myOtaku.com: Emmah

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-10-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• England - The Midlands
Member Since
• 2006-08-27
Occupation
• A dog's body at a Tesco store
Real Name
• Emma

Personal

Achievements
• Got to Senior Otaku++ism!! Passed GCSE's, making a lot of new friends on here, failed every single A-level, my stories have become popular on ff.net...
Anime Fan Since
• 1997.
Favorite Anime
• BEYBLADE!
Goals
• To get my fanfictions even more popular.
Hobbies
• Writing and sleeping.
Talents
• Being completely isane XD And writing, I guess.

myOtaku.com: Emmah

Friday, February 2, 2007

...

Didn't go to college today. Don't think I could've faced it after yesterday and everything that's crammed in my head.

I mean, I had to finish both my final pieces for Art today, but I knew I wouldn't finish it anyway, so what would be the point of even trying?

And after yesterday... Well, I may never actually go to tutor EVER again. It'd be unbearable.

And I have a practise coursework experiment for Psychology to do over this weekend - but my folder's in my locker. I know what to do though... I was gonna go to college at around lunchtime to pick up some Art and Psychology. But I just couldn't do it.

I wish he would come online. I really need to know what the hell is going on. If I can talk to him that is.

So basically, college sucks ass, and has officially gotten to me. Last night, I cried myself to sleep for the first time in months. And this morning, all I could think about was getting rid of everything that's in my head (but I didn't consider chopping my head off, cuz, technically everything would still be there - I'd just have no head). So yes, I was contemplating suicide. Hell, cutting my wrists seemed like a good idea.

So.. I was at my Nan's, and when everyone had left, I went into the kitchen. I even had the knife against my wrist. But then I thought, why the fuck should I let them all beat me.

My head's still fucked up. Then I realised, you have to cut really deep for you to die of cutting your wrists.

And the knife I had was really blunt.

Bugger. That would have hurt lol.

Anyway, my printer is still wankered. Which means I have no printer and no scanner... So.... I'm not planning on doing any fanart anytime soon (do I ever?) lol.

So bleh. I'm off to get help... And maybe a cup of vodka et lemonade if mom'll let me lol.

Emma xx

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