Thursday, February 23, 2006

hey! just finished my warmup for info tech. lol. twas easy. well, at the doctors yesterday they said they still can't figure out what is wrong, but they gave possibilities as to what it could be. so now i have to go back into surgery to get that figured out. my surgery will be on March 7th (tuesday) and it is at 5 pm (*cries* gonna be sooooo hungrey that day!!!). so that's really all the information i have on anything. we are gonna start a project soon in math, and yeah, i think that's really all the interesting stuff. well i better go before the teach gets back, soooo, byes! i'll try to visit you guys later. okies, byes again!

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

i'm sorry about the other day, and thanks for the comments on that post. i was just feeling really frustrated that day. but i'm better now. thanks again! we saw the Lion King musical yesterday night and it was awesome! we didn't get home til about 11 tho. but i got the cd of the preformance songs,but i haven't listened to it yet. gonna soon today. well, i have another knee appointment today at 3:30..AH! the bell! byes!

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Monday, February 20, 2006

venting...ignore me if you want.

i feel like all my friendships are going down the drain. at least with the friends that i have known the longest. like Eula-san...i haven't heard from her in a really long time and she hasn't been on myO for a while, only on xanga now, and has a whole lot of friends where she lives, and now i feel like i am too boring to be around compared to those ppl. i was thinking about this last night a lot. how i can never hold a conversation with a guy because i get way too nervous just saying hi, and how i envy eula for being able to talk to guys so easily. even my friend at my school who is just about as shy as me, is starting to be able to talk to so many different ppl, including guys, quite easily. it just makes me so frustrated that if i lose these friends, i will have quite a hard time finding new ones cuz of my pathetic personality. i'm not outgoing at all, and i have a nervous breakdown just when asking someone at a store where to find something! i wish i could change, but by the way things are going, i doubt any change will be coming anytime soon. i shy away from any contact with anyone, even when walking in the hallways at school. it's like, if i accidentally bump into them, i will have to talk to them, or they will look at me and i will get even more nervous just walking to my next class. in otherwords, i'm a wreck. i know that i have an introverted personality but i wish i could change that at least a little bit. at least so i don't get so nervous when talking to someone i don't know very well. my mom says that that is just how i am, but they are trying to get me to talk to other ppl a little bit more. the only easy place there is to talk to ppl is here and with my friend, Eula-san, but even there, i am now not talking to her much cuz she is grounded from the comp and it is impossible to hold a conversation with her over the internet sometimes cuz she has so many friends she is talking to at the same time. so i am starting to feel a bit lost on the social side of things. and i just want some time alone at home, but my sister came home early today and i hate it when she does that on one of my days off. i was looking forward to another hour without anyone around, but instead, she comes home early and doesn't even say hi or anything. not that i said anything to her either, but she just walks up and looks at what i was looking at (shojobeat magazine...they had a recipe thingy for a boxed lunch) and doesn't say anything. i almost can't wait until she moves out of the house...just as long as she doesn't take the cat with her (her cat is terrified of her, but loves me...it's strange) well, any ideas on how to fix me? if you have any, they would be very appreciated. sorry for all the venting. i'm going now. bye.

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Friday, February 17, 2006

no school for me today! and i just got up almost a 1/2 hour ago (got up at about 9:30 ish). so my brain is still waking up. my muscles hurt a lot today from shoveling that really heavy slush yesterday. i had known that i had pulled a muscle in my arm, just didn't know that my back would be this sore now. lol. well. i better go. i haven't had breakfast yet and so i better go get that soon. byes!

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

well. it is actually cold out today. we got snow, rain, and whatever else last night and throughout today. so it was really hard to shovel the driveway and sidewalks cuz it was slushy. but hey, i dont' have school for 4 days now!! (midwinter break) and tomorrow i am gonna make some japanese food for dinner for my family. hopefully it will turn out well. sorry, i just think that pic is cool lookin. i think he is from mythical detective loki ragnarok. pretty sure about that. lol. i think this one is as well. okies, i'll stop with the pictures. i'm just bored right now. i want to go do something, but it is too cold out for me right now (hard to breathe in the cold after a while). well, i guess i will go now. hehheh...ok, byes!

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

hey! i hope that everyone had a great day yesterday! ^^ (said that yesterday. lol) no pic today cuz i'm at school, and so i just was dropping by. not much going on here right now. working on a project right now. so i better go. just saying hi! class almost over, i'll visit later. byes!

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!! i hope you like the pic! ^^ and i do hope that everyone had/am having a great vday right now! i didn't get anything from any boys and i didn't succeed in telling that one boy that i have a crush on him (mainly cuz i don't know if this one girl is his gf or if he was just walking with her from/to class yesterday. but i did get a white rose from my friend (she passed some out last year as well) and some cards from other ppl as well as some candy. ^^ welp, the MRI went pretty well last night. it was about 45 minutes behind so i got in there at about 8:45pm and didnt' get out til about 9:30 or a little bit later than that, so needless to say, i was tired when i got home (partially cuz all the adrenaline from the MRI had left me finally). that thing makes such loud noises!! i didn't mind that it was a small space, but the noises and movement that made me nervous. lol. but, all in all it went well. okies i better go now!! (btw, i think it was Outlaw Melfina that made the comment...that i have been on here for a while but i haven't gotten many visits. i think that is partially cuz it doesn't seem to record all of them. so i think i have a lot more than taht, just that's all that actually show up. heheh.) ok, g2g! byes! HAPPY V-DAY AGAIN!! ^______________________^

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Monday, February 13, 2006

1700 visits and a MRI

hey!! i just got to 1700 visits on here! thanks everyone!! (sorry for the huge pic, i just thought it was a cute one. lol) other than the wonderful 1700 visits, i have to go get an MRI tonight on my knee. they don't know what is wrong with it exactly so we have to go and get the MRI or go into surgery again. hopefully they can figure stuff out with this MRI. (just a random thing: i was just thinking about what the real name for a MRI is, and all of a sudden i just thought of a 'mind reading instrument' lol.) so i will be gone later to the hospital to get that done. the funny thing is that we just watched the Medium that we taped from last week yesterday, and it was about a MRI clinic. lol. but hey, i better go now. i had a headache earlier, finished my homework, and now i want to relax (partially cuz i don't want that headache back). okies then g2g! byes!

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

hi! the s&e fest went pretty well. i got back about 4 hours ago. i got a 1 on my solo (scale of 1-5, 1 being the best) so i qualify for states on that. then i got a 2 on both my duet and trio. so i got some medals for that! ^^ (1's and 2's get medals). and to Tohru (and whoever else is wondering), i play the clarinet. i started to play oboe in 5th grade but it was too expensive, so i switched to clarinet. i would like to learn how to play the alto sax for marching band if i decide to go into that for college. okies, well, i g2g. we are going to see a movie at 5 and maybe go to the book store b4/after it. byes then! THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS AND "GOOD LUCKS"!! ^^

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Friday, February 10, 2006

hey! the chamber concerts went pretty well last night! thanks for all the encouragement! ^^ i think i did pretty well on my solo and trio, but the duet could use a little more work. well, the actual S&E fest is tomorrow and i have to be there at 8 in the morning. but i only have to stay til about 10:30(ish)am. so that's good. i play my solo first, then i have my duet and trio after that. yeppers, i think that's really it. i'm in school right now and we have a free day in info tech so i am just updating and visiting ppl. not much else happening today. my sis is coming home, and we have to play our S&E stuff in class today to prepare for tomorrow. so i better go now. gonna go do something else. maybe play some games if i can get on to them. okies, byes all! *waves*

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