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Sunday, January 21, 2007

Hi
Time: 11:43pm

Hi, I'm getting rid of the 'you comment I comment rule'. In fact, I think I might just stop commenting all together.

Why? Well most of my friends on here are venting whenever they comment and all I can say is sorry, because I can't very well say I know how they feel, because that would be lying. And those who I have said that to most likely find it annoying. (I know I do).

I find myself saying I'm sorry a whole lot lately. I feel like I can't do anything right (don'tcha just hate that? >.<) Especially after I chomp my friends' heads off. I feel so bad about it afterward. I apoliqize to them all the time and they most likely find it absoulutly totally annoying.

I think most of my friends think I'm annoying because of that and that I get really sad for long periods of time over the stupidest little things.

For example, I got so sad and depressed after my mom mentioned the prospect of my family moving to the east coast in 6 months. What's worse is that she decided to mention it while I had two of my friends over and I ended up venting to them about it. After I vented to them I felt kind of bad afterward (mostly guilty) because I felt EXTREMELY selfish (I don't want to go into the reasons why).

Alot of the time, my friends are telling me. 'Your not emo! GET OVER IT!' or after I feel bad after something; 'For the millionth time, we forgive you!'

*sigh* I guess that's the meaning of 'tough love'.


Wow, this post was really long. Sorry I ended up venting to you guys. *covers mouth* Oh snap! *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!?@-The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja-@?!~

Time: 11:52pm
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