Time: 12:30 AM Listening to: Never Too Late - Three Days Grace Feeling: grateful
Still Holding Up
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I'm still at my grandparents'. This is basically where I'll be for the entire summer. lol. There are a lot of mosquitoes and other insects here. O__O I'm scared for my life.
My grandpa is going to Vietnam soon to sell land and bring money back here, and I want to be with him as much as possible. He won't tell me the day he is leaving. lol. You never know when he might leave unexpectedly. Then, I wouldn't have the chance to see him one last time.. for a long time. He is leaving for the rest of the summer, I think.
Unfortunately, there's only one computer here and my sister is an internet hog. >:( All she really does is watch shows on mtv.com. -_______-;
On a lighter note, the internet is super fast and the other thing was that I was able to make a new layout. ;D yipee. It's one of my better ones. The girl featured is Emma Roberts. I don't really like her, but I love the colours.
Ow, paaaiinnn.
Today, my cousin Vince invited me to go to the mall with him. It was a good idea at first, since I wanted to reserve a Harry Potter book so I'll be able to get a hold of it when it comes out. But then.. I woke up with sore muscles from swimming with my friends the other day. I had to say no because I couldn't move an inch without wincing in pain. :P Comments (3) |
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Monday, July 9, 2007
monday, july 9, 2007
Time: 7:35 PM Listening to: My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon - Fall Out Boy Feeling: depressed, as usual..
Friends
I figure my life isn't as bad as it seems, really. Although I have a small group of friends, they're the kind of friends that'll stick by you .. and that's all I could ever ask for. It's funny how people always want more. Will they ever reach enough?
I think my friends are the only people that keep my going. The ones that push me to my limits and are always there when I fail, and there when I succeed. And that scares me, not knowing they'll hold my hand through school anymore. I'm on my own now. It seems like .. nothing will ever be the same again. I sure miss them.
@ grandma's
It was a really hot weekend because my grandparents don't have air conditioning there. Luckily, they have several fans. I spent a lot of time on the computer, chugging lemonade and pigging out. lol.
kristen bell layout
Oh yeah.. I changed the layout. It took forever. lmao. But, it turned out nicely. I like the results. Easy on the eyes, no? Comments (5) |
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Friday, July 6, 2007
{ friday day, july 6, 2007
To The Moon and Back - Savage Garden
Time: 12:58 PM Listening to: The Hardest Part - Coldplay Feeling: lost and alone
{ *sigh*
How could you? You really broke my heart. How could you just leave without a single goodbye? How come you always walk right past me? .. leaving me wondering if you ever noticed me at all. If you ever cared about me at all. If you could ever love me in that way. Now, I can't go a day without thinking about you.
Well last night, I had a dream about him last night. We were at the graduation and he told me he loved me. It makes me angry that everytime he says something to me, I fall head over heels for him. I know if he asked me to do anything, I would. But, he doesn't know he has that much power over me. So .. while we were at our graduation in a banquet hall, he put his arms around me infront of everyone. Nothing ever felt so vivid or so real. I have never felt so much love. Sadly.. it was only a mere dream. That's the only place that he would ever do that. In. My. Dreams. I never wanted to wake up. I wanted to stay in that moment forever.
.. there's something in the back of my head saying he feels the same way about me. Maybe, for one moment in time, he did.
{ felicia's birthday
A couple of friends and I went to the movies to see 1408. I'm scared for life. @______@ Afterwards, we all walked around the mall and sat in the middle of the foodcourt (with no food, lol). But, the whole time, everyone was so awkward. We were all staring back and forth at eachother. When I caught eyes with someone, I'd look away and pray that the person didn't notice anything. lol. It's hard to reconnect with old friends. Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
{ tuesday, july 3, 2007
Time: 3:02 AM Listening to: Everything - Michael Buble Mood: tired -_______- zzZ
{ convo
Oh sweet jesus. If my dad finds me on the computer at this time, he'll burst with anger, lol. I'll try to make this fast and type quietly.
H. A. :
MAyleen plz will u tell me who u lyk i wont tell ANYONE ask felicia Me :
:S
lol, it feels good to be noticed. I eventually told him, since he has always been a trustworthy guy.
{ busy beeee
Whoa, I'm not going to be home a lot for the next couple of days. I'm going to be constantly going somewhere. I'll list them n_____n :
Tuesday: auntie's house downtown (must buy present for Felicia) circus sleepover
Wednesday: come home around 5PM Felicia's house >> sleepover
Thursday: Mall Movies with friends eat eat eat ;d
Friday: Amusement Park with friends? ( Need $140 to go and I don't have that much in my wallet ^__^;; )
Saturday: Grandparents house
I'll try to check in at my aunt's, felicia's, and at my grandparent's house. =)
Everything by Michael Buble
Good song. Nevermind the video.
Listening to: Selfish - Nikki Flores Mood: depressed ..
Wow, thank-you to those who keep coming back to read what I have to say. love you guys oh so much. <3 ;P Canada Day. Nothing special going on at my house today.. I really wanted to go see some fireworks or buy some like last year. :( [12:48AM] edit: Instead I'm in my room folding clothes.
{ Grad Night
I ws prepping for that night (June 27th) for at least a month. Unfortunately, I didn't look the way I wanted to. My dress and hair weren't co-operating that day, lol. I look really bad with curly hair. lmao. Although you might think 'it's just eighth grade grad' and that it's nothing big, it's VERY important to me. btw, the grad wasn't held in the school gym, it all happened in a hugeass banquet hall. I was completely wowwwweeedd.
I also didn't dance although I got asked by a few people. I said 'yes' to one guy. He was cute ;) but unfortunately, the song just had to end the second he put his arms around my waist. >.< ~! lol Whatever.. it's all over now. I sat down for the rest of the evening.
The guy that I've had a crush on since fourth grade just walked around the dance floor. I didn't have the guts to ask him for his phone number before he left. He doesn't have email either. :( That means the two of us won't see eachother ever again. I live far away from him btw. When my dad picked me up and arrived home, I just hopped onto my bed and cried. *sigh*-_________- Comments (3) |
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Friday, June 15, 2007
{ friday, june 15, 2007
Hello everyone! :) I'm happy to be back. Sorry for not visiting, I guess I've been caught up in the hype of my birthday and graduation. It must get boring to see that I always say sorry at the top of every post. lol. So now that it is the weekend, I guess I can slack a little bit on the computer. :) Visiting friends that are updated soon.
{ listen, yo
I believe it's called let me love you by Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu. I love it already. =) Give it a listen if you want to, it won't hurt.
so romantic<3
{ the birthday
Wow, it was hard to believe that it actually turned out good.
My homeroom class and I went to the movies to watch potc3 and afterwards, we all arrived at an Asian Buffet called Mandarin.
The movie was satisfactory. I didn't really enjoy it and fell asleep at some parts. Probably a one out of five stars. It failed to keep me interested.
But the dinner was amazing. I didn't eat any Asian cusine lol. I already have enough at home. The only things on my plate were pizza, fries and mashed potatoes. So north american. =) My friends and I also took a ton of pics. I can't go into much detail because my little brother is dying to use the computer. Bottom line: Best night of my life.
Whoa, so it's been awhile. So, I came back to pay a little visit but it seems like a lot of you guys were inactive. lol.
I put up a new layout to refresh the site. I'm awful at icons. >_<
It's the sixth version and I believe it's the best by far! It's neatly coded and easy to navigate which I love. It's not about being flashy.
{ 14th buurrfffday
brap brraappppppp. My class and I are going to the movies and a restaurant during the evening. We're all going to meet up together. I'm looking forward to it but that means I won't get to spend time at home with my family during this special day.
I've actually always hated birthdays. Simply because something always went wrong.
Let's hope my 14th try will be better.
btw, my birthday is on the 12th. & I bought a new laptop, I'll post a picture soon. But if you want to google it or whatever, it's: HP PAVILION DV9000<3
It's great because my little brother doesn't have to bother me to play games on the computer anymore. :D
Love,
May
[edit]
I think I might be taking on graphic requests. For friends only. :) Nothing big like layouts unless I have full control of what images are going to be on it. It wouldn't really be a request that way, lol.
Maybe small things like banners. No buttons or avatars because I suck at them.
lol. Yeah.. maybe. If anybody wants one - pm me please with what you want on the banner and don't forget to credit.
March Break is what's over. D; I cannot believe it went by so fast. I didn't do much over the week off. Tell me what you guys do though. ^o^
Zoey 101
This was probably the highlight of my march break - getting to see two of the stars of Zoey 101. I've included pictures. It took about three hours of waiting in line on foot to meet them for one minute.
8:00 - Wakey Wakey. 8:45 - Get in Line. 10:00 - The effing Line Finally Begins. 11:30 - Still Waiting. 11:40 - Meet Matthew and Victoria (Logan and Lola) for one minute even thought I waited for 3 hours on foot ! 12:00 - Breaker dancers, etc. 12:30 - Jordan Pruitt Arrives. 1:20 - Call Daddy to call a taxi for me ; )
Hover over for my thoughts & desc.
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as for the layout, this actress is rachel bilson. some people are just ridiculously beautiful. >;0 Comments (6) |
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Hosted!
downtown (must buy present for Felicia) 
Hello everyone! :) I'm happy to be back. Sorry for not visiting, I guess I've been caught up in the hype of my birthday and graduation. It must get boring to see that I always say sorry at the top of every post. lol. So now that it is the weekend, I guess I can slack a little bit on the computer. :)
![MY Long Awaited Autograph =]]](http://i173.photobucket.com/albums/w76/Mayyleenn/Zoey%20101/autograph.jpg)