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• 2004-06-22
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Saturday, July 3, 2004

   not that it gets read but i'll write it anyways
so last night i was all not ....good i mean i do tis all the time(the i hate myself thing) i mean i don't see what people see in me sure i'm nice(nice guys finish last) and i like helping people when they are down but as a regular person there really isn't much its eaither really happy or incredibly depressed and in depression i tend to cut myself i don't know why, i'm to much of a coward to kill myself but i guess its so i can feel thing things good or bad i just need to feel life is a tragity when your a bi-polar emoboy damn now i'm like not liked and and and crap i don't wanna do something stupid to hurt anyone but sometimes they hurt me even if they don't know it
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