Thursday, September 30, 2004

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Oh dear... I am so tired!! Sorry I havent been on at all this week.. let me tell you why....

Monday: boring, ummm... nothing really exciting.. so, therefore, no excuse for not being on.. I was just being lazy..

Tuesday: Morning was great! Then, I started getting a tad p.o.ed at Akito for reasons you probably dont want to hear about.. After school, started layout for the newspaper... our first one this year and i was there until 8:45.. it took FOREVER!! but theres more...

Wednesday: Morning, kinda sucky.. Lunch, okay but then I got a bit ticked again.. I told my friend andrew about my Akito thing and he helped me out a lot... so, umm... then, andrew decided he should take it into his own hands to talk to Akito... gotta love him for caring so much about me that he doesnt want to see me hurt at all.. THEN... Akito was all upset and stuff and I tried to explain it to him.. he ummm.. well, he didnt quite understand what I was saying... Believe me, I have tried to explain these things more than once... but, I love him anyways! We went for a walk around the school, and he just got more upset.. then he (this was the ONE thing that really made me mad.. the ONLY thing that made me mad about our conversation) told me I was acting like our "friend" Tiffany!! Okay, I dont think I told you all the tiffany story.. She told us she felt left out, yet she blamed it on me, when she doesnt include herself and it doesnt even really have anything to do with me.. she used me, lied to me, and treated me worse than you would treat your worst enemy.. and she called herself my friend... she is munipulative and devicive, and my boyfriend, of all people, told me I was acting like her!! So, as you can see... I was a bit ticked off... I went to try to find andrew, but he wasnt in his dads room, so I assume he had left.. So, I wandered around for about half an hour, then decided to sit down and watch Akito's soccer practice.. I sat there for a hour and a half, just thinking... I was all set to tell him my honest feelings and everything.. I appologized and then he, of course, told me it was all in the past and not to worry about it... that he would try harder.. So, it worked out alright.. except that didnt exactly rid me of my feelings, but if he thinks thats best, so be it... THEN I had more layout to do and I stayed until about 7:30...

Thursday (today): Things were wonderful with Akito.. he really did take it to heart and made it better.. I suppose I should tell him that though, instead of you guys!! Anyways, I finished up the layout with my editor-in-chief.. It was great!! She is such a wonderful person and she told me I am a mini her.. Thats really cool cause I look up to her.. We had so much fun though!! Then I came home about 6:45 and that brings us to here...

Anyways, sorry that was so long.. I was making up for all the days I didnt post ^_^ Hope you're all enjoying your nights!! Sleep well!!

Hikaru
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