Monday, August 9, 2004

is somebody out there will somebody listen
i'm so so so sad you know and well school for me is only likw 4 hours but it makes me soooooo depressed and i just miss so many people and i feel all wierd and execptionally emo so you know its hard to tpys well cuz my vision is all blurry from the tears and the keyboard it getting wet from the fallen ones well i'm sorry i'm going on another day where i just daon't reall feel sweet or feel much exept sadness well i'm so sorry evey one i'll try to put on a good face so you won't have to worry or see me or anything

"don't waste you time on me your already the voice inside my head i miss you i miss you"




Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: thursday
Are you female or male:: m. sherpard
Describe yourself:: Beware! i am the killer
How do you feel about yourself:: atiubiography of a nation
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: where the circle ends
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: ian curtis
Describe where you want to be:: dying in new brunswick
Describe what you want to be:: how long is the night
Describe how you live:: standing on the edge of summer
Describe how you love:: asleep in a chapel
Share a few words of wisdom:: paris in flames
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Sunday, August 8, 2004

   the wilted flowers that i gave, not as nice as your boquet
today is not a good day for me so i'll keep this short so i don't lose my cool or anything today is moms b-day so we went out to dinner to one dirty place that my mom seems to love and i of course didn't order anything it was loud there too so my horriblr headache returned than they went to dairy queen after and i got nothing again (my choice of course) well my stomcahe is starting to hurt and such so i'll be leaving now sorry i connot be sweet today people i'm just not feeling any love in me today
my deepest apologise
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Saturday, August 7, 2004

sorry not muc htoday
well i didn't really do to much but here i did do this quiz and i got it perfectly right


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Friday, August 6, 2004

days went by were waiting and i guess were getting older
man all this this is horrid all loads of shit has happend and stuff and the only one i really want to praise me has not .... but i can't expect her to know to do this i'll judt live with it *sigh* today is gonna be weird i'm all out of it right now but maybe seeing pookie will put me strait lets hope so

see you on the net
cha
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did you really think that it was over
hmmmmmm well lbeing that it is only morning there isn't that much to say cept i'm playing some of the juliana theory's songs on bass great stuff well until later

cha
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m sorry i have to...i am zabuza after all

Zabuza


Which Naruto character do you fight like?(pics)
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this was so trobulesome

Shikamaru


Which Naruto character do you fight like?(pics)
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Thursday, August 5, 2004

   i have proof so no one can doubt it now

I AM 85% EMO! Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater... Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

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he wears his heart on his sleves
wow i feel so much better now
my musician block is lifted and and i can play again yay! and now i'm makeing an acousticand piano version of the socratic song "funeral masses" it'll be graet now all i need to do is see pookie and i'll be super yay well see you all on the net bai
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Wednesday, August 4, 2004

read this and you'll know me
What time are you starting this?: 8:16am
Name?: matt
Nicknames?: the kro,kyu, kyubi tenshi, mufffin
Date of birth?: 4-20-87
Sex?: male out side (little girl inside)
Height?: 6'1.5"
Eye color?: brown
Where were you born?: tom's river new jersey
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? i cannot recall
Pets?: 2 kitties cal and artanis
Hair color?: dirty blonde
Piercings?: not yet
Town you live in?: land o lakes (not the butter)
Favorite foods?: nothing i perfer not eating right now
Ever been to Africa?: nope
Been toilet papering?: ummm no
Love someone so much it made you cry?: of course
Been in a car accident?: Nope
Croutons or bacon bits?: neither
Favorite day of the week?: thursday thursday
Favorite resturant?: none
Favorite flower?: rose sweet and simple
Favorite sport to watch?: ...blitzball???
Favorite drink?: mountain dew!!!!
Favorite ice cream flavor?: none me likey ice cream
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: none
Carpet color in your bedroom?: tan?
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: none
Whom did you get your last email from?: jaki !!! yay!!!
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: sam ash
What do you do most often when you are bored?: play/write music
Most annoying thing to say to me?: .. i love cris carabba errr that pisses me off
Bedtime?: 6 in the morn
Favorite TV show?: invader zim....naruto
Last person you went out to dinner with?: don't remamber
Been out of country?: canada
Believe in magick?: not really
Ford or Chevy?: Neither.
What are you listening to right now?: hidden in plain view, shamans witches magic
Have you ever failed a grade?: you know it
If you have, what grade did you fail?: 6 9 10
Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah sorta
Do you have a bf/gf?: yeah woot!
If so, what is their name?: i call her pookie
How long have you been together?: 2.5 months i tink
What are you wearing right now?: umm penguin boxers and a thursday shirt oh pj pants
Would you have sex before marriage?: depends on the situation
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no
Are you a virgin?: yeah
Do you smoke?: Ew. no
Do you drink?: Nope never
Are you ghetto?: just my cd player
Are you a player?: no
What are your favorite colors?:black pink green and purple
What is your favorite animal?: foxies
Do you have any birthmarks?: umm no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: ....sammy
Have you ever been slapped?: nope well by by yeah but nope
Do you get online a lot?: Am I taking this quiz?
Are you shy or outgoing?: both
Do you shower?: ummm yeah
Do you hate school?: not all of it
Do you have a social life?: kinda
How easily do you trust people?: depends on the person
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: prolly i don't knoe its still a secret
Would you ever sky dive?: Hmmm Sure
Do you like to dance?: while playin bass yeah
Have you ever been out of state?: duh
Do you like to travel?: kinda
Have you ever been expelled from school?: Nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?: yeah
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Yes!
Are you spoiled?: no
Are you a brat?: doubt it
Have you ever been dumped?: all the time
Have you ever gotten high?: no!
Do you like snapple?: fire yes
Do you drink a lot of water?: Yeah
What toothpaste do you use?: colgate ..something
Do you have a cell phone?: kinda
Do you have a curfew?: not really
Who do you look up to?: geoff rickly
Are you a role model?: geoff rickly
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: nope
What name brand do you wear the most?: vans .. froot of the loom
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: the rin sammy gave me my mike shoe lace andgelly braclets from lots of people i love
What do you want pierced?: lip
Do you like takin pictures?: yeah
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: nah to ugly
Do you have a tan?: farmers
Do you get annoyed easily?: sometimes
Have you ever started a rumor? nope
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: No
Do you have your own pool?: yeah
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers
Do you have any siblings?: Older brother
Have you ever been played?: prolly
Have you ever played anyone?: never
Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
How do you vent your anger?: play music and write songss
Have you ever ran away?: Not yet
Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
Do you even have a job?: not yet
Do you daydream a lot?: Yes... All day long
Do you have a lot of ex's?: not really
Do you run your mouth?: no
What do you want a tattoo of?: fallen angel wings on my back
What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: ... lets not bring that up please
What does your most recent crush look like?: geoff rickly
Whats her/his name?: geoffy rickly
Have you ever been bitched out?: no i always leave the room
Are you rude?: Depends
What was the last compliment you recieved?: ummmm i cannot recall ... how sad
Do you like getting dirty?: nope clean boy
Are you flexiable?: yeah sorta
What is your heritage?: lots stuff but who cares i am me now , right?
What is your lucky number?: don't got me one
What does your hair look like right now?: sexier cuz i straitened it
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: i kinda am one
Describe your looks?: lets not get into that ..tall dark possibly hansome..? no
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: black with pink highlights
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: i umm am
Would you ever date someone older than you?: why not age doesn't matter
When was the last time you were drunk?: never
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: Yes
If yes, when was the last time?: a couple of months ago
When was the last time you went on a date?: umm that time at buchgardens was last right???
Do you look more like your mother or father?: neither..thats right
Do you cry a lot?: Yes
Do you ever cry to get your way?: once
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: hello
Are you the romantic type?: useually yeah whats been wrong with me latley
Have you ever been chased by cops?:yeah funny story
What do you like most about your body?: nothing
What do you like least about your body?: Everything
When did you have your first crush?: i dunno
When was the last time you threw up?:4 days ago
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: i don't care
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: No
What about cleavage?: umm i like small breasts big one scare me *shiver*
Is your best friend a virgin?: i don't know any more
Have you ever fucked someone up?: ...*tear* yes
Have you ever been fucked up?: i am
What theme does your room have?: the "i have no money"theme
What size show do you wear?: 12 converse 13 vans
What is your screen name on AIM?: thekro777
How are you feeling right now?: sick
When was the last time you were at a party?: the skating party i suppose
Have you ever given a lapdance?: No
Have you ever recieved one?: No
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: no
What is one of your bad qualilties?: bi-polar, depressed, stupid, ugly oh the list gors on and on
What is one of your good qualilties?: i suppose my musical talent and my kind heart
Would you marry for money?: no
What do you drive?: a 1995 for tarus ataion wagon
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: none
So?: exactly
Well?: i dunno
When was the last time you cried in school?: i last day of it
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:yeah in a second..i'm busy right now tho
What kind of music do you like?: Screamo/Emo/Indie/Acoustic/alternative/Pop Punk/power pop
Would you ever bungee jump?: i guess
What is your worst fear?: Being alone
Would you ever join the army?: never
Do you like cows?: yes moo cows
If you were to die today, what would you do?: i'd be the reason i'd be dead i'm suicidal sometime eh heh heh
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?: sorry
Do you like to party?: Not really
Hearts or broken hearts?: both
Moons or stars?: Stars
Coke or pepsi?: mountain dew
Favorite scent?: oh the smell of a midnight rain storm
Favorite band?: thursday
Would you ever dye your hair red?: yeah
How many languages can you speak?: 1 poorly
What time are you finishing this?: 9:00am
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