Friday, February 9, 2007

   Sorted!

People of England... Are we supposed to be getting more snow tomorrow? 0_o it froze last night so all the snow is... still snow-like, but harder lmao. Me and my sister did make a monster snow...woman in the end. It's about as tall as me, and it had a wig on, a pink sparkly cowboy hat and a black sarf and a carrot nose ^^ i toook the cowboy hat and the scarf off last night though. the wig wouldn't come off. it's frozen to the snow-woman's head ROFL. and when i tried to put the carrot in, the head nearly shot off T_T lmao. oh wait, ignore the first part of this post. ITS SNOWING AGAIN. yeh college/school was cancelled for today as well.. lol. Well, last night on MSN, i got things sorted with Hubball. He was like, ignoring me at first so i thought, well if you're ignoring me, i'm ignoring you XD but then he started speaking to me about whether i'd actually quit college.. so i explained all about that. then he asked me if i ACTUYALLY fancied him... i just thought to myself *fuck it, i'm sick of hiding about how i feel about other ppl* so yeh, i told him i did. then we got into a whole conversation about why, and who else liked him (they're gonna kill me for telling him if they ever find out =S), and that mrs tatum was giving him the eye. i have to say, that made me laugh A LOT!! he told me to ignore anything his mate's say to me. so yeh. i'm glad we're like, friends and talking again. it was doing my head in. its hard to ignore someone who's ignoring you. >_< anywhoo... i think i might sit and watch the snow for a bit.. so relaxing ^^ Emma xxx

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Thursday, February 8, 2007

   WE HAVE SNOW!!

AND LOTS OF IT TOO. Apparently, Worcestershire (where I live) is getting the worst because we're getting it the longest 0_o it's been snowing since about 3 in the am and is still going... *put some pics up* i apolgise for the black lines, bloody window frames >_< me and my sister did attempt to make the bottom ball of a snowman, but it split in half when i was pushing it >_< we're gonna go back out in a bit when its stopped snowing a bit. Her school and my college/school are closed so.. YAY ^^ I love snow. I wonder how our pile of snow is... we had to turn it into a pile so we can put the second ball of snow on it XD.. so its just like, a random mound of snow.. in the lawn.. lol. snow's got heavier again. lol. i really do love snow. *goes to play in it* ta ta xxx

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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

   I love my Nana

Well I went into college today to get everything sorted. Yes, I am going back. But I'm not doing art. So I only have two lessons 'cause mrs Coton (head of 6th form) said it was ok by her to only do two. She said I was doing well in E.S and Psychology and obviously not so well in art, and therefore it was ok by her ^^. She emailed my teachers for psychololgy and E.S. and they emailed back or something apparently saying that it'd be a loss if I really did quit altogether because I was apparently good in those lessons. Bless. So she phoned me up (Coton) and I agreed to come back to only two lessons ^^ she also said, "I'll see you tomorrow then, Emma, unless of course it snows and the school closes. In which case check the school website and the local radio". WE'RE GETTING SNOW XD it hasnt come yet, but it's almost here, you can feel it. It's sooo cold. I was listening to the radio earlier, and some schools have already closed. I mean, WTF? 0_o it hasn't snowed yet! I'd so piss myself if it didn't snow in the end. Oh and my Nana bought me 2 hair dyes for my auntie to do my hair next week ^^ it's gonna be a darker brown to match my eyebrows, because for some reason my natural hair colour is lighter than my eyebrows *raises eyebrow*. But everything was half price because the shop's closing down so it wasn't that expensive (actually about £3.00 for the two dyes.. not bad at all). I was absolutely freezing when I got back to her house though, so she'd made us all (me, her and Grandad) hot chocolate ^^ I really love my Nana. She's so good to me lol. And she lets me crash at her house if I go for nights out at parties etc. Tis awesome ^^ Anyway... I must scoot. I shall see you all (ish), and see you, Jane and Laura, tomorrow if the school doesn't close *prays it does* XD. Emmah xxxx Edit: oh yes, my guestbook signing are going mad. i seem to have one less than yesterday 0_o oh and my valentine's e-card went up a couple of days ago ^^ forgot to mention it tho...

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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

   Critter Club!

Well, thanks everyone for trying to convince me not to drop out of college (you don't get a diploma btw, N.O.A.F. Your college is different to our college I think lol). But tbf, I don't think my parents ACTUALLY thought I would do it. Dad seems to be ok. But mum went mad last night when I told her I was going to Worcester with Chelsea today (which, I'm not now, since I'm basically under house arrest - is that the right term 0_o? - unless I'm out looking for a job). But do not worry my loves. I shall visit on Friday XD. I'd like, come back to college if Chipmunk features would let me quit art, as i CANNOT keep up with it T_T. oh well. just tryna make the critter club on myspace. but it keeps logging me out everytime i try >_< dammit. oh well... i'm off to stew in my own thoughts. Head Critter Emmah xxx

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Monday, February 5, 2007

   Bugger My Giddy Aunt 2

Well this sucks. No one seems to be able to comment. I have the same problem as Hidaz (I cant comment on hers either). I'll try and sort it out... Complain a bit, y'know. And someone has commented me... one person... But I don't know who... So chances are I won't see any comments to this either >_< Anyway, I'm at college, and silver star rose and Beef on legs are gonna come with me in about half an hour to give me moral support as I quit. Chrissie's been trying to list reasons why I can't quit. She came up with abut 2 lol. Well, I'm off to complain. S'laters xxx EDIT: sorted the comment problem out lol.

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Sunday, February 4, 2007

   Bugger My Giddy Aunt

I think that's got to be my saying of the month lol. "Bugger my giddy Aunt". I can't even remember why I said it in the first place 0_o. Well, anyway, I should be doing practice coursework for Psychology, and a hell of a lot of artwork. But... I just can't be arsed. Oh, I found a solution to my college problem and the fact that it's putting me down. I shall quit ^^ I put this past my dearest mother last night, and she went SKITZ! She actually went mad and said, "well, if you quit, you'd better get a full-time job because I'm not paying for you". Paying for what? All I do is sit around all day and do bugger all. I don't watch t.v. and the only thing I do really do is play on my DS or come on the computer. Besides, if I quit college, I'd be bored out of my mind, so yes, I would definately get a job, because then I'd have MONEY XD Anyway, I've told... 2 friends so far that I may be quitting. I've told Laura (Beef-on-legs), and I've told other Laura (Miss Morris Laura). Miss Morris... Well... Was far from sympathetic. I told her that I may be quitting and she said something like "No, you're not quitting" so I said that yes, I probably will and she said something like "You can't because then I'd be wandering around on my own." Hello? So she's pretty much more worried about being a loner than my dwindling sanity. I told her if she knew how college has been making me feel then she'd understand why I wanted to quit. I think she said "fine" and then went offline. Bleh. I think she blocked me lol. Well it's not my fault college it utter crap and just makes me feel down. Anyway, I was all geared up to do some fanart this morning - then I thought, "wait, i can't because 1) i've broken all my pencils and lost my pencil sharpener, and 2) my printer still wont install". (Yes, I have inward conversations with myself lol!) At least it's stopped flashing up at me telling me it's found new hardware. I unplugged it cuz it was doing my head in lol. Oh well. Sooo... Bleh. I'm thinking of making a few e-cards. Haven't done anything for a while, and it's coming up to Valentine's Day... Soooo... Yeh. Lol. Emma xxx

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Saturday, February 3, 2007

   Feeling Better

Well, I feel A LOT better after yesterday's fandango. Thanks Tiana ^^ you helped a lot. Yeh cutting yourself does seem pretty silly now I think about it. But anyway. Wow. A Bernard Matthes turkey farm has the Bird Flu virus... THE VIRUS RETURNS XD God, I thought everyone had forgotten about it. But obviously not XD. Ho, shit. I eat Bernard Matthews turkey ham =S *cuts that out of my diet*. I have officially had enough of my printer. Still won't install, and it keeps flashing up at me saying "omg, we've found new hardware, install it now!" (ok, maybe not those exact words... lmao). But, I have read by the almighty lexmark installation booklet that I'm supposed to ignore those little things. So I am. *Unplugs printer* Omg, they're annoying. Shutup shutup shutup. Anyway, I'm gonna go... Save my own artwork and e-cards and wallpapers off my portfolio - as I have only just realised that I don't have them anymore. S'laters xxx P.s. OMG only ONE more visit till I have 800 ^^ Visit meh ppl, visit!!! (And sign my guestbook if you can XD I wanna beat Ekedo XD)

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Friday, February 2, 2007

   ...

Didn't go to college today. Don't think I could've faced it after yesterday and everything that's crammed in my head. I mean, I had to finish both my final pieces for Art today, but I knew I wouldn't finish it anyway, so what would be the point of even trying? And after yesterday... Well, I may never actually go to tutor EVER again. It'd be unbearable. And I have a practise coursework experiment for Psychology to do over this weekend - but my folder's in my locker. I know what to do though... I was gonna go to college at around lunchtime to pick up some Art and Psychology. But I just couldn't do it. I wish he would come online. I really need to know what the hell is going on. If I can talk to him that is. So basically, college sucks ass, and has officially gotten to me. Last night, I cried myself to sleep for the first time in months. And this morning, all I could think about was getting rid of everything that's in my head (but I didn't consider chopping my head off, cuz, technically everything would still be there - I'd just have no head). So yes, I was contemplating suicide. Hell, cutting my wrists seemed like a good idea. So.. I was at my Nan's, and when everyone had left, I went into the kitchen. I even had the knife against my wrist. But then I thought, why the fuck should I let them all beat me. My head's still fucked up. Then I realised, you have to cut really deep for you to die of cutting your wrists. And the knife I had was really blunt. Bugger. That would have hurt lol. Anyway, my printer is still wankered. Which means I have no printer and no scanner... So.... I'm not planning on doing any fanart anytime soon (do I ever?) lol. So bleh. I'm off to get help... And maybe a cup of vodka et lemonade if mom'll let me lol. Emma xx

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Thursday, February 1, 2007

   OH WANK!!

why?? ... ... why did they want to talk to me??? (baker and chris and all that lot) why? what have i done?? *is in the valley of the VERY VERY confused* 0_o

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

  

i hate that song. ROFL. and this keyboard >_< its completely wank. (yes, i'm in the library again XD). bleh i'm giving up on my computer at home lol. i have msn on it and thats all that matters. anyway... today has been... interesting. we had chinese (as usual). never go to prince henrys high school in evesham. well, not the loos anyway. they smell. bad. er... we swear theres something in the water too, as me and jane and laura went BANANAS! i stood on a chair and sang "i'm too sexy for my shirt", then i wiggled my bum OUT OF THE WINDOW. erm.. i did a lot of other random stuff too lol. read janes blog (silver star rose). she'll have it all lol. but right now, i am very paranoid. because bubbles mates are trying to set him up with someone... but my good friend rosie (who wont be a good friend, but a dead friend if she opens her mouth) asked me if it was me who fancies him. i said yeh and then asked her why (which was a wise choice). then she told me all about the setting-upness. and she wants to suggest me. as much as i'd LOVE to go out with bubble, it'd be kinda embarrassing when EVERYONE knows i'll like him. so i'm kinda hoping no one will find out and that rosie keeps her mouth shut lol. anyway, i must scoot. ppl to visit etc. emmah xx p.s. NEVER look at granny porn. it's SCARY!

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