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• 2004-06-22
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• matthew

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Monday, August 30, 2004

   one morning, one back pain, two cuts
sigh being grounded from the internet really sucks i mean yeah i can sneak on like i am now but the rest of my day is so f'ing boreing *sigh* *tear* well when your parents call you a dissapiontment and yell at you for really nothing then i guess it gives you lots to think about like i really sux when the people who have to love me don't *sigh* but i have this cross guitar pick and i found it and it had a big peice missing so it wasawsomly hooked and worked great for cutting up my arm but after a couple swipes i stoppped and thought and i really needed someone to talk to someone who loved me someone to hold me and tell me its ok *sigh* yet i have no one there to do that i have sammy she is a little help cuz she is there but she was hanging out at the mall so i didn't want to ruin her fun ... damn no one liveing in a walking distance from my house that loves me(there is sammy but she can only do so much...being sammy)

sorry to bore anyone who read that it happend on friday but i am just typing it now

"the jesus pick made for cutting the one time it seemed like god was paying any attention to me at all but it wasn't love he had for me no it was pity"
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