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Saturday, February 5, 2005

... Am I an Idiot?
This past week it has once again become painfully clear that I am completely and utterly USELESS when it comes to communicating with people...

I don't know how to handle basic conversations.
I often feel alone, even when I'm surrounded by people. I make friends easily, but I don't know how to keep them... I simply don't know what to say to them, so I sometimes come off as being rude. A bitch, even.

Soetimes I think of how awesome I'd be to have a boyfriend.
...I wouldn't even know what to do even if someone asked.
I think I'm at that point where I wouldn't be shure if the guy's offer was authentic... I'm too used to people kidding around... asking as a joke.

What the hell? I'm not even shure what I'm writing here... I'm leaving a lot of stuff out...
And I can't properly explain what I am feeling...

Bleh.
I give up.

...Nevermind

I put up a new song...

Partly because this little Valentines theme of mine is making me naucious... (^~D)

Whenever I'm REALLY depressed, this song's chorus pops into my head... I've only ever seen the video once, and that covers my previous exposure to it.

But here you go anyway.
"I Stand Alone" by Godsmack.

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