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0002-07-02
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wishing i was in japan again
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2003-09-24
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got accepted into the freshman seminar abroad i was hoping for!!!
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elementary school
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anime:Fruits Basket, La Corda D'Oro. Manga:HanaKimi, Death Note
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graduate from college
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reading and listening to music
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learning languages....and science
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Friday, February 3, 2006
| ever feel trapped by the world around you? like your whole life is being planned without your consent. that you are forever going to be stuck doing a 9-5 job or going to school? or just that you want to break free of you body or your family for a while? well, that's me right now. i feel trapped by the life i have been stuck with and everything is being ruled by someone else that is not myself. i hate this feeling. it usually comes around this time of year when we have to plan our next year of school. then i have to take into account what the grad requirements are and what the application requirements are for college. it sucks. and i feel so trapped that i just want to free myself somehow, anyhow, just to get out of this life for even a moment or a day. just to get a break from the 9-5 (or 6-3 in my case) job/school and from this whole, "You have to get a good paying office job to earn a living and support yourself" kind of attitude this whole country has. i want to travel, but can't because i don't have any time, don't have a drivers liscense, and my family doesn't work well together for that length of time. *sighs* i just wish that things would change in that aspect of life. well. as you can see, i'm somewhat depressed right now. i just hate thinking about my life in the future right now. i can just see my life ahead of me, and it isn't very exciting. well. thanks to all who read this. i just had to get that off. sorry for all the ranting about life. bye. |
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