myOtaku.com: EndlessDarkness

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Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere out there....
Member Since
• 2005-02-27
Occupation
• hmmm...
Real Name
• I can't remember

Personal

Achievements
• let me think.
Anime Fan Since
• the first time I opened my eyes
Favorite Anime
• love them all......
Goals
• my goal is to achieve my goals
Hobbies
• drawing, reading manga, watching anime, surf the internet, and I don't know what else
Talents
• I have the slightest idea

myOtaku.com: EndlessDarkness

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

April 30, 05
hello people.......
it is now 12:30 am....
and I am still awake........
I can't sleep.....
because the past is haunting me...
and i can't escape it........
i'm trying to run away from it....
but......
it just doesn't work that way.....
my head now hurts.......
thinking made it worst.......
can I change the past....?
i don't think i can..........
i'll just let it be......
i'm being punished.....
WWWWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYY.......
i still didn't let the pain out.........
it is hard to do.....
complicated..............
overwhelming.....
now I am shivering.........
heart beating faster.........
i'm gonna go now......
this is too much........
I give up.....

-EndlessDarkness*

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

April, 27 05
hey everyone....

sorry , I haven't posted in awhile....
i've just been kinda busy....
and yea....
I have written new poems....
i just don't really have the time to post them....
cause....
yea i've been doing a lot of stuff lately....
and with that test goin' on.....
it's giving me a headache....
and i didn't really feel like writing a poem the past few days because......
ahh...you don't have to know......
let's just say....
i've been focusing on myself lately and also about
the past.....
and all that kinda stuff.....
it's kinda hard.....
to get it off my mind.....
and.....
noyone can really help me on it.....
i've been planning on letting it out....
but.......
you know.........
it's hard..........
and for some reason....
frightening.....
i've been known on keeping it all to myself and....
let the pain stay inside of me....
well enough talking......
i'm kinda sleepy......
so i'll just go now.........

oyasumi....
sayonara......
minna-san........

-EndlessDarkness*
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Monday, April 25, 2005

April 25, 05
hello people....
sorry...
no poems....
not today......
i'm too busy thinking about....
umm....stuff....
i'm too miserable to write a poem.....
not to mention....
mad....
depressed.....
sad................
don't know............
let's see what else is there that's left....?
and that there's to much stuff goin' on in my head
it's hard to explain.......
urrgghhh....
watever.......
I shall keep my anger to myself.....
well....
I should go now....

sayonara...minna-san....

-EndlessDarkness*

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Friday, April 22, 2005

April 21, 05
konnichiwa....

Please be kind enough to answer this questions...
...................................

1.What is your biggest fear?

2.Do you know yourself well enough?

3.Are you scared of being alone or
are you always alone?

4.What is your favorite anime?

5.Who is your favorite anime guy/girl?

well you guys don't have to answer this if you don't want to...
hope you guys don't take this questions personaly.....

-EndlessDarkness*
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

April 20, 05
I finally had a chance to post my poem.
I know, it's not that good.
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*Were you*

Were you there when I started to cry.....
Were you there when I said that I wanted to die...
Were you there just to see me in pain....
And now..you're telling me that I'm the one to blame.....
I thought you were different..
not like them.......
But I was wrong........
you were just the same....
I thought you knew........
I thought you cared...
But you were just standing....
just right there....
to see me suffer....
suffer.......
in pain.....

By -EndlessDarkness*
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April 19, 05
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hello.....
konnichiwa.....
sorry guys,i've been busy lately....
that... i don't get to post new poems....
but....
i did make some more....
i'll post the new one later this week.....
well g2g....

sayonara....

-EndlessDarkness*
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Monday, April 18, 2005

April 18, 05
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today at school....
almost everyone i know got all hyper...(that includes me)
all soooo crazy..........
students fighting....
and yeah....
almost everyone was in a bad mood....
even I was.....
it's just you couldn't really tell...
I was trying to cheer people up....
but this guy pissed me off...
then..... it was almost the end of the day.......
well my friends decided to pull a prank on one of our friends...
well I didn't really wanna join...
but I did anyways.....
well.........
I think the prank went too far and something unexpected happend.......
well.......
and to top of the day......
this girl tried to minupulate my friends brain(if you know what I mean).......
and for some reason...she tried to turn my friend against me and my other friends....
and so in conclusion.....
my day once again sucked.......
(as it would usually do on a normal day)
well now it's time for me to go...
before I get all crazy and the other things that usually happends to me when I'm almost mad......

sayonara,

-Endlessdarkness*
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

April 17, 05
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hello.....
something is wrong with me.....
I am soooo depressed lately......
I never knew anyone can hurt someones feeling that bad....
is it just me or am i being too emotional...about my situation.....
why is life like this..?
what is wrong with me...?
does everyone HATE me......?
or does it just have to be like this...?
do i leave it the way it is??
or... just forget about everything..?

well i'll just stop now and go now...

sayonara...

-Endlessdarkness*
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

April 16, 05
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urghhhhhh....
I feel so STUPID...
I've never felt STUPIDER in my entire whole Life.....
I'm SOOOOO stupid........
I HATE MYSELF.....
for being soo stupid....
urrrgggghhhhh.....
I HATE LIFE......
why is life sooo UNFAIR...????
well now i'll try to find a way to kill myself....

Bye...
Sayonara..

-Endlessdarkness*
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Friday, April 15, 2005

April 15, 05
hello people.....
well....
i'm trying to find out how to put a nice background in my site.....
but no.....
I'm too STUPID to figure that out..
and yea i was trying to put music too....
but as i said before I can't figure it out.....
*sigh*....
well it would really help if someone miraculously offered to help.....
well as for now...
i'll try to figure it out myself....
and just wait till' someone helps me......

and now... it's time for me to go...

sayonara...

-EndlessDarkness*
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