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Monday, August 14, 2006

sad
my heart and soul r bleeding now.
i know i'm smiling like nothings the matter.
you can ask if im ok and i'll say nothing.
but theres so many things eating my soul.
my heart bleeds because of the seperation.
im slowly dying within.
i never cried until now.
im just waiting for my death.
im no longer worthy of anyones time.
i can't take my life because i promised him i wouldn't.
so i'll wait for my killer.
the abuse finally shows through my eyes.
the only thing in my eyes is fear, pain, suffering and hate.
im sitting here with a razorblade but im not gonna use it.
i keep my promises.
but i so badly want to end it.
im tired of trying, smiling, and pretending.
and he doesn't seem to see im about to break.
hes the only one thats ever cared.
or maybe.
he is just trying to see if i still need him.
well i do need you.
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