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Sunday, July 31, 2005
Let me sleep
Sometimes i wonder why I'm still here,
I wonder why i bother to wake up anymore.
To sleep forever, it'd ease my pain,
and relieve others, such a burden i've become...
Somedays i wish i could lose myself in dreams.
Dreams never to end, for me to never wake up.
To leave everything behind, lose my identity,
Become someone else for everyone's sakes.
I feel like its getting harder to breathe, to think,
It seems almost like im living a lie, hiding...
I find myself struggling to stay awake, to believe,
Losing to wants and hopes of a new life, a new me...
Sitting in my room, lost in thought, wasting time away,
Silently speaking to an empty head, a full heart.
I ponder through the many things i wish, i want,
Though none seem achieveable, but one...
I just want to lay my head down, sleep peacefully,
And never wake up, and though i cherish that thought...
The love of others, the love of one I'd never wish to hurt,
but even for him, sometimes i dont want to fight it anymore...
I find myself losing to the darkness,
breaths are becoming so shallow...
My head hurts, my heart bleeds...
If only i could just sleep...
~Kitty~
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