Wednesday, May 23, 2007

   OMG!!!
i swear to god if someone doesn't talk to me i might die of bordom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i hate my life
i hate my life and i'm sick of living in this shit hole that people keep saying is my home. these people are not my family. familys luv eachother. all my parents ever do is tell me how fucked up i am that i'd be better off dead, and ask me why i can't be normal. the sad thing is that they're right. i have no reason to live. i haven't done anthing with my life. nobody cares if i liv or die. if i died none of you would even notice. i bet you would go on with your normal happy lives and not even notice that i'm gone. and i swear to god if one more person tells me to get over it i might just reach through this screen and beat ur fukin head in until it comes out ur ass. no seriously stop sending me hate mail. just becuase i'm different doesn't mean i don't have feelings. and just becuase i'm boleamic doesn't mean i think i'm fat.i mean i do but not all boleamic people do. boleamia is not a disease. it's a life style. just like most of you believe in christianity. i don't but most of my friends are christians. i hope you enjoy my sight. i don't really expect you to but if you do or just have something you would like to comment on please do. i like getting comments it shows that somebody really does care.jeffrey star luvs u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-<3-emogirl93
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

   "Tell me" by NovemberBlessing
(begi chorus)
i've had this feeling for a while.
i've built this armour so thick i cannot smile.
my hearts still beating
no tears for my eyes
to the broken dial
because you left me the broken tile
but please tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
why my hearts still beating
tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me,
why i'm still breathing,
(end chorus)
[repeat chorus]
tell me why i can't feel a thing
tell me why i am not afriad to die
show me that i still have a heart
oh my god my vision starts to blurr tonight
i'm breathing deeply and i start to cry
i haven't had this feeling in a while
my armours down and you have made me smile
then i start to bleed these tears from my eyes
to the bright white tile on heavens floor
well thank you angel cause i have feelings
tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me,
that you love me too
just tell me you love me too
cause angel i love you.
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Monday, May 21, 2007

   (/ //.-) ...hey
hey peoples!i'm having an awesome day.i'm like totally in love with this new band i found on my space called NovemberBlessing they like totally fukin rock i mean they're like awesome!!!there leadsingers name is randy romance and he's so cute.my dam cat keeps siting on my keyboard.so sorry if theres some spelling mistakes or random letters in there.omg i counted all my piercings last night and i've got 27.i love my peircings^.^
i'm getting another 1 in my cartalidge this (")(")
weekend.i also am like in love with davie havok, jade puget,jeffrey star,pete wentz,and ryan ross .**drooling with satisfaction** i also like gir.he's so cute with all of his taco loving self. but the one thing i hate more than anything else in the entire world**dramatic pause** is GEORGE W. BUSH!!!i mean seriously i hate him more than Paris hilton.and i hate paris hilton with a fukin passion.god bnow i'm pissed and wanna go throw up!thanx a lot georgr w.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

   hating this nasty fucked up hell hole (and george bush)
sometimes times i feel like my life just needs to end.maybe i'm just to dramatic.i hate our fucked up president to. god!i guess i just hate everything!but seriuosly we should put a date on when the troops come home.my uncle is in the airforce and he flys some kind of sniper plane or something.i miss him so much.i haven't seen him in allmost a year.i hate it when people try and judge me b4 they even no me. i mean seriuosly some chik at the mall told me to stop being a pussy and go kill myself and some how we got into a fight and i got kiked out of the mall. oh well, fuck them.i also hate it when people piont out that i'm anerexic. and they start calling me "emo-rexic". i mean come on you can't come up with anything better than that.but i have to admit it , it does hurt.well i guess i'm gonna stop complaining about my life and go hang out with my friends.
peace out!
p.s.i fukin luv jeffery star!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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