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Monday, May 8, 2006
 | well, i'm back. and i still have a sore throat. i'm noticing it more right now so it is getting annoying. oh well. i'll deal with it. heheh.
just a random question: do any of you guys always go along with what other people say? or, do you always worry that people are judging your every move? well...that's me. i hate the latter part. i think i got that from my mom. i wish i didn't care so much about what other people think of me, but i do. so i can never really be myself around people...except on here. lol. only because you don't have to actually see me. heheh. but yeah. i have no will of my own and i just go along with stuff to please people. i hate having people be mad with me or there being tension between us, so i just go along with whatever they say. it's quite exhausting really. maybe that's why i have no energy once i get home...i've been putting up a front all day and i just can't do it anymore once i get home. grr. i hate that part of myself. i keep trying to stop that, but no matter what i do, i am still the same. ... it bugs me...i'll stop now.
also...i kinda promised myself that if i was accepted to go to Japan, i would tell that boy that i like him. i felt like just randomly walking up to him and telling him, but i couldn't figure out how i could do that without it seeming completely idiotic/stupid. (help?!) (>_<)
ok. i think that's all the ranting/randomness for today. ja mata! |
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