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• matthew

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Thursday, August 19, 2004

   i wanna hold you, touch you , feel you , always
oh i hurt so much and look no sleep for me oh no i never get the pleasure of sleep and more .... well the after math (for those who care)..there aren't many of you well head stil throbing i have only taken 4 alive cuz i know they are bad for me...i am tired beyond a reasonable doubt but hey i haven't passes out in a twenty four hour peroid.. umm yay?? i still haven't eaten ....and i don't think i will be for a while .... my right hand is only shaking somewhat i can useually control it...and for the new i have added a pretty deep wound to my left arm... actually i cut it and let it bleed non stop for fourty minutes strait i got extremly light headed and to be honest i think i could have bleed to death had i left it alone or started smashing it against the wall(cuz only i would) but i talked to cristie and she talked me out of bleeding to death (one of many cases she has averted) so i applied the proper first aid and medication (more thanx to cristie) and now i have my forearm all bandaged up...its going to be hard to hide this one so i have to make up some stupid excuse (gah i hate lying) but sometimes its the lesser of two evils and i HATE phycodoctors and there medications *grrrrrrr* which i'm sure will assure anyone one that i am really insane and if not then this will the reason i did this to mw tonight ...i'm not getting into it really its not for me to say lets just say its my fault...cuz it is i know it is i can tell by it being me....*sigh* sorry i still have alot on my mind but i am alone


i'm sorry that was long and i apologize to anyone i affended i assure you i have my reasons for my actions and except the conciquences as my own if you reall want to know anything else about it pm me or reply to this..(cuz i check) sigh once again i owe loads of debt to her but i will pay up
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