Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   *humming "Peter and the Wolf"*

yeah that song is stuck in my head. *points to title* but i did pretty well on the mile today!! *smile* i got 9:44, but we are not sure if that is correct. *sweatdrop* my friend (who is a faster runner) was ahead of me the whole time, but she ran another lap after i did, so either i missed one lap or she ran an extra one. i think that she ran an extra one tho. but oh well. i shortened my time for the mile!! *big smile* i almost have that pic done, i just have to put it on actual paper(used the back of a notebook) and then find a way to scan it. heh. well. i gotta go. i have a german project due tomorrow that i haven't even started one part to it. i have to film it, edit it, and put it on a DVD. and then i have to re write the essay. *sweatdrop* *waves*

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   huh..........

well. i run the mile tomorrow. heh...and we played water polo today. that was fun. yeah. i had to tell my friend at school what happened to Nick(Rath) because she all of a sudden asked how he was doing. (she has a site on here, just can never get on.) so i had to tell her that. i have been drawing a pic tho to put on here once my stupid scanner starts to work again. but yeah....i have pretty much shut down my mind on thinking about what would have been had Nick stayed alive and stuff...it's too sad and i don't really want to think about it. so i was able to tell her easily because of that. my mind isn't thinking anymore. seriously. all i think about is what is happening at the present time. no future/past thinking. so yeah. that was my day. i think that that was our last swim day today. dunno tho. have to ask. uhh.....uh-huh....wow...i'm bored. and i have to do science book work stuff and math puzzles today. oh...and my stupid german project...dangit....ok. better get working!! *sweatdrop* *waves*

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Monday, March 21, 2005

hey there

well i made it through a day at school without breaking down. tho at lunch they played that song...um...what's it called? this is part of it: She's gone to heaven so i've got to be good, so i can see my baby when i leave this world. that song...dunno the name. but it made me think of nick. (just replace the 'she' with 'he' in the song) i was thinking of leaving the cafeteria until it ended, but decided not to. but now i hate that song. so yeah. we had fitness testing today in gym. we had to do sit-ups and sit and reach (muscular endurance and flexibility). i did amazingly well on the sit-ups today. we do them for 60 seconds and for an A+ we need to get 56 at least. i got 56 exactly the first time, then tried again just for the heck of it and got 66! i only got around 36 at the beginning of the semester! O.O i also got an A+ on the flexibility(me, the least flexible of all). so yeah. that was exciting. maybe i will get a good time on running the mile on wednesday! i got over 11 minutes the first time, but i think(hope) i will do better this time. we have to get a 7:45 min mile for an A. *grimace* well, i better go now...homework...blah... *waves*

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Here's to Nick Raisy.

Beloved! amid the earnest woes That crowd around my earthly path- (Drear path, alas! where grows Not even one lonely rose)- My soul at least a solace hath In dreams of thee, and therein knows An Eden of bland repose. And thus thy memory is to me Like some enchanted far-off isle In some tumultuous sea- Some ocean throbbing far and free With storms–but where meanwhile Serenest skies continually Just o'er that one bright island smile. i hope that that was appropriate. it is the beginning to what he said before. here is what he said before for those of you who didn't visit his site: Thou wouldst be loved?–then let thy heart From its present pathway part not! Being everything which now thou art, Be nothing which thou art not. So with the world thy gentle ways, Thy grace, thy more than beauty, Shall be an endless theme of praise, And love–a simple duty. Please Remember Nick Raisy (Rath Demondude).

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   .....

felt better today. still extremely sad tho. almost started crying today in church, tho i didn't let anyone see that. i just got everything off of Rath's site, and i mean EVERYTHING! i copied all of it just to remember him. i miss him so much already. i hope i meet him in heaven one day. i will also go visit his grave the moment i get. i will probably be going to sault saint marie, michigan in the summer some time, so i will visit then. well i better go before i start crying. *waves*

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   starting to feel better

it's night now. about 8:30 ish. feeling a bit better now. but still have a lump in my throat, but i have just shut my mind off for most of the day, so my parents kept asking what was wrong(they never knew that i was still talking to nick. they didn't really like me talking to someone on the internet that they didn't know), but i haven't told them yet. but yeah. i am starting to get over it. a bit at a time huh? i can comfort myself by thinking that he died happy with someone to love him til the end. thanks for visiting his site everyone. and thanks for visiting mine too. thanks. i might stay away from here for just a little while, but i'm not sure. just whenever i am on here it reminds me of nick(rath), so yeah....might be back tomorrow, or the next day, or whenever. see ya when i see ya *waves*

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no more Rath Demondude

hey. just woke up. so not much happening yet. just as the title says, Rath Demondude (nick raisy) passed away on wednesday at 9:50 pm. if you go to his site, it will give you all info on that. i just don't want to say much about it. it's too hard. i'm still holding back tears. well. i better go. i haven't had breakfast yet. but do me a favor and visit Rath Demondude 's site. i know he would like that. *waves*

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Friday, March 18, 2005

   CAKE!!

we got to have cake today in band, so now we have succesfully completed a complete week without practicing!!! YAY! the cake was really good! and we also had ice cream. i think my friend and i were scaring people in my 5th hour class (right before band). lol. so yep.. that was my day, and i am not sure if i am going to my grandma's tonight so i may or may not visit. sorry once again! i'm so bad at visiting!! *sweatdrop* *waves and poofs*

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

not expecting any visits today.

writing this so late that i would be surprised if i got any visits. but oh well. HAPPY ST PATTY'S DAY!!! BETTER HAVE WORN GREEN TODAY!! lol. i did. well i have some math and english homework to finish. better go do that now. *waves and poofs* VISIT RATH!!! *points to previous post*

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   RATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VISIT Rath Demondude's site right now!!!!!! he finally updated!!! GO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *holds sword* heheheheheh..

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