PLEASE!!!
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
God's CHRISTmas story!! READ IT!!
Ho Ho Ho ya'll!!! lol
well i hope you guys are having a good Pre-CHRISTmas couple of weeks! lol i know mine going well!
well hay!! here's a little story for my fellow Christians who like Santa as well! this is no chain letter, nor am i going to say "post in 2 minues or else!" this is just a little story from me to you, wrote just for you. and remember my friends! Jesus is the Reason for the Season!!!
The Christmas story... God's way.
The night was a cold one, as every night is around this time of year. as I moved along through the cold night air i felt a chill run down my spine. As i was pulling up my warm red coat i saw a bright light in the horizen, the sky was cloudy and dark, but that single star shone through all the blackness. Curiosity got the best of me, so I started towards where the light seemed to be pointing me. As I got closer, I saw an old city, and right in the middle was a small stable. The light from the star grew brighter, and pointed towards the tiny barn. i'd never seen anything like this, so i stopped my little red sleigh and got out. slowly i walked to where the star was leading me, as i came closer i saw some people standing outside, so i moved into the shadows, of the buildings bracing myself from the bitter cold. the people's voices were a tiny whisper, but i could make out a few words. "A baby?" i said to myself, eavesdropping on the figures only a few feet away from my position. as i snuck closer i saw movient in the corner of my eye, turning to see who might be there, a group of 3 men wearing wonderful silk clothes, with gold and silver crowns on their seemingly tired heads. these 3 people were kings! "why would kings like this be out in this minature city?" i grew closer to the barn, and the star was directly above my head, i looked into a little window, setting my bag down in the dirt, to see who was causing the comotion. in the straw, my eyes come upon a mother, holding a tiny babe. the baby didn't cry, nor did he seem like a normal child, there seemed to be an air of stillness surrounding the entire town. i drew in a breath and before i could even exhail, the woman turned to me and said "please, come in santa" her voice so calm and clear, even after giving birth. Looking down on this scene, the mother and her perfect babe, tears welled up in my eyes. i knelt down next to them, and began to weep "Who is this child?" i said to the woman between sobs. she set s hand on my shoulder smiling, "This is the Son of God, sent to earth as a little babe" her words brought me both happiness, and suprise, was i really in the presents of God's Son? i could feel it inside me, I was. "what is His name?" i asked her "His name, is Jesus" she replied calmly.. "Jesus..." i turned to where i had set my bag, and took it into my arms. i brought ot over to the woman and her child. i reached into my pack and pulled out a fragile trinket. it was a little glass ball, with the beautiful image of a star painted on it by hand. "here, take this" i told the woman, who took it from me with a look of pure awe on her sleepy face. "But santa, this is your last gift" she said noticing my bag was more or less empty. "Yes, it is, and it's the most precious thing i have, i want Him to have it." "oh thank you Santa. she managed to say, with a tear in her eyes "how can i repay you?" As she spoke i wiped the tear with my gloved hand, "If i may, just give my thanks" i stood up and walked to where she had laid him, in an old manger, i knelt down next to him, the night was silent, no words, no noise, just peace. i whispered to the tiny babe "Thank you, for sending your Son, Father God. thank you."
~~that's my story folks, and i'm sticking to it. May God bless you, not only his Christmas season, but all year 'round. do what you want with this story, I wrote it in hopes people would read it, and connect God back with the christmas spirit. thank you for taking your time to read my futile attempt at writing~~ |
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Friday, December 14, 2007
 i'm 18% obsessed with my looks
Hair
[ ] straightener
[ ] curling iron
[ ] mousse
[ ] hairspray
[ ] gel
[ ] other sprays
[ ] bobby pins
[x] round barrel brush
[ ] blow dryer
[x] mirror
[ ] you have dyed your hair
[ ] you have or had highlights
Total: 2
Eyes
[ ] black eyeliner
[ ] other color eyeliner
[ ] eye shadow
[ ] mascara
[ ] fake eyelashes
[ ] eyelash curler
[ ] eye shimmer
[ ] colored contacts
[ ] stunna shades
[ ]eye makeup remover
Total so far: 2
Lips/Teeth
[x] clear lip gloss
[x] red or pink gloss
[ ] lip stick
[x] chapstick
[ ] lip plumper
[ ] electric toothbrush
[ ] teeth whitener
[] lip liner
[ ] more than 15 lipglosses
[x] toothpaste
Total so far: 6
Complexion/Overall face
[ ] blush
[ ] moisturizer
[x] face wash
[ ] bronzer
[ ] makeup remover
[ ] face wipes
[ ] powder
[ ]cover up
Total so far: 7
Nails
[ ] nail polish
[ ] filer
[x] nail clipper
[ ] nail buffer
[ ] cuticle remover
[ ] nail hardener
[ ] nail brush
[ ] Fake nails
[x] nail scissors
Total so far: 9
Overall Total: 9
Now, add your score and multiply it by 2.
Then, repost as “I am __% obsessed with my looks |
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
ok eke stay
heheh ok i'll stay ^_^' thanx guys *hugs*
and for makin me feel better here's a piccy lol... not a very good one... bu i tried heheh
there ya goes X3 heheh *hugs again* |
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
a soldiers CHRISTmas poem
A New Christmas Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT!
SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,
AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.
THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,
BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.
I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,
ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.
THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY.
THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,
"SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;
I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,
MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."
THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,
I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.
I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL
AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.
I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,
THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.
THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,
WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."
ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,
AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.
"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,
AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."
This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his request. I think it is reasonable.
PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon and some credit is due to our U. S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed. |
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
again
again... i'm sooooo sorry i'm never on *cries* maybe i should delete my site... *cries hard*
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Thursday, November 29, 2007
 goin to gvatlenburg
i am goin to gatlenburg tomorrow at 6pm my time X3 heheh yay! or in germany ^_~ 18o' clock ^_^' eheh
anywho... i'll be there for the weekend so i may not be on much T~T i srry *huggles* but i try to answer pms, so if u wanna talk i'm sorry i don't visit anymore... it makes me sick that i don't... but... eeh! *cries* ...srry T~T *hugs*
well... c ya later bois and gurls... and boys and girls ^_^ eheh there
s a difference X3 ja! |
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
srry guys
i'm sorry guys T~T i haven't been on in so long... i haven't visited in so long... do you guys forgive me? i've jus been so busy with all kinds of crap *hugs* *sniffles* i sorry guys
*for ex girls, who hurt me, online and in life*
I loved you, you loved me
sometimes i wished it was still "we"
you broke my heart, now i'm gay
i knew one day, that some people would pay
i'm not that good with either side
but still, the bois i'd love to ride
i wish i could say, how i feel
but my breath from my heart, you would steal |
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