Wednesday, April 19, 2006

hey there again! i don't think i will be updating tomorrow cuz i will be too busy. still have to finish packing and we are starting a project in this class tomorrow. lol. well not much is going on here. just thought i would update just to let you know that i am still alive. ^^ we are going outside for band today. i have that last hour so it should be pretty warm out by then. supposed to get in the low 70s. yeah. i think that's really all the interesting news. my sis is chaperoning for the DC trip in stead of my mom (did i say that already?). so i think that will be fun. okies i better go now. playing some games on the comp right now! lol. fun!! ^^ byes!

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Monday, April 17, 2006

hey there y'all! lol. in school again...grrs...alarm clocks are evil! lol. i'm leaving for washington DC on Thursday so i won't be updating until monday when i go. (we get back monday) so yep. me gonna miss u all for that time. T_T got that project done luckily. i just have to turn it in after lunch now. so that will be out of the way and maybe we will be finished with To Kill A Mockingbird. maybe. ya never know with my teacher.lol. so i think that's all. i had an easter egg hunt yesterday. it was fun. my parents tried to hide them in hard places but i only needed help for one of them. i got over $30 for that too! they put their change in the eggs, so that's awesome. me is $30 richer now!!! lol. okies i think that's really all for the day. i'll visit if i don't have too much else to do tonight...i don't like the school comps...not all the pics show up so if you talk about putting pictures up, i can't see them on here. anyways, i bet that confused ya. okies then byes!!

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Friday, April 14, 2006

well well well. today i'm not sneaking on during class cuz i had no class today! we're off because of Good Friday. but i still couldn't sleep in too long cuz i had to get an ultrasound. they were checking to see if they could figure out what is wrong with me. (i'll spare the details of the appointment. lol. not something i should broadcast over the internet) i think they found something in the area of my appendix, so it might be that. we are waiting to get a call back from my doctor if they call the ultrasound place to find out the results (they're gonna mail them too, but we need to find out soon cuz of the washington trip next week). i really hope this doesn't interfere with going to Washington DC on thursday. i guess my body just decided to be difficult and made this happen now. lol. so if anything does actually happen, i'll try to let you guys know afterwards, or if i have time, before so you don't wonder too much as to where i went. lol. yeah. i have a 140 point project due monday, and so i really have to work on that, so i can't really visit much today. i need to get this project done as soon as possible so that i can be free if i have to go to the hospital for any reason (if it is my appendix that is). so yep i better go!! homework, homework, homework! grr. lol. byes! [EDIT: my mom just called and said that the results from the ultrasound were normal!! *whew!* so i'm fine then. unless anything else happens. lol. okies then cya!]

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hey there! not much going on today either. i have a sudden doctors appointment today that we scheduled yesterday. we don't know if i have something wrong with my appendix or not, so we are getting it checked out. so yeah. i get to get out of school early tho!! so it's all good for me!!! ^^ well i think we are about to start class soon so i better go now. lol. (OMG!! someone just messed up a computer really bad. filled up the screen with a bunch of files that could make the comp not work. hopefully it works out fine!!! lol) oh i better go now. so cya all later (another boring post. lol. maybe i will have something more interesting soon. hehehe.) byes then!!

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Monday, April 10, 2006

hey! i haven't been able to get ahold of that boy i was talking about in the last post yet. i tried to talk to him on AIM (the only way i have to get ahold of him), but he wouldn't answer back. so hopefully my friend could talk to him. well...back to updating while in school. i don't think that there will be as long of a post as there was on thursday for a while. so you don'thave to worry about that. the alarm clock really surprised me this morning. i wanted to kill it. but luckily we only have a four day week this week. so i still get another day off. lol. ok i better get going now saying as that is about as much as i have to say. lol. byes then!! ^^

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

  

hey people. i warn you about this post : there are messed up relationship problems in it. so you don't have to read it, but i would like some help with this. thnx. well...on to the part i warned u about. i was recently up at Eula's place (as mentioned in last post), and one of her friends (a guy named Talen) told me that he really liked me. so we hung out a lot the next day. i'm still not sure how i feel about him though, and i really don't think i am ready for a relationship of that level. and plus we live about two hours away from each other. i thought i had some feelings for him, but it was just that i felt safe around him, like he was a brother instead of a boyfriend i think. so it really scared me when he started to pay that much attention to me in that manner, but i have this extremely annoying habit of going along with stuff without realizing it until it is too late. grr. so basically i just went along with it that whole time, but now i have to find some way of telling him this, but all i can do is tell him over the internet. so this kinda sucks. he really, and i mean really likes me, but i just don't have that kind of feeling towards him...at least not yet and the next time i will be able to see him in person will probably be not for another month at least. so yeah. i also just realized how much of a habit it is for me to say "love ya too" back to someone who says that they love me. (i.e. my mom says that a lot, and i just repeat it back without really noticing) added on to all of this, my dad's side of the family is coming on sunday, and the last time i saw them was at a wedding and my cousin was kinda freaking me out by hugging me a lot and i think looking down into my dress (halter top dress that was really low cut). so, that isn't really helping now either. but back to the other stuff. just one more thing i have to say before i let you guys go : i also am not allowed to date until i am sixteen, which won't be until summer, and i think growing up with that always on my mind when i think about a guy has engrained (sp?) it into me not to date until i am 16, which makes this relationship even more complecated. i just wish he would get online so i can get this over with. grr. i really don't want to hurt his feelings but i feel that if i delay any longer, i will be hurting him even more by deciet and lying to him. so this is a really tough time for me. cuz he even got me a present! a tiger plush that i thought was so adorable and i hugged him to thank him because i thought that was the best thing to do, but now look how it has turned out...i just hope that this doesn't carry on with other relationships. oh one more thing!! (sry bout the long post of nothing but crap) i have liked this guy at my school since i was in elementary school (no joke) and i still like him, just i'm not really sure how much. and so i felt really bad about Talen admitting all this stuff, and i still have my mind on a different guy. ahhh...i'm a mess now aren't i? never had a relationship like a bf/gf relationship, and the first one i get, lasts for about a day and a half and i mess it up. lol. well i better go now cuz i'm probably boring you guys. sry about that. just comment if you can on this, and try to help out cuz as you can tell, i need it. thanks. byes! (i think this is the longest post i have had in a while. sry about that again)

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

hey! sry i havn't updated in a while! i was over at my friend's house and i tried to update, but her comp was being stupid. lol. but other than that i had a great time at her house. we decided to do something crazy. we went air mattress boating down the river!! it was freezing of course (it had rained, hailed, and snowed that day), but we still did it! lol. i think that was one of the most exciting things i have done in quite a while. the air mattress i was on with my friend was slowly loosing air so we had to keep adjusting our weight so we wouldn't sink or flip. lol. but it was still really fun. we should have gotten pictures, but we didnt' want the camera to get wet. ^_^' well, i better get going now. have some stuff to do today, but not much. gonna go watch some anime or read...or both. so yep. byes!!

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Friday, March 31, 2006

sorry if you were confused by my last post. i was in a hurry to type stuff. well...today is a free day so i will probably be playing some games or something if it will let me. (stupid school computers blocked just about everything)...yeah. i think that'sreally it. boring post again now huh? maybe something more interesting will happen during spring break (starts today after school!! YAY!!). ok, i'll go now. lol. byes!

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

HEY!!! one more day until spring break for me! it is supposed to be in the 60's today and i have to work on some homework tonight so i prob won't be on much tonight. sry!! ^^' in class right now so i think that's all i can say. hopefully i can go biking again tonight. haven't for a while. heheh...i think i should start paying attention to the teach now so yeah....gotta go now!! (boring post) lol. byes!

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

YAY!! got to go on that bike ride last night. we were freezing by the time we got back tho. lol. we went on a bike trail and saw a bunny (just barely!! it was really camoflaged where it was and saying how dark it was out). it was soooo kawaii!!! i think it was just a little baby. it just stopped moving and looked at us and then went away. lol. ^^ so all in all, it was a fun bike ride. hope to go on another one today if it isn't raining when i get out of school. yeah i think that's really all the interesting news. it seems that Eula has deleted The Guild so no more Guild. ummm...other than that...i'm still in class so i better go!! byes!

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