Tuesday, July 1, 2008

   Anyone Miss Me?

Time: 8.56 in the am Mood: Errmmm... Currently Singing Killing: Gomenasai - t.A.T.u. I just looked up to see Bam (the rabbit, if anyone's forgotten lol) teetering on top of a pile of my folders. How he got up there, I don't know. So... Erm... I apologise for not being around since... Thursday? Or was it Friday? I don't know. I can't remember XD It really has been too long. Right... So what's happened since Friday...? Well, on Friday, the darkness kicked in. Oooh, sounds so dramatic XD No, Friday night, I started feeling really down. When I woke up for work Saturday morning, I felt a tad better, but still not 100%. Then, as the day went on, I just became super depressed. I walked out of work during my hour break, and went and sat in the park and cried. Then I had to go back to the shop, and discovered Chelsea was there with her boyfriend, Matt, and they were leaving... ... Bam just jumped up onto my bed! HOW?! So, back to Saturday. I gave Chelsea massive hugs, because that was the last time I was gonna see her for quite a while. This didn't help my mood any. Erm... Then Sunday... I still wasn't feeling spectacular, but feeling better. Then my other friend Emily came in the shop to retrive her CD's from me, and that was the last time I was going to see her for a while, too, because she moved away yesterday =( But, the depression thing initially kicked in, because I felt so... Useless, y'know? Useless, ugly and stupid, because I can never get anything right. And now with these braces... Grrr... Sophie (sister) doesn't help by telling EVERYONE that Mum talks to in shops, or on the street or anywhere that I've had braces put on. WHY DO THEY NEED TO KNOW? Yesterday, I felt lots better =) I got Mum to take me to Evesham to buy a new bookcase, because mine had officially gotten too small XD I put Bam back outside, cleaned out his indoor cage (with difficulty - and which he's mucked up again), and then I got to work on trying to build my new bookcase. On my own. It took me about 15 minutes trying to figure out which was the top shelf, which was the bottom one, and which were the middle ones (it has 6 shelves altogether. And Bam has just gotten on my bed again. I honestly don't know how he's doing it. So then Mum came and helped me build it. It looks quite funky, actually =) I've cleaned my room out into about 6 bin bags, and my room is now real tidy and has lots of space =D Some thing are still in green boxes, though. But that's purely because I have nowhere for those things to go. And Bam is back. He is nudging my laptop. I will not be amused if he pees on my bed, like he peed on the sofa the other day. Mum was not amused, LOL. hE JUST CAME AND STOOD ON THE... He apparently turned caps lock on XD OH MY GOD! He was just lurking by my wardrobe (over in the opposite end of my room), and then I heard him bang into something, so I looked up, saw him running like the wind, then he jumped onto the pile of folders and then onto my bed and stopped right next to me. Seriously, did he really need that big of a running jump? At least I know how he's getting up onto my bed now. Erm... Work tonight... I haven't work a late shift for a couple of weeks now XD I can tell I'm going to be exhausted LOL. BAM! I heard him running, but I didn't expect him to land on my foot. He is being absolutely mad today. I may have to put him outside to get some sanity XD Hope you guys are all ok =) Emmmmeeerrrrrrr xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Edit: Thanks, Magnus, for pointing out that error for me. I guess Bam was distrating me too much lol!

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