Tuesday, December 11, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 1.21 in the pm Mood: Annoyed Song: Proper Chrimbo - Bo Selecta I have a bit of a problem vis-a-vis Christmas music. I have about 4 songs I definately want on my site. I have found one and a bit. I found the one I'm listening to now, even if it is the version from the music video. At least it's the whole effin' song. The 'bit' of one I found was by The Darkness. I can't find the whole song. And the others... Well, I can't even find the others. I'm gonna connect my laptop to the internet later and upload my own Christmas Music. As it's all on there. Moving on. I'm sorry I anadoned you guys for 3 days. Well, it wasn't just you guys. It was the computer in general. I feel lots better now. I went home early from work on Saturday, and as soon as I got home I went to bed. And the best news is that I don't have to work again until Thursday, because Nat owes me shifts and so she's doing mine tonight and tomorrow. Wahey! I'm annoyed with my phone. Sexy as it may be, it keeps turning itself off. That is not cool. I'm gonna take the bloody thing back to the store I got it from and shove it up their arses. Oh yeah! I've suddenly remembered the reason why I actually came online and stuff!! I want to know, how many of you have a Playstation 2? *Everyone raises their hands except for a select few maybe*. How many of you have the game "Ty the Tasmanian Tiger"? *No one raises their hands*. That's brill XD No, I need help with it. In all the years that my sister has owned it (that's about 4 or 5 years...), neither of us have completed it. Then Ty the Tasmanian Tiger 2 came out, and I completed that within a couple of weeks. The first Ty was just too hard. Me and my sister have been playing it a lot recently, trying to complete it (that's probably why I haven't been online...). Do you know what thwarts us in our plans to complete it? Fluffy. That bloody great big mechanical ape, that I don't think is even an ape, just that woman thing from Ty the Tas Tiger 2 is hiding in it. I just CANNOT defeat it. Ok, I get past the first stage, which is setting fire to the damn thing. I do that, and then you have to do something else! But I just don't know what it is!! I remember the bird, Maurie (or was it Maurice... Or maybe it wasn't even him... It might've been the koala) said something about using the Flamerang and the Frostyrang on it. Ok, I used the Flamerang and set fire to the big fat ape. I use the Frostyrang after that... And nothing happens. Confusion. So if any of you have that game, and KNOW how to get past Fluffy, help would be appreciated. I'm gonna look on google, too. Might be of some use. My rant of the day is over. I need to scoot so I can find the answer to my game problem and do the washing up, and then return to the game. Toodloo!! Love&stuff ¢¾ Emmah ¢¾ xxxxxxxxxx I found a cheats website. It tells me to use the flamethroawers on Fluffy. I didn't even KNOW there were flamethrowers... The thing is, how am I supposed to throw my Flamerang through the flamethrowers whilst aiming at a bit of Fluffy I haven't burnt AND trying to not get hit by him all at the same time? I found some pretty awesome cheats though. For other things. Help will still be appreciated *laughs*. P.P.S. Ok, help no longer needed *LAUGH*. I found out how to get that bloody Thunder Egg on Ship Rex (where you have to go over the quicksand) AND I found out how to beat Fluffy!! Wahey!! Did you know... The only level I haven't completed is Ship Rex. Because of that bloody thunder egg. Every other level that I've played I've completed fully (I've yet to play on two of the new levels). I cannot believe I am talking about a game. I NEVER talk about games!

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Friday, December 7, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 8.13 in the pm Mood: Illll Ergh. I'm not feeling good, at all. I have a headache, and I feel freezing, but my face is actually flushed and red and really warm. But I feel freezing. Grrr. I may have indavertantly developed a crush on a man. Who comes into the shop every night. He may also have a wife and kids. And he's definately over 30. Oops. Oh, I've also developed another crush. No idea HOW. I got home from work last night and come online. Obviously. I ended up stuck on Facebook. I searched an old friend/ex-boyfriend. I found him. It was so random. I added him, too. Then, I got shopping in Worcetser today, and Laura decides she wants to go into a shop called Hawkin's Bazaar (sp?) and guess who works there? MY FUCKING EX-BOYFRIEND WHO I ADDED ON FACEBOOK LAST NIGHT. It was so random. But now I think I'm crushing on him again. Oops. He definately recognised me, because he kinda smiled, but we didn't talk. I got lots of mangas. I got Fruits Basket 13 & 14. Which is funny, because I don't yet have 11 & 12. I've been wondering how many Fruits Basket volumes there are. At my last count, there was 17. Today, I discovered there's an 18th. I was like "OHMIGOD!". I also got Dragonball 9 & 10, Pien-Ten 1 & 2... Erm... Is that it? Yeah. I actually ate a McDonald's. Wish I didn't. I asked for a chocolate milkshake and got something that just tasted of cream. Bastards. Oh yeah. I can't be bothered to find my kittykat emoticon XD And I'm going to change the site music to Christmas songs. You'll love them. The background's staying. Sexy.... Love&stuff ¢¾ Emmah ¢¾ xxxxxxxxxx

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 11.49 in the pm Mood: Blank I'm so so sorry for not being online for a few days. I'm not even sure which day this'll post on... Friday, or tonight (Thursday?). Erm... I'm just posting really to let you guys know I'm still alive, and that I have no time for much else but a little post XD I still love you all, though!! Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 11.50 in the am Mood: Blank Song: Party Hard - Andrew W.K. I just remembered my dream from last night. It involved me, Jane, Laura and Sian going back to the 6th form we all left, and visiting people. I remember our old friend Debbie was there, being drunk and crazy as usual. Anyway, everyone was going down to the market in town for an assembly (why?), and then I saw a flash of pink, and shouted “Laura!” and the other Laura turned around and went “ohmigod! You guys! I haven’t seen you in ages!” (note: there were two Laura’s we were friends with - and still are: Laura Morris - the pink one [she wore pink every day], and Laura Mattey - the one you know as Betteh. On here). But then The Moley One (Mrs McKenzie - she was a teacher at 6th form) told me, Jane, Sian and Laura (the non-pink one) that we weren’t allowed to go into assembly. We said that was fine and that we’d go and do some shopping instead. So we zoomed off to Co-Op (the spawn of all evil - sorry, the company I work for, TESCO, and Co-Op are mortal enemies… Fwahahaha. But most of my friends actually work at Co-Op 0_o) and then Laura was like “it’s quite hot today, shall we get some ice cream?” and then Jane said “what a good idea, old chap” (I am not joking, they actually said that”. Me and Sian were like “Wtf?” but we went to the ice cream section, anyway. I picked up these Twister things… But then put them back because Sian spotted Magnums… And then Laura came past, and she had a whole basketful of ice cream. I think I was going to say something, but I woke up at that point. Erm… Work was OK. We actually had more than two people working! Until 9pm, anyway. Yeah, we had Julie in. She’s awesome, Julie is. I lobe her =) Yeah, and Matt was being heightist towards me. I didn’t get what he meant at first when he said “I was being slightly heightist towards you”. I just did not get him at all. But he wanted me to work crisps and see which ones we could put out on shelves. Of course, I didn’t realise that most of the crisps are up on the shelves which are way out of my reach - even with a stool. He was being mean, lmao. Oh and he really made me laugh later on… He just kept saying stuff that was so funny. Oh, and then there was the whole “I’ve farted so I may as well shit myself” thing. When he said that, I was just like “W.T.F?” and then he explained that it meant “I’ve started so I may as well finish”. He was so proud because we’d worked 9 and a half cages of backstock (the stock that wouldn’t fit on shelves), delivery, and got everything else done, too. Admittedly, we didn’t get out until about quarter past 11... But that’s alright. I had a cheese burger for tea when I got home =) It was one of the Rustlers Quarter Pounders. They’re on offer - buy one get one free. But there was only one left on the shelf! Bloody typical!! At least I didn’t drop it. Oh yeah, me and Mum got excited on Sunday after we’d gone ‘Christmas Shopping’, because Dad wanted to go to Halfords to see if they had something for his car, and me and Mum spotted a new restaurant opposite Halfords. Sophie was disappointed because it’s in the building that Burger King used to own. She doesn’t even like Burger King. Anyway, this restaurant/bar is an Italian and NEW YORK place! Which is why I got so excited XD I may see if Mum and Dad will take us there. I’ll pay XD I need to sort out that Christmas Shopping trip on Friday. I need to get in contact with Laura and Sian. Bebo. I hope my mangas come soon. I ordered volumes 10 and 11 of Fruits Basket. They’re so CHEAP online. Well, no, not cheap exactly, but I’m saving almost £2 per manga because it’s cheaper online. Waterstones sent me an email saying they’ve shipped my order… One of the mangas… What’s the betting it’s number 11? Only problem is, I can’t remember when I ordered them. So I can’t work out when they’ll get here. I’d actually read number 11 if it came first. I’m too impatient. I hope it comes today. My internet just randomly closed. Lucky I’m writing this up on Word, huh =D Awww my kittykat Fudge looks so cute right now. She’s lay near me on a cushion. And she has her paws all curled in. She looks sweet. My other cat Smudge makes me laugh. If she lies down, she’ll kinda pout and then cross her front paws. It makes me laugh. I’ll have to see if I can get a picture of it sometime. One of the cats had a right this morning. Dunno which one, as it was about 5am, and I was not getting up to find out. Mum’s up at that time, anyway because she goes to work for 5.30am. Also, at work, everyone seems to be phoning in sick. It’s ridiculous the amount of people who keep phoning in sick, because then the managers immediately ring me up and go “do you want some overtime?” I mean, yeah, I’d love overtime, but Jesus Christ… And they keep asking me to start early on my late shifts. Like last night, I was supposed to start at 4pm. I got phoned TWICE and said no both times, but I rolled in at just gone 3 anyway *rolls eyes*. Actually, if I work hard enough, try and make less errors as possible, and agree to starting early and some overtime, maybe I’ll get selected for Team Leader. I quite like the idea of becoming a Team Leader and acting as a manager. I hear Tony, the site manager, he’s the main boss and is as mad as a hen, wants Nat to become a Team Leader. But Matt thinks I’d make a good Team Leader. Heh. My back’s just started to hurt. No, actually, my shoulder. Weird. I’d forgotten to tell my Nan about my operation in a few months time. I was like “yeah, I went to hospital on Thursday”, and she goes “you went to Hospital?” and I was like “yeah… Did no one tell you? It was to see the gob-doctor”. So I filled her in (hahaha sorry) on everything. When I mentioned that I was having an operation to take at least 2 teeth out, and maybe 1 or 2 others, he eyes went wide and she went “oh God, so they’ll put you to sleep and take your teeth out!”. Oh, I mentioned about having no wisdom teeth in the top corners of my mouth, and she goes “you get that from me! I’ve never had wisdom teeth in the top of my mouth, either”. The mystery is solved. My shoulder really is hurting. Maybe I’m hungry. I have no idea how I came to that conclusion… Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ Xxxxxxxxxxxx P.S. I can’t open comments 0_o They won’t open, but every time I try to open them, it just crashes my internet and nothing works. It won’t even close! Grr!!

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Monday, December 3, 2007

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Time: 9.58 in the am Mood: Tired *Yawn*. The visits are broken, hee hee. I thought they were, because when I came online… Saturday and saw I had the same amount of visits from Friday, I thought “well, that can’t be right, because someone’s signed my guestbook… And I’ve got comments”. Never mind XD I didn’t get round to comments last night =( I managed to get online, but not for long, really. I bought a pink Christmas tree! My Dad spotted it when we went “Christmas Shopping” (I managed to buy one present - and the rest of the stuff was for me XD) , and he went “look, Emma! It’s a pink Christmas tree!”. I just though “omg, why did you spot that?”. I think my Dad secretly likes pink. Anyway, I got some little decoration for it, as well. We’ve put it up (it’s only 3 foot tall *laughs*) and then Mum decorated it. Currently, it’s down here in the living room. It will be going in my bedroom XD Mum said (after she decorated it) “oh, that’s good. We won’t need to get the big tree down now!”. I thought “no. The pink tree ill be going in my room, so therefore you WILL need to get the big tree down”. Talking of trees and stuff, have any of you guys put up Christmas decorations yet?? Oh, the one present I did buy is for my sister. I’ve got her Pokemon Pearl for her DS. She ran straight through the DVD’s and CD’s aisle to where all the games are, and she was looking for Pokemon Pearl everywhere. And they didn’t seem to have it. In the end, she picked up this cooking game and said to Mum and Dad “can I have this one instead of Pokemon?” And Mum was like “no. Everyone else seems to be getting you games, so we’re not buying games for you”. I actually believed that the shop had no more Pokemon games left. But I had a proper look round once Sophie had scooted off with Mum and Dad, and there was one Pokemon Pearl left on the shelf!! Sophie had walked straight past it and completely missed it! Anyway, once I saw it, to stop anyone else from seeing it and grabbing it, my hand just shout out and went *grabby grab*. It was hard work trying to keep my sister from seeing it, though. Also, I looked a bit of a pillock trying to carry a 3 foot Christmas tree in a not-so-3-foot basket. I put it in Mum and Dad’s trolley in the end. What else?? Oh, yah. I’m working tonight. Wahey? Erm. I will get back to commenting at some point. I just feel… Very lazy?? Y’know?? But I cannot be lazy, for I need to find out what my special people want for Christmas (I don’t mean they’re special in the head or anything, though some of them might be, I mean the special people who are lucky enough to get a Xmas present XD), and then organise shopping trips into Worcester on a Friday so I can meet my friend, Sian, and then meet Laura from college as she has a three hour break. Phew. Then we’ll go SHOPPING! The last time me and Sian went Christmas shopping - we mainly bought stuff for ourselves. Me + Sian + Christmas shopping = not getting very far. I’d best scoot. Lots to do. Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 21.43 in the pm Mood: Happy The woman on T.V. just mentioned that Bon Jovi are on a programme soon. I was so busy going “Bon Jovi Bon Jovi Bon Jovi Bon Jovi!” that I completely missed which show they’re suppose to be on. That isn’t the first time that’s happened. Nothing much to report. I’ll get to comments tomorrow. This man who came in the shop today had the biggest nose I have ever seen. I’m not joking. It took up half of his face. I have been told that work possibly owes me money, because they haven’t been paying for the right hours. Er, that’s it 0_o Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxx

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Friday, November 30, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 5.12 in the pm Mood: Happy I apologise, guys, for not coming online yesterday. It seemed I really didn’t have any time after my orthodontist appointment *laughs*. I even began writing yesterday’s post on Wednesday night after I got home from work!! But I just never had time to post it!! Anyhoo, I am really getting sick of men coming into the shop, then coming up to the counter to get served, and then giving their balls a good scratching!! Why come in, begin to get served, and then think “Oh, I think I’ll give my balls a good grope *gropegrope*”. WHY DO IT?! So… Onto my orthodontist appointment. Or, ‘gob-doctor’ as Matt calls it. It went really well!! I apparently don’t have any wisdom teeth in the top corners of my mouth!! I had to have an x-ray (I tried to hard not to laugh or move - the x-ray machine thing was zooming round my head… I’m easily amused), and it showed that they just weren’t there!! Mr Evans (the gob-doctor I saw) was like “I don’t know whether you’ve had them removed…” and I was like “nope, I’ve never had any teeth removed”. So I was just born without top wisdom teeth XD My bottom wisdom teeth haven’t fully “erupted” yet. So, my right-hand canine tooth hasn’t come through, either. It’s stuck up in my gum (I’m so complicated lmao) above other teeth, and if I had the tooth below it removed, there’s a chance that it wouldn’t grow in the right place. Oh, and the cavity I did have, which my gob-doctor Sindhu kinda filled and made better… Well, apparently the filling did nothing. I’m having that tooth removed, too, as well as the stuck canine. This is where we arrive onto the subject of my OPERATION! They’re gonna put me under a general anaesthetic (yay, I get hit over the head with a hammer XD), and take the canine tooth out, the tooth that had the cavity out, and possibly one or two more teeth out on the other side. Luckily, it’ll be a few months before I have that operation. And a week before I have it, I’ll have to have another x-ray (yay, more x-ray machine spinning round my head!) and possibly pictures taken of my mouth (joy…) and have everything re-examined (in my mouth. Nowhere else) so they know which teeth they’re taking out. Oh, and they’ll possibly be doing moulds of my teeth (fun…?). So, after that, I should get my braces, and Mr Evans said I should only have them for 2 years or so!! Which is good, because I thought I’d have them way longer than that!! And the best part is, I don’t have to pay for a single thing! Which is good, because I’m not exactly made of money. Though, it is pay day today. Woohoo!! My monthly £500-and-something goes into my bank XD I seriously need to go Christmas shopping. I’ll probably go next Friday. Also, next Saturday, I might plan a night-in with my buddy Laura (Betteh.). I’ll buy the alcohol, and a game from our shop, and it’ll be so fun!! Oh, I don’t mean a wussy sort of game, like Snakes and Ladders. Because it’s Christmas time (do they know it’s Christmas time at all…?), we’re selling all sorts of games and stuff, and we have these adult games!! They’re 18+, but they’re not really… Rude. Just, really ridiculous. I want the one where you have to pick a “Who” card, and a “What and Where” card, and you have to act out the person on the ‘Who’ card doing whatever’s on the “What and Where” card. Example: The Queen… Dancing in a nightclub. (It’s on the box lmao). Try acting that out - whilst drunk, and you have a whole load of fun!! It sounds good to me, anyway. I’ll have to tell you all about it if it goes ahead =) Oh yeah. I’ve been running on not a lot of sleep. We can blame my kittykat, Smudge for that. She came into my room on Wednesday night, and was meowing like there’s no tomorrow. I was really tired as I’d just done a late shift, and it was 2am, so there was no way I was getting up. I just ignored her, and then I heard her moving my jeans (the belt was scraping along the floor), so I said “what the fuck are you doing?”, got up, and turned the light on, Smudge ran out of my room, and I put my jeans back to where they originally were. Then the smell hit me. It turned out that Smudge had wanted to go outside, but I’d ignored her (I later found out Dad had ignored her, too). Anyway, she’d done a big stinky poop right on my pink sparkly jacket, and she was moving my jeans because she was trying to cover it up with them (you have to praise her intelligence…). Luckily, she hadn’t got the jeans to the poop, because at that point I’d turned the light on, and she’d ran for it. I couldn’t stand the smell and so I went downstairs, moaned at Mum (I woke her up, fwahahaha). I fell asleep downstairs, anyway. I threw the jacket out eventually (I couldn’t move it at first - I almost puked), it was just disgusting. And I completely ignored Smudge for a while XD Not today though. She came in for a cuddle, so I forgave her. She has lost her collar somewhere, though. Oh yeah, Matt the manager at work has been talking to Mum. He’s said that I’d make a good Team Leader at work. Because apparently I “have a good head” on me. Rich is Team Leader at the moment… So does that mean I’d do what he does - basically run shifts and act as a manager 0_o Well, while he’s Team Leader, I won’t be XD Weird… I dunno how I’d feel, though… Having to act like that when I’m only 18... And everyone else is like, 10+ years older than me (except Nat [who’s 1 year older than me], Steph [she’s 4 years older than me], and Jane [or silver star rose, who isn’t older than me at all]). It’d be weird. But I’m not Team Leader, so I don’t have to worry about it XD Oh yeah, sorry guys for not commenting. Lack of time, etc. I will get back to you guys, though =) Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

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Time: 12.54 in the am Mood: Crazy Song: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis What is it with men and scratching their balls? I’m sorry, that’s not as random as it sounds. At work last night, about 5 men came in (all at different times) and they all gave their bits a good groping. I was like “ewww can’t you do that in the privacy of your own car or home or something?”. Mr I-Like-To-Be-Anal-Probed came in, too. He’s not hard to miss, with that walk. You can probably imagine what I was like. I was trying so so hard not to laugh or grin or just generally crack up. In the end, I had to smile just so I wouldn’t explode or something. Oh, and then there was the underage girl. I’m so proud of myself XD She came in (she’s still at school, so she’s definitely not of age to buy alcohol), and got a bottle of WKD Blue, and two big bottles of Strongbow. I asked her for I.D. and she said she didn’t have any. I told her I couldn’t serve her because I’d asked for I.D. and she couldn’t show me any. So she threw the biggest fit ever saying “oh for God’s sake!” and she stormed off, and kicked one of our Christmas display boxes (I think it was the one holding the wrapping paper). Then this bloke came in. He picked up a bottle of WKD Blue and then asks me “have you got any bottles of Strongbow? Two of them?”. HOW SUSPICIOUS IS THAT? Does that girl think I’m thick or something? So I told him I did, but that a girl had just come in trying to buy the exact same thing, and he tried to convince me it was for himself. Yeah, right. Anyway, I called for Matt (the manager - it was just me and him working last night because both people who said they’d do a Tuesday night from now on backed out of it, which pissed me off) and told him about the girl and the man now trying to buy the same thing as the girl. The bloke tried telling Matt it was for himself and Matt goes “hang on” and walks off over to the door. He comes back to me and said “was it a girl in a grey hooded top trying to buy it?” and I was like “yup, that’s her” and he goes to the man trying to buy the alcohol “well, there’s enough suspicion to stop us from serving you, because we believe you’re buying it for her”. The bloke tried saying he didn’t even know her, but he did walk out without an argument, thank God. Anyway, Matt, goes back to the door, watches the bloke, and then comes back to me and said “guess who he’s talking to?” and I go “the girl?” and Matt nodded and walked off. Then the customer I was serving was like “well done you! I heard the girl say ‘where is he?’, too”. If that girl hadn’t tried to buy the alcohol minutes before the bloke came in trying to buy it for her, I might’ve served him. But nope… Apparently kids today think we’re thick. We’re not. Bwahaha. There I go again, rambling on about work. It seems I have nothing better to talk about XD I actually have nothing more to say. Oh! I do!! It’s my orthodontist appointment tomorrow! Should be interesting… Let’s see how much this is all gonna cost me. I’m not made of money… I get paid just over £500 a month… And I only have about £60 left in the bank at the moment. Hopefully my appointment tomorrow won’t cost anything. Or if it does, I hope it doesn’t cost too much. Luckily, I get paid on Friday =) Shopping, woohoo!! I need to go Christmas shopping soon X_X I haven’t even started yet! Oh yeah, back on the work front… Matt was telling these really crap jokes last night. It was doing my head in. I’d be on till, just standing around doing nothing (because I was in a bad mood, lmao), and then Matt would appear from just, like, nowhere. And then he’d tell a REALLY crap joke about Micael Owen and football, laugh at it, and then walk off. He was doing my head in. I want to show you guys a comment his Chelsea girl has left my mate Nick. But Photobucket won’t load *shakes fist*. If I give you the link to Nick’s Bebo page: http://www.bebo.com/noggin90 I think his page is set to public, I dunno. Yeah… I’m just really pissed that she’s STILL talking about me behind my back to other people. Especially friends of mine. It looks like she’s doing what she used to do. She used to turn all my friends against me when we’d have an argument. I’ll copy and paste her comment in case you guys can’t see Nick’s page: “Chelsea Cull I really, really don't like Emma anymore. I hate the way she treated me and just everything about her makes my blood boil...LMAO. But that's cool cus I don't need her anyway. I'm recovering...Lol. But I'm fucking ill now. Parents think I have a chest infection. Boo. Hows work?” The way I treated her? Ahem. Yes. I didn’t treat her like anything, because I tried distancing myself as much as I could. Y’know, I like how she’s saying all of this to friends I visit and talk to?? It’s like she’s deliberately setting out to hurt me. It’s not working =P Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxx

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

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Time: 11.24 in the am Mood: Pissed Off Song: All That I’ve Got - The Used I read something bad in my ex-friend Chelsea’s MySpace blog last night. And I had a bad dream =( I’ll tell ye all about the dream first. I don’t know how it started, but I was up on the Trading Estate (where my Dad works) in our town. I remember this woman saying that a red jumper had been stolen, but she’d found it in the bushes, and she pointed to where it was, and told me to go fetch it. So I went and picked it up, and then the police arrived and said that it was clear that I’d stolen it, so they were gonna have to punish me. Then they took me to this clearing thing, and Ant and Dec were there (presenters, funny ones lmao). They said my punishment was the death sentence. I was like “Wtf? I haven’t stolen this jumper, I was just picking it up!” but no one heard me or believed me. Anyway, to kill me they were going to make me drink tar (as in, the tar you put on roads and stuff), and there was a certain amount of tar they were allowed to use, and if I survived after their supply of tar had ran out, I was allowed to be free and survive. I remember they started making me drink it, and then I woke up. So I don’t know if I survived or not *laughs*. It was a stupid dream. Anyway… I thought to myself last night “oh, I haven’t gone on MySpace in AGES” (because I was trying to delete the damn site, but it just WON’T delete), and I had new blog subscription posts (from Chelsea) and I was mentioned in nearly all of them. It wasn’t good stuff. In one blog she called me really fake, which hurt me A LOT, because apparently she didn’t even have the guts to tell me this to my face, and I don’t think I’m fake. I’m not fake am I? Anyway, that’s rich coming from a girl who claims to be raped at the age of 12 by a boyfriend’s friend, neither of whom I was allowed to meet. She also claimed to be pregnant earlier on this year, with twins. At about 4 weeks, she said something felt wrong and went for a scan with this guy she worked with called Luke. My best friend Rosie (the now-pregnant one, and she really is pregnant, she took a pregnancy test while me and Betteh. Were waiting for her, and she showed it us, and it did say she was pregnant) had asked Luke what went on at the scan, and he said he hadn’t even been with Chelsea!! Anyway she said you could hear the heartbeats and everything. I think not. I took Child Development in school, and you CANNOT hear the heartbeats that early!! Especially with twins!! Anyhoo, a couple of weeks later, Chelsea had a ‘miscarriage’. Ahem. Yes. Oh yeah, a while ago, she called me attention seeking. At least I don’t go around pretending to be pregnant. Erm, what else did she say? Oh yeah, she said I was jealous of her and her 29/28-year-old boyfriend Matt, because I’m a “frigid, 18-year-old-virgin”. I might be that, but I’d rather be a frigid 18-year-old virgin than have a boyfriend that’s 11/12 years older than me. I can happily say now, that I am NOT jealous of them in the slightest. Oh, and here’s the final one… She said in one of her blogs that she “was surprised that I’d got in anywhere” (referring to my night out in Worcester, the one where I lost my phone, and where we went to Tramps the nightclub and a few pubs). Why shouldn’t I get in? I’m 18, I’m of age to get in. I can prove I’m 18 with my I.D. She said she just sticks to Sin (it’s a pub). Well, we WERE going to go to Sin, but it turned out birthday girl Steph is banned from there. Bwahaha. She also put that I’d said on Bebo that “I was totally wasted” and “going out was the best ever”, and then went on to say that she’d been going out for ages, and that my taste in drink was questionable, and that I didn’t even used to like to drink!! I mean, Wtf?! I did NOT say that I wasted on Bebo, because I WASN’T wasted. I was too busy worrying about my phone to be getting wasted. Yeah, she’s been going out for ages, I don’t know how SHE managed to get in anywhere, considering she’s only 17. She also said she’s getting worried because more and more places are I.D.ing people now. I laugh at her. I have I.D. to prove I’m 18, she doesn’t, because she isn’t 18. Bwahahaha. As for my “questionable taste in drink”? I drink Smirnoff Ice, or vodka and coke or vodka and lemonade. Because it tastes good. I don’t drink the really hardcore stuff just to get wasted. I’ll drink something if it tastes good. I don’t go out aiming to get totally off my face. That’s just stupid. And as for the “I didn’t even used to like to drink”. I most certainly did. But I was underage, where the hell was I gonna get alcohol from? So it wasn’t very often I drank. Just special occasions. Anyway, I’m done with her. I can’t stand her anymore. I apparently infuriate her. I’d like to know how since I haven’t spoken to her since the beginning of October. So yes, I honestly wouldn’t be bothered if I never saw her again. It wasn’t as though she was a great friend. At school, I was always in her shadow. She put me down, she made me feel like crap, and if we were out in Worcester for the day, and I saw another friend and I wanted a quick chat, she’d pull me away from them and wouldn’t let me speak to them. She did that on countless times. Yet, when we saw friends of hers, we had to stop so she could talk to them. If I was getting picked on at school in class or anything, she was always with me, but she’d never speak up for me, never defended me or anything. I defended her in the beginning if anyone was mean to her, but when she didn’t defend me, well, that’s when I stopped defending her. Oh yeah, that’s another thing she said. She apparently didn’t like being best friends with me. Charming, huh? Guess what that made me feel like? I just remembered going through with school with her… And I’ve realised that I wasn’t really happy. Then when she went to a different college, I opened up, and me and my mates Sian, Laura, Laura, Rosie and Jane were laughing every day. And it was genuine happy laughter, y’know? I felt happier than when I was with Chelsea. I have so much to thank her for, though. Well, no, to thank her parents for. She has brilliant parents, but she doesn’t realise it, I don’t think. They were the ones who organised to take me to see Bon Jovi for my birthday, they were the ones who organised the holiday to Yorkland, and let me go with them… So, once I’d read all this last night… I wasn’t really upset… More, annoyed that she couldn’t even have the nerve to tell me this to my face. When I came offline, and went upstairs to my room, I just lay on my bed thinking. I saw two options: ~ Be really depressed about what she said and cry all night ~ Not give a flying fuck and just go on being myself - because that’s what I’ve been doing since the end of Year 11 (end of school) Oddly enough, the second option took over. And now I really don’t care what she thinks. But I’m still pissed that she didn’t have the guts to tell me this to my face. Anyway, all that’s made me think. It means that she was never a great friend, but I have the greatest friends now. I have Rosie, Laura, Sian, and ALL OF YOU GUYS! I have a job, I’m happy working there, I have friends there, too. I have the best hobby in the world - watching anime, and reading manga. At the moment, I think my life if the best it could be right now. I so happy and thankful for everything I have, and I admit everything’s not PERFECT, and I’m not PERFECT, and I could do with an adjustment or two to my life, but right now, I’m happy with what I’ve got. Chelsea… She doesn’t have a job, so I don’t know how she can afford to go out on the piss every week or whatever, and she complains that she can’t get a job… Maybe she should’ve thought about that before she quit her other job. She does drugs, as does Matt, her boyfriend. That’ll end up messing them up, because they’ll get hooked on whatever they’re taking. They might be already, I don’t know. Well, yeah. That’s the end of my rant XD Christ, it was 2 pages long on Microsoft Word. Oh dear. Anyhoo, I’m gonna go get myself some breakfast =) Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxxxx

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Monday, November 26, 2007

   Emmah's Random Ramble

Time: 11.31 in the am Mood: Blank Listening To: Ed, Edd, ‘n’ Eddy (my sister’s got a day off from school *rolls eyes*) I have just realised something… The girl out of Shrooms (the one who survived), well her name didn’t begin with ‘A’ at all. But it was short. I THINK she was called Tara. It definitely had an ‘A’ in it or two. Anyway, thank you for your comments ^^ Magnus Lensherr, sorry for calling you Maggie LMAO. I’d eaten too much Haribo last night, and was feeling… Hyper and random. Fwahahaha. On the subject of comments… I guess none of you have ever noticed this, have you?? The number of kisses I put at the bottom of my posts is for every comment I got on my last post ^^ Oh, I forgot to mention the anal probing in yesterday’s post, didn’t I? (That sounds so wrong - for a good reason, too) At work on Thursday, these two guys came in. And the one man comes in quite often, and he must have something wrong with his legs or his hip or something, because he walks REALLY oddly. I am not joking. I mean REALLY odd. Anyway, he and his mate started talking about anal probing (I have no idea how they managed to start talking about that). And the funny-walking one turned to me and said “do you think there’s anything wrong with anal probing?” and I was a tad confused as to why I was suddenly being dragged into the conversation. But anyway, I said “nope. There’s nothing wrong with it at all”, and he turned to his mate and said “see? Even she says there’s nothing wrong with it!” and then he turned back to me and said “do you like getting anal probed?”. At this point, I was like WHAT.THE.FUCK.JUST.GO.AWAY.YOU.ANAL.PROBING.FREAKS. And I replied with “I can’t say I’ve ever had it” so he turns back to his mate and said “she’s never had it. But I love a bit of anal probing, me”. It then struck me why the guy walks so funny. Maybe it’s not because of something wrong with his legs or hips. Maybe it’s from all that anal probing? I’m sorry, I had to share that with you guys. It was SO random. Afterwards, Nat came round the corner, and was like “what the hell were they talking about?” and so I just said “anal probing”, and she just walked off. Oh, me and my sister had a race to the post. Heh. The post came through the door, and I ran out of the living room, and she came running down the stairs, and I won =D No post for me, though. Yeah, she’s got the day off school. Teacher’s training day or some stupid crap like that. She fucks me right off. I actually pretty much hate her. I mean, she just came down the stairs to tell me to go upstairs where she’s playing on Sims 2 Pets on the PS2 and see which wallpaper would be good in the kitchen. WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE? I just told her to fuck off because it’s a stupid game and I don’t give a flying fuck what wallpaper she uses. Bear in mine, she’s only 10. I hate her XD Oh, I just squirted Bert. That sounded SO wrong. Bert (the Bonsai Tree) was looking and feeling a bit dry, but I’ve forgotten how to water him properly (something like submerging him up to so high in a bowl of water… I dunno, I’m leaving it to Mum when she gets home), so I’ve squirted him with water instead (I’m pretty sure you have to do that often, anyway). The my idiotic sister comes in and squirts him again. Why can’t she just GO AWAY. She also turns the T.V. to Dora the fucking Explorer and baby programmes, because she knows they piss me off. Ok. I’m done ranting =D I’ve commented you all (well, except one, as the comments has just given - I lie, they’re working now). So that’s good… Erm. Yah. I shall see you people around =D Love&stuff ♥ Emmah ♥ xxxxxxxxxxx

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