Sunday, August 26, 2007

   She Who... Bleh.

Time 8.19 in the pm Mood: Sad. Utterly crap. Depressed. Emo. Whatever. Song: Untitled - Simple Plan Erm. Woohoo? 13 comments? Geez... I don't wanna sound like I'm ungrateful, because I'm really not! I love getting comments off you guys! They usually cheer me up after a really shit day. Usually. I do try to keep all the emoness away form MyO, so you just read about the insaneness and madness... Don't worry, I'll include some today, so this post isn't all merde. Errr, last night. Work. Wasn't supposed to, but I was. Working that is. I ended up dropping a can of ravioli on my foot. It bloody hurt! But, as Rich said, the can of ravioli was ok. My foot is, too, btw. I also fell over. I leant against a stoll and it moved and I fell over in front of this bloke, and he said "I'm definately gonna come back in here, just for the entertainment values". At least I'm entertaining. So today, I actually saw Aaron! I dunno if this was a good thing or not. But he's had a haircut. It's still all spikey like I like it, but just a bit shorter than when I last saw him. Met up with SSR and Betteh. today. Was OK, I guess. It started off good, anyway. Then that bloke who SSR knows, sort of, came over to us when we were sat on the bench talking to the Community Support Officer (CSO for short. And everyone fancies him. Including us. And my Mum. I am not joking.). He came and stood behind us, and said something to SSR, then asked Betteh. if he could have a bite of her sandwich, and then got to me. He keeps calling me "gorgeous" and "beautiful" and stuff. I'm really not. Anyway... He stood behind me, and then kissed my cheek!! Anyway, we were talking about Aiden (the one Nat fancies, and SSR thinks is hot) and Mr What's-his-name (we can't remember his name) said to me (he was stood right behind me - that always makes me nervous when people stand behind me) "Where's your bloke then?" and I was like "don't be stupid, like I'd have one" (big mistake) and then he goes "don't worry, I'm right here". LIKE, EWWWWWW!!! He's about 30!!! Anyway, (I must stop saying "anyway" and "like", it's annoying me) the CSO was still talking to SSR about Aiden, and then this guy (I really need to find out his name) started kissing my neck! Ewewewewewewewewew. Normally, if it was a guy I KNEW and LIKED, I wouldn't have minded. But this guy is like, 30, and I barely know him. I only know him (sort of) because SSR's Mum knows him or something. Then he started tracing his finger down my back. I was getting seriously creeped out at this point. But then he left. Thank the Lord. I was going (to SSR, Betteh. and the CSO) "ewwwww, he kissed my neck! He tickled my back! Ewwwww!", and the CSO goes "you shoud've told him to stop if you didn't want him to do that" and I was like "I know, but it might hurt his feelings, y'know...". The CSO is right though, I should've just told him. In the end, the CSO said he'd keep an eye out for the guy lol. The CSO is lovely, we saw him sooo many times. And he talked to us every time. But after the whole neck-kissing incident and stuff, Ive become extremely creeped out and kinda, down. Unfortunately, that bloke comes in the shop. So, if he comes in tomorrow, I'm going to hide. Seriously. I'll have to warn Rich lmao. So yes... This is why I'm a bit down. Well, there was something else. But I've actually forgotten what it was. So I'm annoyed with myself becuse I've bloody forgotten what it was... *Thinks*. Bleh. I'm sorry, I do try to keep my emoness away from here. As I want myO to be a place full of happiness ^^, but today... Bleh. I'm letting it flow free and wild (oo-er!). Tatty bye!! ¢¾ Emmah ¢¾ xxxxxxxxxxxxx P.S. Sorry for the lack of commenting. I'll try and get around to as many as I can, but my internet is being shit to the extreme recently. P.P.S. I REMEMBER WHAT WAS GETTING ME DOWN! I dunno how many of you have already commented, but never mind. It turns out that for my 18th birthday... I'm gonna be alone. All my friends (including Betteh. and Silver star rose) are going to be at college, my cousins and sister will be at school, my parents will be at work, my grandparents will be at work, my Aunt and Uncle will more than likely be at work... I am going to be totally and utterly alone. On my birthday. That's what's upsetting me as well. I might actually cry. Into a bottle of vodka. Because by then, I'll be able to drink alcohol! But drinking on my own won't be fun... =(

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