Friday, July 6, 2007

{ friday day, july 6, 2007

To The Moon and Back - Savage Garden
Time: 12:58 PM
Listening to: The Hardest Part - Coldplay
Feeling: lost and alone

{ *sigh*

How could you? You really broke my heart. How could you just leave without a single goodbye? How come you always walk right past me? .. leaving me wondering if you ever noticed me at all. If you ever cared about me at all. If you could ever love me in that way. Now, I can't go a day without thinking about you.
Well last night, I had a dream about him last night. We were at the graduation and he told me he loved me. It makes me angry that everytime he says something to me, I fall head over heels for him. I know if he asked me to do anything, I would. But, he doesn't know he has that much power over me. So .. while we were at our graduation in a banquet hall, he put his arms around me infront of everyone. Nothing ever felt so vivid or so real. I have never felt so much love. Sadly.. it was only a mere dream. That's the only place that he would ever do that. In. My. Dreams. I never wanted to wake up. I wanted to stay in that moment forever.
.. there's something in the back of my head saying he feels the same way about me. Maybe, for one moment in time, he did.

{ felicia's birthday

A couple of friends and I went to the movies to see 1408. I'm scared for life. @______@ Afterwards, we all walked around the mall and sat in the middle of the foodcourt (with no food, lol). But, the whole time, everyone was so awkward. We were all staring back and forth at eachother. When I caught eyes with someone, I'd look away and pray that the person didn't notice anything. lol. It's hard to reconnect with old friends.
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